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The whitest thing in the world
[aka, Peach blossoms] BY MIRIAM MICHELSON. |
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"How lucky!" she said, smiling faintly down into his raging eyes.
N.B.: the original caption is incorrect for this drawing. |
"How lucky!" she said, smiling faintly down into his raging eyes, "that I came back to bring back the magazine. Did you miss your boat, sir? What do you think I would better do next?"
Her insensibility to atmosphere wrecked the city editor's last atom of self-control. "I think you'd better go straight to –" He stopped suddenly. Her unsuspecting, waiting eyes, the innocent fragility of her face, that aura of virginity in which she walked as. in a protecting cloud, to which even the grossest spirit could not be blind, made, him hesitate.
"Oh, go on the Manlloyd case, for all I care!"
he cried.
Eustace Manlloyd, making his entrance into the court room, the hero of a case celebrated throughout the English-speaking world, paused before he took his seat between his lawyers to meet, or rather to look down on, the eyes fixed upon him.
He was familiar with them all by now the judge's carefully measured, conscious scrutiny; the prosecuting attorney's unconcealed aversion, as though he, who was accustomed to handling reptiles, had found one here that even his professional experience could not make him touch willingly; his own lawyers' affectation of good fellowship, with the uneasy, shifty light that played behind Tom Shaw's eyes; the piercing keenness of the reporters' gaze, that strove to atrip him bare, to peer behind the mask of bored hauteur his face had learned to wear, and the fatigued, complacent light in his mother's eyes, as the vain, affected woman drank in each morning anew the Intoxicating draught of notoriety. Manlloyd knew she counted on a verdict of not guilty, but had she felt as sure of an unfavorable verdict, he sometimes wondered, would she have relinquished for assurance of his safety that sense of importance which, since the trial began, had become the breath of her nostrils? And then there was the cynical, good-tempered, indifferent glance of the bailiffs, the greedy gaze of the crowd, the fascinated horror in the women's eyes, the loathing in the men's.
Though incapable of analysis in words, Manlloyd was too alert not to feel it all. It was all familiar, yet not altogether unpleasant at this stage, for Manlloyd was his mother's son. The excitement, the pre-eminence of his position, being watched and courted .and written about and photographed and sketched; the sense of being the pivot upon which the great drama revolved the whole long day, and day after day and week after week; the shrewd satisfaction in deceit, the impudent defying of authority, the consciousness of being pitted against the world, which, through respect, for its own forms of law the forms by means of which he intended to go free despite it elevated him, if only temporarily, to a pinnacle where no man's hand dared touch him, though every man's hand ached to get at him all this Eustace Manlloyd felt. It is the consciousness of greatness. His was the greatness of infamy, but its manifestations differ from the other sort only in the way one looks at them, and given an oblique vision, the thing looks as delectable to a murderer as to a martyr.
A martyr there was nothing more alien to Manlloyd's nature than this. And yet in the rare moments when confidence deserted him he had faced the improbable alternative of conviction; at night once or twice, when he had waked in his cell and missed the tense, upholding strength of the crowd, the court and the warring attorneys, then he had seen himself sketchily. Vaguely and with strong distaste at the end, drop his role of Impudent defiance for this other gentler, reproachfully holy one.
And yet even now, as he turned from greeting his mother their morning caress had become as studied as actors' embraces and faced the reporters' table he saw himself suddenly, unreasonably in the uncongenial role. And in the same second he became aware of a different glance, a different judgment, a different pair of eyes to meet.
They were lucent, shining gray, crystal pools that had nothing to reflect, for behind them was a soul as clear and shallow as glass, and of all they looked upon, by virtue of their innocence they saw nothing blacker than themselves. They were bent upon him, these clear, credulous eyes, with such an intensity of impersonal sympathy, warming, elevating, intoxicating him, that Manlloyd bad looked into them for a long moment before they became conscious and wavered. And even then it seemed to be only because the reporter, whose name Manlloyd knew to be Drake, had deliberately thrust his shoulder between, shutting out their view.
"Why do you stare at him so?" Drake asked the girl, irritably. Despite his horror at such an experience for a woman, he had helped her to a seat beside his own when he heard her inquire for the reporters' table.
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"Why do you stare at him so?" Drake asked the girl, irritably.
artist = Nodherny (New York Herald?) |
"Why" she stammered, blinking, as though the suddenness of being called upon for speech had staggered her. "Why was I staring? * * * Isn't it terrible?"
He looked down upon the shell pink of her childish face, with its quivering, pointed chin, its thin, sensitive nose and eyes lifted still toward the prisoner, who had moved his chair further to the right and bent forward, watching her curiously. To Drake she looked repugnantly inhuman, yet, like some old-young saint, so detached from the world, so medievally ignorant of life, so capable of touching pitch yet miraculously escaping defilement, so adoringly trustful and confident in her attitude of faith and before such an altar!
"Have you read any of the evidence?" Drake asked. A confused sense of helpless disgust came over him.
"Of the awful things they say about him you don't believe them? Think how terrible to say such things of an innocent man! And he's so young, so –"
The reporter turned to his work; but in a moment he had put down his pencil again.
"You are also do you also approve what do you think of his mother?" he demanded.
A burning blush swept in an agony of shame over her face.
Her wordless repudiation of the woman comforted him; there was something so loathsome about innocence such as this joined even by a common sentiment with such a pervert as Manlloyd.
"That mother of his has the sort of spirit to express which the Orientals invented a belief in ghouls. She'd pick her son's dead bones if there were money or notoriety to be got out of it," he growled.
The girl beside him drew in her breath, as at some sharp, internal pain.
"Doesn't it" she laid a. timid hand for a moment on the edge of his sleeve "doesn't it make you long to do something something anything to make up to him for it? Don't you feel you just must?"
Drake looked at her. In a second he had mentally marshaled all the facts to lay before her, what he knew about this man and had written, what he knew and could not print. Then resolutely he turned to his work. There could be no thoroughfare between such a mind and his own.
Yet once, toward the end of the day, an irritated sense of her helplessness and his own responsibility the noblesse oblige of superior craftsmanship toward inexperience prompted him to speak again to her.
"What line are you going to take?" he asked kindly. "I write a general sort of story, you know, covering the whole thing. There's a shorthand report that goes, besides. Don't you think it might be well for you to specialize? You might roast the mother. Show up her vanity, her absurd airs of ladyhood on such a stage, her incredible enjoyment, eh?"
She shuddered. "Oh, I couldn't, I couldn't!" she gasped.
He looked from her trembling lips to the paper before her. She had not written a line.
Drake gathered up his notes and left the court room. An indefinable feeling of discomfort he had been laboring under fell from him as he took a car to the office, his mind busy with preliminary arrangement of his material. Nor did he think again of the girl till Bowman, in his shirt sleeves, came into his room late that night with some pages of copy in his hand, a demoniac delight in his eye and a voice that was husky with sardonic laughter.
"Let me read it to you, Drake. It's the richest thing I've come across in all my life. Oh, you've just got to listen. I'm a regular ancient mariner since I hopped on to this. No, I don't care whether you get through by twelve or by doomsday. I've read it to every man in the office and I'm not glutted yet. Just listen to this. It is simply yet chastely headed, you will observe, 'Eustace Manlloyd Is Innocent of the Murder of His Boy Friend.' What d'ye think of that for a healthy topic for a sane mind?"
Drake did not think. He listened while his chief read the article, with many chuckling interpolations, with a workmanlike distaste for its crudity and clumsiness as well as a sarcastic eye for its effect upon his hearer.
"You see, she sent it in as a lady star should," Bowman said when his laughter had subsided, "with a note saying she would call for the money tomorrow. How'd she guess we were going to run it?"
"Run it!" exclaimed Drake, incredulously.
"Why, of course, my dear sir. I'll have it rewritten and run as a contribution letters from the people, you know a girl's view of the case, signed 'Peachblossoms.' It'll make a hit, it's so asinine. The only danger is that we may be accused of faking it it's too impossible; or a mob may wreck the office to show what becomes of papers that print pro-Manlloyd stuff. You can't fell what it might lead to. Anyway, it'll attract attention, I promise you." It did.
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Both men looked up at the warden's vine-shaded porch above them.
artist = Nodherny (New York Herald?) |
The jailer stepped into the office, leaving the disconsolate journalistic peri on the outside. Ten minutes later, with Manlloyd's wrist handcuffed to his, Kerr was crossing the yard, when something fluttered from the porch of the warden's quarters overhead.
In an instant the jailer's foot was planted upon it and, constraining his prisoner to stoop with him, he bent and picked up the object. It was only a faded late peach blossom he had crushed into the rocky floor of the yard. Involuntarily Manlloyd reached out his hand for it and both men looked up at the warden's vine-shaded porch above them.
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Constraining his prisoner to stoop with him, he bent and picked up the object.
artist = Nodherny (New York Herald?) |
The face of a girl in a nurse's cap and apron
looked down upon them. It was a thin, haggard
face, with great, clear gray eyes; but
when Manlloyd's eyes rested upon it a wave of
color swept over it that made it as delicately
appealing as the blossom itself had been before
it was crushed by the jailer's foot. And,
strangely, that radiant glow was reflected in
Kerr's big, tanned, stolid face, as well as in
the pallid one of his prisoner.
A firm, large kindness was Michael Kerr's, with not a trace of weakness or hysteria about it. There was an impersonal something in his manner to prisoners, a fatelike gentleness, an unalterable equanimity, as though he held it to be unworkmanlike to to show himself made of the same material as the creatures he guarded, soothed, tended and escorted to death. It was this very aloof dispassionateness that had been a tower of strength to many a suffering wretch whose nerves, crazed by; anticipation, sucked in greedily the calm solemnity of Kerr's face while his hand rested upon the immovable steel of the jailer's arm as they walked together toward the gallows.
It had grown upon Kerr unawares his love for the girl who had come to the prison as nursemaid to the Warden's grandchildren. This man knew human nature. In many a death watch he had sounded the depths and basenesses of the human heart. And it was the crystal clearness of the girl's soul that had revealed to him his own need, his passionate need of an antidote for the poisonous spiritual emanations in the midst of which his middle-aged, sober life was passing. Unshaken, calm, dutiful days his had been, that never admitted a questioning thought of the orders he received; that had never even weighed the right and wrong of it all; that had divided the world with a simple, clean cut cleavage into those who walked unhandcuffed without and those who wore stripes within. And of these last there was the natural subdivision into those who should wear stripes all their lives and those who should for one day be clad in the raiment of the outside and walk to death beside him.
Of the former, the life timers, there was nothing to be asked, Kerr felt. For them there was neither hope nor despair. For them he had a limitless patience, a forbearance that might have been angelic but for the unshaken discipline behind it. But of those over whom he should one day be set in the death watch his attitude demanded a conception of the fit, a realization that to "die a dirty death" was worse than living an unclean life, was contemptibly cruel to the tortured, innocent body that was only an irresponsible partner in the crime yet suffered the penalty of it; and was moreover, a breach of good faith, an unfair, dishonorable act toward the jailer, whose very excess of patience, of gentle consideration, of untiring forbearance during the hysterical preliminary period was a debt which only a decent, swift, helpful death could discharge.
Kerr had never been ill but twice in his life once when the rope broke and he had to lift Harron's squirming body to another death; and again when he had dragged Pugh, the negro, squealing like a doomed, crazed animal, to the scaffold, and the frantic creature broke his bonds and clung to the death watch at the moment the drop was sprung with a death clutch which not even Kerr's two hundred pounds could resist.
For the memory of such as died like this, the jailer felt an unlessening resentment. Of the others who had walked with him up that short companionway to death he thought kindly, even tenderly; as a father might whose troublesome boys have been disciplined and, at the end of the day's disturbance, lie safe asleep at last.
Therefore he despised Manlloyd; and therefore knowing hi sown prejudice, his unparalleled patience with him.
"He'll die a dirty death, the cur!" he had said to himself the day Manlloyd was brought in, eliminating at a glance the bulwark of tense, nerve stretched pretense behind which the trapped human animal and his secret take refuge from the question in men's eyes.
He repeated this estimate to the new nursemaid when she led the conversation that way.
She looked at him without anger only an unbelieving horror in her eyes.
"No; he'll die the death of a martyr," she said slowly; "a brave, innocent death that will make men wonder they could so misjudge him."
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Kerr smiled patiently upon her as they walked together in the cool of the evening beyond the prison walls. To him the incapacity of innocence to realize guilt was only another charm in her. "At any rate, you believe he'll hang, he said. "Do you know, not one of those who go near him dare tell him so? They're all deceiving him." "Do I believe it? Look at me! Believing it is what makes me look like this. I'll tell him if only I can see him!" He looked as she bade him, as though the sight were a new one, at the haggard, girlish face, pale to its fevered lips. It tugged at his heart, that wan, little face. "But" Kerr stopped to lay a broad hand gently upon her arm "why should it hurt you so, you poor little thing?" "Why why, because it does. Because you'll not tell I'm the one the newspapers called the Peachblossom Girl." Kerr's hand dropped. The Peachblossom Girl this bit of unsullied childhood. The woman who had shamelessly identified herself with such a thing as Manlloyd and this girl his girl! She had walked away from him, as he stood there stunned, and he had to hurry to catch up with her. There was a soft shade of color in her cheek when she heard him again beside her. "I couldn't help it," she faltered, appealingly. "It hurt me so I had to to help him. I had to make up if I could for what the world was doing to him." "And you came here for that?" She nodded. "It won't do you any good. You cant see him." "I thought," her eyes were swimming in tears and her lips trembled, "I thought you were going to to be good to me." "Good to you!" Kerr's voice broke; "Good to you, and bring you near to a beast like that!" She shivered as though she had been struck. "Don't don't!" she cried, lifting imploring hands. "I can't bear for you to say things like that of him." He walked beside her dazed till she paused at the gate with appealing, outstretched hand. "What curse is on you," he cried, holding her a minute, "and on me!" She only looked at him with childlike, troubled eyes. "Don't you know?" he asked. She shook her head. "Don't you know that I've been thinking of you every moment these past two months? Don't you know how I want to take you into my home, a home away from here, and nurse you and care for you there? And make you look strong an' happy, you pore little thing! An' never let you see the bad in life or hear a word of its wickedness, my little lamb my pore little lamb! I wanted you so for my wife I did!" The agitation in that quiet, steady voice caught her. "Oh," she panted, "I am so sorry for you!" "For me?" His laugh was short and mirthless. "What about you?" "I I've got him yet. I care for him," she murmured. A sudden cruel desire to make her suffer came to the man, who would have given his life to shield her. "What'll you do when he's hanged?" he demanded brutally. The intonation seemed not to have reached her. "I'll die, too, then," she said, softly. "Do you mean" Kerr's voice was hoarse "you'll kill yourself for for a" "No; it'll kill me," she said, with quiet confidence. A quick sigh of relief burst from him. "And if it shouldn't?" he persisted. "What then what then?" "Oh, do you suppose I care," her voice rose for the first time, "what becomes of me then after after that?" He took her hand in his and smoothed it with a loving touch. "I care," he said. "I care all I am and all I hope for. I'll learn you to care, too, little girl, an' I'll wait forever if I have to till you do." They passed within the gate and around to the side entrance of the warden's house. "You'll help me then?" she stammered as she paused at the foot of the stairs. "You'll take me to see him?" "Never so help me God!" He spoke under his breath. "Oh, I must I must see him! Don't you see it's killing me not to be with him now, now when he needs me! Oh, I beg of you" "Never!" Kerr swore as he left her there. Yet within a fortnight she had her wish.
Though she did not know it, Manlloyd had
been in the hospital for some weeks, recovering
from a slight operation. Every afternoon,
when the prisoners were in the yard on the
other side of the prison, she was sent to the
roof to bring down the freshly washed linen
for the baby she tended. Often from this
The wind was blowing her apron from her as she stood, a slender, chaste figure in the scant nurse's gown and cap, from which faint brown tendrils of her hair escaped. Her arms were stretched above her head where the linen flapped and tossed, when from the sun house, below and apart, came a low call. "Blossom! Blossom!" She knew his voice instantly, and the name he alone called her. She wheeled and, with her arms still full of the linen, ran to the low parapet that fenced in the roof, and bent over. "You've been ill?" she cried, a world of anxiety in her voice, as she peered toward the single figure that lay outstretched in an invalid's chair. Manlloyd nodded. "Very ill? But you're better?" "Oh, yes. I'll be well enough to hang in a week or so." She gave a faint cry and pressed her hands together. "You care?" he asked. "Oh, I I can't bear it!" she cried. "What'd you come here for, then?" "To to be" The words died on her lips. "Peachblossoms!" He laughed, gratified. "You look like 'em now. No, I thought you came to be in at the hanging. It'll be a nice one; they're feeding me up so it'll all go off fine." She shook her head vigorously, like a child but speechless and shuddering. "Sure I did," he insisted, mockingly. "Is is there anything I can do?" she asked, after another helpless negative and a silence. "You'd lose your job if you did." "Oh this!" she plucked contemptuously at her gown. "Do you think I care for this?" He pulled himself up to look curiously at her. "You don't mean to say you've got money?" "Me?" She opened innocent, bewildered eyes. "Why, you know I came down from the farm to be with my aunt. She's all the folks I've got. And now, since since you know" Her voice trailed off into silence. "Since what?" he asked, curiously. "Since it's all been in the papers about you and and me," she stammered, "she won't have anything to do with me. No," her voice was firmer now, "I'll starve when I quit here, but what do I care!" "I wonder why you care, Blossom," he said slowly. "Because I can't help it," she cried passionately, and covered her face, sobbing. "It's so cruel, and you you're so brave about it." "You don't catch Mother Manlloyd crying when there's no reporter around. Say," he sat up with sudden suspicion in his voice, "are you in with them? Mother Manlloyd's turning me into cash, writing weekly letters about her gifted son to the press. But if you dare, I'll find a way I swear I will" "Oh," her tear-stained face hung appealingly over him, "don't you trust me? Do do trust me. I'll kill myself before I'll hurt you again. I'd do anything in the world to prove it. You couldn't think of anything I'd not try for you." He lay back appeased, persuaded. "Sweet little Blossom," he murmured, looking up. She fell upon her knees there by the parapet, resting her hot face upon her arm, and, as she did so, suddenly she felt a hand upon her shoulder. She jumped to her feet and faced Kerr. His big square face was white. "You can't do this. I'll see that you don't get another chance here, but if you find any other way I'll tell the old man, and out you go, sure's my name's Michael Kerr," he said firmly. "Now, go down stairs." She stood like a terrified thing, mechanically folding the clothing she had in her arms. But she let it drop with a gasp when Manlloyd's voice came up to them. "Take your hands off my girl, Kerr," he cried, with a sudden desire to assert himself audaciously to this quiet man, whose judgment of himself Manlloyd's infallible instinct had divined. "Just keep off." "I've ordered you back to your cell, Manlloyd." To the girl Kerr's deep voice seemed to fall like lead upon the man below. "Keep a civil tongue in your head. You don't want to attract anybody else's attention to the girl and get her in trouble." "Whew! Are you sweet on her, too?" laughed Manlloyd. Something in the jailer's voice had betrayed him to the murderer's keen ear, and he relished rivalry in which he had so clearly the upper hand. The girl wrung her hands in silent agony. "Go down stairs, I tell you," said Kerr to "Blossom!" called Manlloyd, "wait a minute. Can't you wait to say goodby? It's the last time, you know, and" With a maddened cry the girl broke from the jailer and flew to the parapet, her arms outstretched. "You cur!" the jailer, as he stood beside her, was looking down now upon him "to take advantage of an innocent little thing like her." He got between the girl and the parapet, faced her and, keeping his eyes upon her, silently walked toward her. She retreated, half mad with misery and excitement, but step by step she moved back toward the stairs. "Blossom Blossom!" called Manlloyd, a sudden resolution in his voice.
The girl attempted to answer, but Kerr pushed
her gently within and shut the door behind her.
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"It's for you to drink, they can never kill you now."
artist = Nodherny (New York Herald?) |
He withdrew his hand from his pocket as though he had been stung.
"I tell you there's going to be a new trial. I'll never hang." He smiled confidently.
She shook her head. "It's it's only a week off," she urged. "Try try to get reconciled not to the shameful death they are preparing for an innocent man, but for this that I have brought you. It is sure quick. Promise me you won't wait and hope too long."
He looked at her curiously, doubtfully, yet wistfully.
"You seem in a mighty hurry to get rid of me for a wife," he tried to say lightly.
She smiled feebly; her whole being was so obvious a denial.
"Look here, Blossom," he remonstrated,
fighting her conviction as though it were the
one thing that barred his freedom, "'tain't going
to be very gay for us if every day you come
here you preach funeral to me. Why can't
you believe that I know best? Let's talk of
something
"Oh, I can't, I can't," she stammered. "I must get you to see the truth. No one would show it to you before you came here. And now that you're alone with the the end so near, I must I must help you to meet it. Suppose it was to come tomorrow now, within an hour, how Could you"
He dropped her hand threw it from him. "Then go!" he cried. He was shivering as if with cold. "I won't listen to it."
She had risen and was standing swaying outside the bars. He walked away from her toward his cot, and when he turned she was gone.
The following day was really his first in the death cell, for during the day before his mind had been filled entertainingly with thought of his strange wedding day; of how complete a triumph his was over Kerr; of how wonderful a break in the monotony of his days would be the playing upon this fresh, timid, devoted soul that quivered under his hand like a throbbing string. But today, this second day, had nothing in it nothing.
When it was 10 o'clock, the hour for the girl's visit; and she had not come a sort of terror of the time fell upon him. He found himself writhing under the phlegmatic, expressionless observation of the German guard, as though those calm, dull, unfaltering, animal-like eyes were boring holes through his brain. He threw himself upon his cot and tried to sleep. He had pulled the blankets up over his head, but presently he felt the German's hand upon his shoulder and his eyes again upon his face.
"Can't you let a fellow alone a minute?" he cried, wrenching roughly away from the man's touch, his voice breaking with self-pity.
Stolidly the German shook his head. "Dey kills deirselfs sometimes," he said.
It seemed to him that he was fevered after this, and when his dinner came he sent it away untasted. He paced the cell with nervous, restless strides. He asked what time it was. He asked again after hours of agony and found that ten minutes had passed. He shrieked aloud then in relieving hysteria, and was lying quiet but exhausted upon the cot when the German asked him if he would see his mother.
He nodded weakly. His cot was moved closer to the grating, and she came into the corridor heavily draped in black, her handkerchief to her eyes.
He rallied at sight of this ostentatious woe.
"The hanging's not over yet, you know, ma," he said, faintly, his pale lips writhing with the sarcasm.
She threw back her veil. "How can you be so unfeeling, Eustace," she exclaimed. "But there, you always were. You never cared for my feelings never for anybody but yourself. And this girl visitor of yours see in what a position it placed me. I couldn't believe it at first. Did she really marry you? There was I sending in my article to the Press and not a word in it about the girl forward, stupid piece of wax, thrusting herself into other people's affairs. Why didn't you tell me, Eustace? The Press people were awfully mad about it."
"Would you have given us a big blowout bridesmaids, a church wedding and your blessing, ma?" he mocked.
She looked uncertainly at him, but continued complacently: "I'm glad of one thing, she did have the decency not to be interviewed about it herself. No reporter could get a word out of her, no photograph, not a decent snapshot. But I suppose," she added, "you made her do that."
He shook his bead. "You don't have to make her do that sort of thing," he said very slowly.
She peered in upon him sharply. "You don't care for her, Eustace?" she exclaimed.
He was still.
"You can't care for a queer little thing like that?" she insisted.
"Haven't you just said I never cared for anybody but myself?" he demanded, brokenly.
"How ill tempered you are today. Just as if you hadn't brought enough on me and I hadn't got enough to worry me. Didn't they say in the Press yesterday that the pity of the mothers of the world must go out to Rebecca Manlloyd in her loyalty to her miserable son? Well, anyway, it made the notice in the News much more valuable. I hope they sent you something for it. Money goes so fast with me. Fortunately, in here you don't need much."
"No, but the girl may."
"Nonsense, Eustace! You can't be meaning to leave your share in the ranch to her?"
A gray shade seemed to be settling over his face as he sat up to look at her.
"Leave it!" he gasped. "Then, you, too, believe. Why haven't you told me the truth?" he cried, his voice breaking hysterically.
She murmured a protest that she had believed he would get another trial that she still believed; indeed, she did.
But he raved that it was a world of liars that deserved to have its neck wrung, as Drexler's had been, for lying, just for lying, nothing else; that Shaw, too, had not been near him since he had signed over his share of the ranch to him; that he was left to die like a rat in a trap; that even if he were guilty which he wasn't wasn't wasn't many worse men had got off; that he wished he could get out for just a day to show people what he thought of them!
Mrs. Manlloyd shivered as she sat there helpless. She had never known the things mothers say the native poetry of the race that, like a deep, sweet spring, is forever welling up from their hearts. She was afraid now, and touched, too, in a part of her nature so seldom appealed to that it had become rusty and inflexible. She had a sense of oppression, of nervous exasperation. She longed passionately for him to stop, to be his own hard, mocking self again, a self that had never required anything from her lean sympathies.
He did stop, for the German tapped Mrs. Manlloyd on the shoulder and told her her time was up.
"Good-bye, Eustace," she said, touching her lips to his perspiring forehead, close to the bars. "Keep up your spirits; you'll be better soon. I'll tell Shaw he mustn't desert you now. And it'll be all right. Perhaps by the next time I come you'll have got the good news. I'll be here soon again. It was mean of him to take your last cent. He's made enough out of you, not counting the newspaper notice he gets. Well," she sighed, "I must get along as best I can, I suppose. It costs so much to make these little trips out here."
He wiped the perspiration from his face and put out his hand to her through the bars.
She received the money it contained with a gratified exclamation.
"Promise me, Eustace, you won't let yourself break down," she said, as she kissed him again. "I don't want to have you to worry about, too."
"I promise," he said in a low voice, "but I
want you to promise, too, to be good to her
the girl I do care, mother I care." The words
He lay quite still after she was gone till the German asked him to get up while the cot was moved back into the corner.
"It will besser sein to-morrow," said the German. "Always es comes bad in dis cell at first."
Manlloyd did not answer. In that stumbling sentence he had had a swift, terrible vision of his predecessors who had passed out of the death cell.
"Don't let her come any more," he said, after a silence. "She thinks she'll come again before the last day."
The German looked over at him; it was Manlloyd's first admission that there was a last day.
"Tell her the warden won't let anybody in any more," he went on, weakly. "I don't want any goodbys."
The guard nodded. He had finished his task and was taking up the German newspaper (of which he could have mastered but a line an hour, so interminable was his reading), when Manlloyd spoke again.
"Send for her the girl will you? Get
her to come back again. I want her back."
He bent to kiss her when she stood again outside the bars. But she drew back, blushing miserably.
"Why," he protested, "you yourself the other time"
"But that was because I had no other way to give you"
"The bottle, eh?" Mechanically he glanced toward the corner near his cot where he had concealed the poison beneath a scraped-out bit of mortar. He paused a moment and she waited docilely. "Queer little thing you are," he said musingly, at last, "aren't you?"
"Yes," she said humbly.
"But you don't get sulky, and you come back even if"
She thrust both her hands between the bars. It was a rarely expressive gesture for her.
"And you keep away from those jackal reporters. And you tell the truth."
He pressed her hands hard.
"Sit down; you must be tired," he said, after a minute. And he pulled his own stool close and sat down by her with only the bars between them. "How'd you get up here?"
"I walked."
"It's awful hot out, they say?"
She nodded.
He sat silent, still holding her hands absently.
"Been staying down at the inn?"
She nodded again, silently her clear eyes, which had at first been unaccustomed to the light, bent with pitying worship upon him. His features were grayed, old and thin. And something even she had not seen there till now was dawning in his face. As she looked upon him (it was a primitive instrument, this high keyed, one stringed nature of hers) it seemed to her that the preliminary, tortures of his agonizing death were already being administered.
He reached down into his pocket and put his last gold piece in her hands. Mechanically her fingers closed on it for a moment. Then it fell ringing to the stone floor, while, withdrawing her hands from his, she covered her face and burst into passionate tears.
He watched her, very pale and puzzled, a baffled longing growing in his eyes.
"You don't want it you won't take it?"
Behind her hands she shook her head, in childlike, vigorous denial.
"Don't cry," he said stiffly; "don't!"
She wiped her eyes and composed herself. "I'm so so sorry," she gasped, struggling to control her voice.
He nodded thoughtfully.
"It breaks my heart for you," she sobbed.
"And," his pale lips writhed, "it breaks my heart for you."
The German's heavy step came to end their interview and waked both from their absorption. She clung to him then, drawing his hand out between the bars and laying her head upon it in dumb misery.
He bent, and with his lips close to her ear. "You're the the whitest thing in the whole world. You don't believe I did it?" he whispered.
"No, no; how could I?"
"And if you should ever hear later. After"
"No, no, never. Oh, believe me. You do trust me?"
"Trust you! I wish I could trust Him, up there, as I trust"
His voice failed and he buried his face in his hands.
"Listen" she was clinging a moment longer to the bars "always I will think of you and and be proud of you and care for you. And I will never listen to a word against you, nor read one. And and no matter what the world will be saving the day after afterward, you will know that one person knew truly about you. It's like like a picture," she went on, speaking rapidly now that she had but a moment more, "like a picture that everybody has been daubing, covering with mud, scratching, tearing; but so long as there's one clean copy of it in the world it's really not destroyed. And that picture I've got here."
Her hands were clasped over her breast.
After the chaplain went away Manlloyd could
not sleep. Yet he was too excited and weakened
physically to make the effort to be fully
awake.
The hammering on the gallows in the yard had ceased when he looked up to see Kerr standing over him, a glass in his hand.
"What is it?" Manlloyd whispered.
"Just something that'll quiet you." The death watch held the sedative to his lips, every feeling gone from him except the charity of the strong for the weak.
Manlloyd sipped it tremulously. But when he had finished and Kerr attempted to take away his arm, upon which the murderer's head had been pillowed, Manlloyd held him.
"I wonder," he said, hesitatingly, "if you'll be good to her it doesn't seem you could be hard on anybody."
A dull red suffused the jailer's face. He did not answer, but withdrew his arm and walked over to the table to set down the glass.
"You're thinking," Manlloyd spoke, with the slow effort of exhaustion; "you're saying to yourself that it soils her to have me speak of her. Well" he relapsed into silence, and Kerr remained standing with his back to him "it would if if anything could. But, you see, even I haven't done that, and so I'm glad you're to have her. It'll all pass about me. She won't forget. But, you see. it isn't me she really cared for; it's what she thought was me. That's why it's so good that tomorrow settles me. But I wish, Kerr I wish to God," his voice broke is he turned his face to the wall, "you'd be very tender with her at first just after."
When he waked at last in the gray of morning he went almost mad in the effort to make his brain accept the fact in store. The sedative had drugged his wits; he had forgotten the poison, or he might, in sheer terror of death, have leaped into its outstretched waiting arms. Despite the ominous stir in the corridor, he could not realize that it meant extinction to him. He battled with himself in that last waking as he lay there, cramped into stillness that he might for a moment longer appear to be asleep, seeking desperately somewhere, anywhere for calm. And just at that moment he heard Shaw's loud voice in the corridor without; was pierced by the words he uttered as by a shock of electricity; lived a moment of more exquisite agony than all he had endured and then fainted away.
"D'ye know what it means?" Shaw was asking.
Manlloyd shook his head. In his face was a vacant look, a dullness of horror as of one who has suffered overmuch.
"Brace up here, brace up!" Shaw held a glass to his lips.
Nauseated, Manlloyd pushed it away.
"I can hear you. Don't shout. I'm listening," he protested.
"Well, it's just the greatest, thing on earth." The attorney cried, his bellowing bass unsteady with excitement. His big, red face was quivering. His coarse, thick hair was uncombed. His baggy clothes were soiled and wrinkled. "It means just plain setting clear that's what it means. They call it a retrial. But the old negro's dead. Mrs. Aston's lost her mind and the letter the "see-you-tomorrow letter,' has disappeared. Tom Shaw's saved your neck, young man, and, incidentally, he's made such a name out of the case that I don't begrudge a night I've stayed awake nor but you might as well say thank you."
"Thank you." Manlloyd's voice was toneless and obedient. "You must leave me alone now for a little. I'll rest."
He staggered back to his couch. But when he got there he beheld Kerr's face. No pity dwelt there now, no slow solemnity as though the man's nature were lifted by supernatural grace. The jailer's face was all human now; resentful, fiercely personal jealousy was unmistakably graven upon it. With the quick perception that was his, Manlloyd saw it, and feebly put up a hand as though he expected to be struck.
It was in that moment, when his corporal eyes were shielded from the fury that lived in Kerr's face, that an image stood out in front of Manlloyd with such distinctness as the seer of visions beholds once in his life, when physical weakness and spiritual racking set the faculties on edge before they destroy the reason.
It was a girl's figure, very slim in its scant, light lines, surmounted by a face beneath a nurse's cap, a face that blazed through its pallor and terror with a very passion of pitying devotion, of faith, of self-renunciation.
Instinctively Manlloyd waved his hands as though to push aside, to wipe out the longitudinal black lines, the bars that seemed to have been drawn straight across the picture from the cap to the hem of the skirt. Yet he knew the black marks were as much part of the vision as the face itself. He seemed never to have seen (hat face except through prison bars. They were inexorably between it and him.
"And they'd always be between us, Blossom. I know now," he whispered, yet he felt that the words were so vital an expression of all that he was in that supreme moment that she must hear and understand. "And after awhile you'd see them as plain as I do this minute. And and then that last picture you're keeping, the one clean copy in the whole world would get daubed and dirty, too. That'd be the real hanging oh, God, I can't bear that! My love that came to me my little love there's one thing 1 can do for yon,' now that you're tied to me one only one, and and that I can do because you believe in me, believe that I am capable of of"
He caught Kerr's glance as, fighting for composure, the jailer turned away from him. He felt, obscurely a desire to say something to comfort him, and he was conscious suddenly of an odd, triumphant reversal of conditions that made him as much stronger now than this strong man as the death watch had been the night before, when he was a shivering, shrieking coward being carried inexorably on toward day and execution.
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His head lay back upon its pillow, proud and pure in the supreme solemnity of death.
artist = Nodherny (New York Herald?) |
But Manlloyd's strength was nearly spent. He could only stagger to his couch, seek the tiny bottle she had brought him and draw the cork with his teeth.
Then he drank the whole draught down.
When Kerr found him the sneer had left his lips which smiled tranquilly. His head lay back upon its pillow, proud and pure in the supreme solemnity of death. And, as by an ennobling miracle of self-sacrifice, every eye that looked upon his dead face saw, not Eustace Manlloyd, the murderer, but the living picture the Peachblossom Girl carried in her breast.