The Weird of the Walfords.
by Louisa Baldwin
(1845-1925)
ON
a summer's day in the year 1860 I, Humphrey Walford, did
a deed for which I should have been disinherited by my
father and disowned by my ancestors. I laid sacrilegious hands
on the old carved oak four-post family bedstead and destroyed it.
Alone I could not have accomplished the work of destruction.
The massive posts, canopy, and panels would have resisted my
single efforts; but I compelled two reluctant men to lend me their
aid, and by the help of saws and hatchets we reduced the whole
structure to billets of wood such as one might kindle a cheerful
flame with in the parlour grate on a damp summer evening.
It was a bed with a history to me so unspeakably melancholy
that I had resolved when I was my own master I would destroy
the gloomy structure, and rid me of the nightmare-like feeling
with which the sight of it never failed to inspire me.
The bed itself was upwards of three hundred years old, carved
in oak grown on our land, while the heavy dark-green hangings,
faded and musty-smelling, dated only from the time of my
great-grandfather Walford. I have the dimensions of the huge
hearse-like thing by heart. It was ten feet long by eight feet wide, and
ten feet high; and when as a small child I was brought to see
my young mother die in the recesses of the vast bed, I looked up
at its tall posts with something of the awe with which I should
now regard the loftiest tree.
For three centuries this bed had been the cradle and grave of
our family. Its heavy drapery had deadened the sound of the
first cry and the last groan of the generations of Walfords who
had been born or died in Walford Grange. In its solemn depths
the newly wedded brides of the family lay the first few nights in
their new home, till the wedding festivities were ended, and the
squire and his wife began their every-day married life by occupying
a less stately but more comfortable bed. I knew the history
of the gloomy old piece of furniture as family tradition had
preserved it for three centuries. Ten Squire Walfords had either
died in that bed or bad lain on it after death awaiting their
burial. I was the eleventh squire dating from the epoch of the
bed, and I would neither die in it nor be laid upon it after my
death; and to make sure of this there was no way but now, in my
youth and strength, to fall upon it with hatchet and saw and
utterly destroy it.
I did not fear death more than my forefathers, but I resented
being bidden by family tradition and custom to die in a given
spot. I rebelled at having a definite place assigned to me to
lie down in and die a place so fraught with dismal associations
as the ancient, hearse-like bed. I could not endure to think that,
wander wide as I would, I must return to this bed of death at last,
and here, among stifling pillows and heavy curtains, end my life
precisely where it began.
Must this ghastly horror of my childhood be the goal towards
which I tend? When I am sailing on mid-ocean, the ship ploughing
her way through the furrows of the sea, shall I only be
speeding, sooner or later, towards this dismal bed? When I
climb mountains and breathe the keen air of the heights, is it but
to end in the exclusion of light and air? must every step I take,
every journey I make, be but a stage on the road that ends in the
stifling pillows of this bed of death? No, a thousand times no,
and I brought my axe down on the footboard with a crash.
How vividly both the dead and living who had occupied this
ancient bed rose before my mind's eye! Here had lain Ralph
Walford, killed in the Civil Wars, fighting for the king, and his
wounded body was brought home and stretched on what had been
his bridal bed to await his burial. And here died Squire Ralph's
young widow, who a short time after her husband's sad
homecoming gave birth to his posthumous child, and never again left
this ill-omened bed till they carried her out feet foremost.
Ralph Walford's brother Heneage, the next squire, thought to
make the old bed festive with gold and crimson hangings, to
forget that his brother's corpse had lain on it, his orphan child
been born in it, and his widow died in it, and by the upholsterer's
wit to convert a hearse into a bridal bower.
Brighter times came to our family with the Restoration. We
had spent our blood and treasure in the king's cause, for which
he did not suffer us to go unhonoured; for shortly after his joyful
restoration his gracious majesty was travelling within ten miles
of Walford Grange, and, the weather proving stormy, and there
being no other Royalist house of consideration near, he made
shift to pass a night under the roof of his faithful servant Heneage
Walford.
My father often told me the history of that memorable visit,
as it had been handed down from generation to generation.
How gracious and witty was the king's majesty, how merry and
light-hearted, as little troubled by the murder of his royal father
and the heavy misfortunes of his house as by the brave lives lost
and families impoverished in his cause!
Squire Heneage was as loyal a man as ever drew sword for the
king, yet he was heard to say that it was a cursed day for him
when his gracious majesty honoured him by being his guest, for
it turned his wife Mistress Johanna's head, and she was never
again the woman she had been. She grumbled and bemoaned
herself that the king had not knighted her husband, so that she
might have ruffled it a step above the squirearchy. But one abiding
comfort remained with her from the royal visit. And this was
that both at coming and going the king had saluted her, and she
ever after prettily described the royal manner of kissing, which
she affirmed to differ from that practised by ordinary men.
Mistress Johanna's serving woman, Anne Grimshaw, said that the
king had saluted her too; but this her mistress would not hear
of, and when she appealed to Squire Heneage he set the vexed
question at rest by giving his opinion that, judging it as a matter
of probability, it was more likely that a vain woman should tell a
lie than that his sacred majesty should kiss Anne Grimshaw, who
had a foul face of her own.
If I have somewhat enlarged on the fact of the king's visit to
Walford Grange, it is not so much on account of any tokens of
his royal favour that he was pleased to bestow on my ancestors,
as because he lay in the best chamber, in the great oak bed with
its brave new hangings. But the king was tormented by terrible
dreams, and woke in the morning haggard and weary, as though
he had been ridden by witches. And that I attributed to a
malign influence in the hearse-like bed itself, and with that I
crashed into it afresh.
I had long promised myself this fierce, destructive joy, when
I in my turn should be master of Walford Grange. My father
had died in this bed three years ago, and I had been travelling in
the south of Europe ever since, urged partly by the restless
curiosity of youth, and partly by the belief that no Squire Walford
had ever crossed the seas before. Some younger sons and thriftless
members of our family, in pursuit of the fortune denied them
at home, had ventured into foreign lands, but the head of the
house never. My father met any wishes or arguments I advanced
on the subject of travel by a statement that seemed to him
conclusive namely, that a man sees enough in his own country
that he can't understand, without going abroad to complete his
confusion. But now on my return home I hastened to carry out
my design on the hated ancestral bed.
What consternation prevailed in the house when it was understood
what I was about, and when I and Gillam the carpenter and
his man, having stripped the great bed of its drapery, proceeded to
take to pieces the panels of the carved oak canopy! Mrs. Barrett,
the old housekeeper, stood wiping her honest eyes and bewailing
my impiety.
"Don't 'ee do it, squire, don't 'ee do it! You may come to
know the want of a good feather bed to die in yet! Such a bed
as it's been for lyings in and layings out, and I'd hoped to ha' seen
you laid in it, like your poor father before you."
What Mrs. Barrett's expectation of life may have been I know
not, but she was sixty-five, and I twenty-four years of age.
"My good Barrett, I have determined that this bed shall
utterly perish. We will not contribute one more corpse to its
greedy maw. But if it be its feathers that you bewail, you are
welcome to its pillows to line your nest with, but the bed itself
must perish."
"What, squire, the bed that your great uncle Geoffrey was
found dead in, when he'd gone upstairs overnight as well and as
hearty as man ever was, and making his ungodly jokes, the Lord
forgive him! The very bed as your grandfather lay in two whole
years before he died, and all the house heard his groans; and
where your Aunt Hester was laid with the water drip, drip,
from every limb, just as they brought her in drowned from the
brook!"
"Yes, my good Barrett, because of these very things the bed
must perish."
Then Gillam began, as he took off his paper cap and wiped
his brow:
"If it's as the bed don't seem nateral like to sleep in
after so many o' your kin has laid stiff and stark in it, won't you
sell it, squire, to them as knows nothing of its ways? That there
panel with the berried ivy on it is a deal too pretty a bit of
carving to make firewood on."
"No, Gillam, I shall not sell it. The man who would take
money for the bed his ancestors died in, would sell their bones to
make knife-handles of. Besides, the bed has existed long enough;
it has served my family to die in for ten generations. It's my
own property, Gillam; mayn't I do what I will with my own?"
"Ay, surely, squire; there's no law to hinder a man making
any fool of hisself as he pleases wi' what's his own. But I sides
with the chap as made the bedstead, and I shouldn't like to think
as in a matter o' two or three hundred years a bit o' my work 'ud
be chopped up for firing."
"Be under no uneasiness, Gillam; you and I do not live in
an age that produces lasting work. Our glue-and-tintack
carpentry is not done with a view to posterity."
"Well, squire," continued Gillam, returning to his first idea,
"if you won't sell the bedstead whole nor piecemeal, you might
give me them panels with the carved ivy on 'em. I could find
you some bits o' wood as 'ud burn brighter and better."
"I don't mind giving you the old ivy carving, Gillam," I said,
"but only on condition that I shall never see anything more of it,
in any shape or form."
"That's easy promised, sir, and thank you kindly. I'll make
it up into something as'll surprise itself."
Having weakly consented to his request, I saw him lay aside
two or three beautiful panels, richly carved with branches of
berried ivy, as salvage from the general wreck. If the gloomy
horrors of the old bed had not eaten into my very heart, I could
never have lent a hand at such a work of destruction. I should at
least have saved the footboard with its carving in high relief of
Adam and Eve under the tree, a man-headed serpent twining
round the trunk, and the branches bending beneath their load of
fruit. But I could not look at it without thinking of the dying
eyes that had fixed their fading gaze on it, so my axe and saw
made havoc of a work of art. When the floor was littered over
with billets of wood, and the men were wiping their hot faces, I
felt a strange lightness of heart, a comfortable sense of work
postponed at length happily accomplished.
"Gillam," I said, "there was timber enough in that huge thing
to build a man-of-war, drapery to make her sails, and rope enough
for all her rigging."
"Ay, there was a'most;" and, hastily throwing his tools into
his basket, he added, sarcastically I thought, "There'll be nothing
else I can help you to pull down or to smash up, squire?"
I soon found that my destructive toil had benefited me in
more ways than one. Not only had it freed me from an
intolerable oppression of spirit, but it established for me in the
neighbourhood a reputation for eccentricity, which I maintained
afterwards at the smallest cost, and found of great service. The
carrying out of my long-cherished purpose was regarded as
evidence of a wild and lawless disposition, bordering on mental
derangement. Night after night at the alehouse Gillam recounted
to a breathless audience the story of the scene of destruction at
which he had assisted professionally; and it grew in the telling
till, without the slightest intention of lying, he added that the
squire's rage against the old place was such, that he had been
obliged to menace him with the screwdriver to keep him from
tearing down the mantelshelf and wainscot.
I was evidently a man whom it was not wise to thwart or
contradict. My servants flew at my least word with an alacrity I
had not before observed. My bidding was promptly done, my
orders were not disputed, and whatever I said was agreed to with
servility. While enjoying the sweets of mental health, as my
neighbours voted me on such insufficient grounds on the borderland
of insanity, I availed myself of the liberty it gave me to
speak and act as I chose. Their hasty judgment had made me
free of the wide domain of conduct. There was nothing I could
do, however extravagant, but was clearly shadowed forth in the
destruction of the ancestral oak bed.
I began to grow lonely in Walford Grange. My good Barrett
died suddenly, and in my solitude I wanted some one to sit and
talk with me in the long evenings, for even the bright wood fire
flickering on the hearth could not satisfy all my desires for
cheerful companionship. I should not have wished to marry if I
had had a brother to live with me, to share my thoughts and
occupations, and who would himself marry and preserve the name.
But I was the last of the family, and I did not mean to let an
ancient race die out.
I began seriously to think of marrying, though whom I had
not an idea, for so far I had not seen the woman I should care to
marry, nor could I suppose that anyone looked with an eye of
favour upon me. But when a man makes up his mind to marry,
and sets out on his travels by land and sea, resolved never to
return to his home till he brings a wife with him, it would be
hard if he could not effect his purpose.
It happened that I met with my wife unexpectedly, and where
I should have thought I was least likely to meet her in a
log-house in the far west of America. Her name was Grace Calvert,
and she was only eighteen years old, fair and fresh as an
unfolding flower, and full of the high spirits and delight of life
suited to her age and her free and simple bringing up. I fell in
love with her at first sight, and we were married after a short
courtship, for I had obtained the object of my travels, and my
little wife was wild with curiosity and impatience to see England.
She had a most romantic conception of the land of her
forefathers, and delighted me by her belief that every village in
England contained a church vast and venerable as Westminster
Abbey, and was engirt with hills crowned by frowning fortresses.
Grace had never seen houses built either of brick or stone,
and had I not been able to show her a photograph of Walford
Grange, it would have been impossible to give her any idea of an
object so strange that there was nothing within the narrow
limits of her experience with which to compare it. Her
imagination was greatly stirred by the picture of the old house. Not
a detail escaped her, from the fluted chimneys to the stone seats
in the wide porch. The oriel windows, with their diamond
panes, pleased my young wife more than anything, and especially
she admired the broad windows of the best bed chamber, in
which some two years before I had wrought my destructive will
on the ancestral bed. The room was now bare and stripped of
furniture, and since Mrs. Barrett's death I had kept it constantly
locked.
Grace was fascinated with the position of the room, with its
large window over the perch, looking down the avenue of limes
by which the house was approached, to the open country, and the
line of low hills that bounded the horizon.
"That room must be lighter than those on the ground floor,"
she said; "see how the upper story projects and throws a shadow
over the lower rooms. We will make it our sitting-room, will
we not?"
The request gave me a strange sinking of heart, and I felt
that not even the society of my young wife could induce me to
live in the room that had so long contained the hearse-like bed.
I temporised with her in a vague manner, neither granting nor
denying her request. I begged her to wait till she could see for
herself how much better adapted to the comfort of daily life
were the rooms on the ground-floor than those on the upper
story.
In all her short life Grace had not been further than twenty
miles from the spot where she was born, and I feared lest taking
her away from all she loved, and from everything with which she
was familiar, might prove too keen a pain.
There was a brief tempest of tears at parting with the dear
ones she was never to meet again, but it was an April shower
succeeded by smiles. Each outburst of weeping was of shorter
duration, and the sunny intervals between them were longer, till
in a few days Grace was her bright self again. The excitement
of the journey was so overwhelming as to swallow up every other
feeling.
We reached our home one November afternoon as the setting
sun looked out through a rift in the clouds, and his level beams
lighted up every casement with a red glow. As we drove up the
leafless avenue, heavy drops fell from the bare boughs overhead,
and Grace, clinging to my arm, said in a frightened whisper
"O Humphrey, that light in the window is not like
sunshine! It looks as if your old house was on fire!" and raising my
eyes I caught for one moment the full effect of the illusion.
But, the sun sinking into his bed of cloud, the red glow faded
from the windows and left them dark and dim.
"Welcome, my darling, to your English home!" I said, and I
took my little wife by the hand and led her up the wide oak
staircase; and before we sat down to our evening meal I had taken
her over the house from garret to basement, preceding her,
candle in hand, through the darkening rooms.
She expressed unbounded admiration for the house and its
furniture, but the old family portraits and pictures excited her
utmost enthusiasm, for Grace had never seen anything more
venerable or older than her grandparents and the log house in
which she was born. When her raptures had toned down
sufficiently to allow her to eat a little, and we were seated at supper
in the oak parlour, my little wife suddenly said:
"Humphrey, there ought to be a ghost in a house like this."
"Why should there be?" I asked, while I smiled at her
extreme gravity.
"Because so many generations of men and women cannot
have been born and died in this house without leaving some
trace of themselves for us who come after;" and I saw that works
of fiction had penetrated into the far west, for Grace had
certainly been reading romances.
"I object to talking about ghosts at supper," I said; "breakfast
is the best time for such conversation, and not a word should be
uttered on the subject later than twelve o'clock at noon;" and I
rose, and taking one of the candles with me, and holding it so as
to throw the light on a dark painting over the mantelshelf, I
asked
"Do you know who that is?"
My little wife looked earnestly at the portrait, with her head
inclined dubiously, and with a puzzled expression of face.
"I am not surprised that you do not know who that dark
sinister-looking man is, for the backwoods of America are not
hung with portraits of Charles the Second. Yes, that is King
Charles; and the melancholy cast of his features must be merely
an inherited expression certainly nothing in his nature answered
to it for he passed through grief and tragedy with a light heart.
He once spent a night in this very house; we have the tradition
of his visit, with many quaint details, preserved to this day."
"Oh, how wonderful to think of!" said Grace eagerly; "and
would the king sup in this very room where you and I are now?"
"Yes, in this very room, and would you like to know what he
had for supper?"
"No, that is not the kind of thing that makes me curious. I
want to know how the king looked, how he was dressed, and in
which of those solemn-looking old bedrooms upstairs he slept.
No doubt you still have the bed the king slept in?"
"No," I replied with decision, "that I am sure we have not."
"Then to-morrow, Humphrey, you will show me the room the
king slept in, and the bed I can imagine for myself."
The bed she could imagine for herself! My little wife did
not know what she was talking about. The next day the event
occurred which might have been expected. I was walking in the
garden, when Grace came to me, and, slipping her hand through
my arm, drew me towards the porch.
"You see that large window," she said, pointing towards it as
she spoke; "that is the one I admired so much in the picture of
the house. I have looked out of every window but that, and I
fancy the room must be locked, for I cannot open it, so I have
fetched you to unlock it for me."
I walked in silence by her side while she led me into the
house and upstairs to the door of the hated room, talking with so
much animation herself that she did not notice that I had not
spoken a word.
"This is the room," she said gaily, and she turned the latch of
the door to and fro, saying as she did so, "You see it is locked."
"I know it is," I said sullenly.
"Then fetch the key and open it," and Grace gave the
doorhandle a little impetuous shake.
"My dearest, don't ask me again to open that door, for I shall
not do it."
"Not do what I ask you to do? How cruel of you!" and her
eyes filled with tears.
I knew that my young wife thought me brutal, but I could
only say
"Anything else in my power I will do for you, only this one
thing, this one little thing, I beg you will not ask me to do."
"If you admit that it is such a very small thing, there can be
no reason why you should refuse to grant me such a trivial
request," persisted Grace; 'when I ask you simply to unlock a
door in your own house, and you refuse to do it, I can only think
that you do not love me, or else that there is some horrid mystery
about the room that you wish to keep hidden from me;' and she
wiped away a hasty tear, that proceeded rather from indignation
than from grief.
"My dear Grace, do not let us be tragic about nothing. There
is no secret connected with this room that I have ever heard of, and
I love you so much that I cannot bear to see you troubling yourself
with absurd imaginations. The fact is this. I have a feeling
call it superstition, what you will but I have a feeling that
would make it very painful to me to open this door and take you
into the room. And what pleasure could there be in seeing a
bare, unfurnished room, precisely like any other empty room?"
"But I should set about furnishing it at once."
"Let us come away," I said, gently removing her dear obstinate
hand from the lock; "I repeat I have a feeling about that room
that would prevent my ever being happy in it;" and I added lightly,
"Don't let my Eve spoil our paradise by longing after the
forbidden fruit."
But Grace said quickly, 'It was not Adam who forbade Eve to
eat of the fruit. If it had been, I can't see that there would have
been any great harm in disobeying him.' And we said no more
about the locked door, but a cloud had come between us, and the
unalloyed sweetness of our first happiness was lost.
One day, a few weeks after this folly, when I was beginning
to hope that my little wife had forgotten her curiosity, I saw
from her constrained and uneasy manner that something had
happened to disturb her.
"My dear Grace, you certainly are not happy this morning
will you not tell me what ails you?" I asked.
Her voice trembled and her face flushed as she replied,
"Humphrey, I did not think you could tell me an untruth!"
"My child, what do you mean? We are playing at cross
purposes. Be so good as to explain your meaning, that we may not
misunderstand each other for a moment."
"You told me that the big bedroom you keep locked was
empty."
"So it is," I said, growing impatient at this childish scene;
"but what is the untruth I have told you?"
"Why, the room is not empty. I can prove what I say."
"The room not empty! Nonsense! I keep the key, and no
one but myself has entered it these two years."
"How can you persist in such an untruth, Humphrey? I am
not ashamed to confess that I looked through the keyhole I
wonder I did not do it before and I saw in the middle of the
room, between the door and the window, an enormous old bed. I
could only see the two foot-posts, but they went up to the ceiling,
and the foot-board was high and richly carved, and the curtains a
gloomy, dark green. So you have deceived me about the room,
and I am afraid there is some secret connected with it that you
dare not tell me. What ails you, Humphrey?" and my wife rose
with a terrified exclamation, for I thought I was fainting, and all
the life seemed to have gone out of the air.
"Grace," I said, when I had shaken off the sense of oppression,
"let us go at once to that unlucky room, and settle this
preposterous dispute. You say that the room has furniture in it, I
say that it is empty. We will see which of us is right, and then
we will never mention the subject again;" and I asked my wife to
come with me and assure herself that the room was as I said,
absolutely bare and unfurnished. My hand shook as I turned the
key, and, flinging the door open till it strained on its hinges, we
entered the room together.
Grace shrank back with a low cry, and covered her face with
her hands.
"Where is it gone to, the great bed that I saw standing on
this very spot? I cannot have been deceived. O Humphrey!
why do you play me such cruel tricks? You terrify me."
"My little wife," I said, assuming an air of cheerfulness I was
far from feeling, "this comes of what I must call your overweening
curiosity. If my dear girl had been content to let me keep this
door locked, she would not have grown so curious that her little
brain is almost turned, and she has taken to seeing housewifely
spectral illusions of domestic furniture. Depend upon it, what
you think you saw was nothing but the creature of your own
imagination, that has dwelt so long on the idea of furnishing the
room that you have only to peep through the keyhole, and, hey,
presto! the thing is done, and beds and tables start forward at
your bidding. But henceforward you can enter the room as often
as you like, only we will not live in it, and I will not have it
furnished."
This appeared to satisfy Grace, and though I could not fully
persuade her that the great bed she had seen when she peeped
through the keyhole was an illusion begotten of curiosity and a
lively imagination, yet with the door of the room unlocked she
felt that she had some control over any tricks I might play her
in the future.
I was deeply disturbed by what she had told me. I had not
breathed a word to my wife about the destruction of the ancestral
bed. Mrs. Barrett was dead before we were married, and I had
changed my servants since her death, and, as we saw nothing of
our neighbours, Grace could not have heard from anyone of the
ghastly old bed, which nevertheless she had accurately described
to me.
I could never tell her the truth now. It would shake her
nerves, and impress her with the idea that there was something
weird about the house. I wished I had not destroyed the old
bed. Better far that she should have known the gloomy reality
than behold a presentment of it that was neither an embodiment
of memory nor a vivid picturing of it from imagination. I tried
if I could summon up a like hallucination, but in vain. Though
my memory of the ancient bed was perfect, and every detail
stamped on my mind, never could I call it up before my external
vision, however earnestly I tried to do so.
Grace completely regained her accustomed cheerfulness, and
in the spring was busy making a thousand little preparations for
the expected arrival of an infant, which was to surpass any yet
born into this world. I could hardly believe the gentle obstinacy
of my wife, when after all I had said about the empty room she
asked me one day if she might not make it into a nursery.
"Do you not remember, dear, that I said we would not furnish
that room?" I said.
"Oh, of course, not furnish it; a nursery needs no furniture;
but it is much the most cheerful and sunny room in the house."
And again I had to appear inhuman and refuse my little wife
a trivial request.
One morning as I sat in my room busy with my accounts
Grace came to tell me that she was going to drive to the county
town, some eight miles distant, for a round of shopping, such as
her soul loved. I said that if she would wait till the next day I
should be able to take her myself, but she tapped the barometer
on the wall, that had stood for some time at "set fair," and assured
me it would rain to-morrow, and that she must avail herself of
the fine weather to-day. So away drove my self-willed darling,
nodding a gay farewell as the carriage drove away from the
house.
Grace returned late in the afternoon in the best of spirits,
bringing with her an enormous package, such as none but a
country woman, or one, like my little wife, from the far west,
would dream of bringing with her in an open carriage. It must
have broken the coachman's heart to drive with it through the
streets of the county town.
"What in the name of wonder have you brought home with
you?" I asked.
"Ah!" she said, laughing, "it is a trial for your curiosity
now! Anything else you may ask me I will tell you, only I
cannot let you know anything about this mysterious package."
"Then have it put out of sight," I said, "or depend upon it I
shall find some hole in the wrapper to peep through. You ought
to know what a devouring passion curiosity is."
As the unwieldy bundle was carried upstairs its cover slipped
aside, and revealed a pair of black oak rockers. But I said
nothing; Grace should tell me her little secret in her own way
and at her own time.
We thought ourselves the happiest creatures in the world
when our little son Heneage was born. The gloom that brooded
over the house from the death of many generations was lessened
by the joy of birth, and my young son's life was like the
sprouting acorn that sends up its vigorous shoot through the
earth, fed by the fallen leaves of a hundred autumns. On the
third day of our happiness my wife sent for me, and told me she
had a very pretty surprise for me.
"I can tell you all about the big mysterious package now. It
was a beautiful old-fashioned cradle that I bought in S— from
a man called Gillam, who keeps an old furniture shop there. I
fell in love with it at once, for I knew how well it would suit this
house with its old oak. Gillam said he could swear it was old
work; in fact, he said it was originally part of a fine old
bedstead a poor mad gentleman in the neighbourhood actually
destroyed in a fit of frenzy, but he was lucky enough to secure
a portion of the wreck, and made it up into that cradle, and baby
looks lovely in it. I'm afraid I gave a great deal of money for
it, but one does not meet with such a beautiful thing every day:"
and the nurse removed a screen from before the cradle, that its
beauties might burst upon me suddenly and with the more effect.
Cold drops stood on my brow as I recognised, in the high sides
and head of the cradle, the carving of ivy branches and berries I
had so madly given Gillam when I destroyed the old bed.
"I thought you would have been so pleased,' said Grace,
disappointed by my silence as I stood spell-bound, my eyes following
every line of the hated carving. "I thought you would have
been so pleased to see baby in a cradle really worthy of him."
But I could not speak; I was oppressed by a sense of coming
doom.
"It is very unkind of you," said Grace. "I had prepared a
pretty surprise for you, and instead of being pleased, you stand
and sigh and look as if you saw a ghost. Nurse, take baby out
of his lovely cradle; we must get him a common wicker thing to
lie in instead!" And the nurse did as her mistress bade her, and
lifted little Heneage from his cradle of death, for while we talked
the child had slept his feeble life away.
I have no memory of what happened day by day during the
few weeks following. It was one consuming fear lest my wife
too should die. Six weeks after our child's death I carried her
downstairs, and this was the only progress made towards recovery.
She remained at the same stage of convalescence, made wayward
by grief, with shattered nerves, and so weak in mind and body
that I dared not thwart her in anything. As the dim, sunless
days of autumn drew on, my little wife said to me as though we
had never spoken on the subject before
"I want the big empty room furnished for my sitting-room,
Humphrey. I shall have a little sunshine there sometimes to
cheer me in your dismal English winter, and it will amuse me to
furnish it."
As I looked at her white wishful face, I felt that nothing
mattered to me now, and I said, "Do exactly as you like, dear, in
everything," and she was too listless to thank me.
But the work of transforming the sombre room into a bright
boudoir proceeded rapidly, for Grace said with a shudder, "I will
have no more old oak furniture."
My little wife always went to extremes, and now, in her
antipathy to old oak, she filled the room with tawdry chips of
furniture, chairs made of gilded match-sticks tied together with
ribbons, that must sink into feeble ruins if a cat so much as
jumped on them.
I entered into all her little fancies, and feigned excessive
admiration of each fresh idea she had on the subject of decoration.
I did her bidding, even to placing her couch on the very spot
where the hated bed had stood. Thus was my resistance broken
down, and I, who three years ago had tried by sheer physical force
to thwart destiny, was now unconsciously working to bring about
its fulfilment. It did not tarry long.
One gloomy November afternoon, Grace lay on her couch
covered with soft shawls, and the window curtains were drawn
back to give as much light as possible. The glow of the setting
sun illuminated the room, and lent a more living hue to the grey
pallor of her face.
"How like the day when I first came to Walford Grange!" she
said; "the sun is setting with the same fiery light. Do go into
the garden, Humphrey, and see if the windows are aglow with red
light as they were then." And I left her to do as she asked me.
Seen from the garden, the house looked precisely as it had
done on the day of our home-coming. From garret to basement
every window glowed red in the light of the setting sun, as
though from fire within. Everything that my eyes rested on was
as it had been a year ago. Grace and I only were changed
changed in ourselves and changed to each other. I felt impatient
of the changeless aspect of nature and of inanimate things around
me, and I entered the house, now dark in contrast with the
twilight without, and returned to my wife's room with a heavy heart.
"The house looks as it did when you first saw it," I said. "Till
the sun sank behind the hill, the windows were lighted up with
the same strange effect of fire that you noticed a year ago," and I
threw a fresh log on the embers as I spoke, sending a bright train
of sparks up the wide chimney. "Shall I light the candles?" I
asked, turning towards my wife's couch; "the room is growing
dark." But there was no reply. I was speaking to the dead.
In vain I had baulked the old bed of its prey, for there on the
very spot where it had stood, where three centuries of my ancestors
had died, the wife of the last of the Walfords lay dead.
I buried my sweet Grace by our little son, and on the night
of the funeral, alone in my desolate home, I conceived the idea of
freeing myself for ever from the horror of darkness that had fallen
on Walford Grange. I sent every servant away. I would have
the house and my sorrow to myself.
When I was assured that I was alone in the house, I went
rapidly from room to room in a strange exultation, speaking aloud
and flinging open doors and windows till the cold night air rushed
through chambers and passages, and curtains and hangings flapped
in the wind.
When I destroyed the old bed of death, I said, "I thought
to restore joy and brightness to Walford Grange. But I should
have destroyed not it alone, but the room in which it stood, and
the very house of which it formed a part. Never more shall man
dwell in this house glutted with death. Never more shall the
voice of the bride and bridegroom be heard in its chambers, or
footsteps of children be heard on its stairs. Never more shall fire
subdued to harmless household use be kindled on its hearth, but
fire untamed in its ferocity shall devour the accursed pile." And
I seized the burning log from the hearth and threw it on the
couch where Grace had died.
Carrying a lighted brand, I sped from room to room of the
doomed house, leaving in each a fiery token of my presence, and
then, descending the wide staircase, where flickering shadows were
cast from every open door, and the silence was broken by the
crackling sound of flames, I let myself out into the darkness,
closing the heavy door behind me with a crash.
On through the cold damp air I ran, the moon through a rift
in the clouds guiding me by her fitful light, till, drawing her
shroud around her, she left me again in darkness. Not once did
I turn to right or left or look behind me till I had gained the
summit of the hills that bounded the valley. Then I stood and
turned to take a last look at the home of my fathers. Just then
the moon, issuing forth in cold splendour from her bed of cloud,
shed a solemn lustre far and wide. And I saw for the last time
the house of my birth, the cradle and grave of my race, and every
window from basement to garret glowed with fire, no mere
reflected glare, but red from the raging fire within, and keen flames
darted from the casement of the room above the porch.
I stood long to watch the fire of my own kindling, till, when a
sudden burst of light and leaping splendour of flame showed me
that the gabled roof had fallen in, I shouted, took off my hat, and
waved a last farewell to Walford Grange.
LOUISA BALDWIN.