The Ticking of the Clock
BY MRS. ALFRED BALDWIN, AUTHOR OF "THE STORY OF A
MARRIAGE," "WHERE TOWN AND COUNTRY MEET," &C.
[aka Louisa Baldwin
(1845-1925)]
ELIJAH
WALROND, or Old 'Lijah as he was commonly called,
was a small tenant farmer, who, by dint of hard work, hard
living, and saving, had contrived to lay by enough money to
make a frugal provision for his old age. 'Lijah's wife died the
year before he quitted the farm that had been their home for
forty years, and when he lost her it was like losing a part of
himself. He was never the same man again. It took the heart out
of his work when there was no wife to talk it over with; he could
not relish the food prepared by a strange hand, and he lay awake
at nights in his loneliness, staring into the darkness with tearless
eyes. There was nothing left to make life sweet to him, and his
seventy years weighed on him like a hundred. Then he asked
his landlord to let him off the short remainder of his lease, and he
left the farm to live in the white cottage with the big garden
down by the common.
His neighbours said that Old 'Lijah would go silly with loneliness
all by himself, for he saw nobody and spoke to no one but
the woman who came to clean and to do his bit of cooking. He
seldom left the house, and never went beyond the garden, and he
had not entered the church since the day of his wife's funeral.
The rector of the parish, who had known Elijah Walrond many
years, called to ask him why he never saw him in his accustomed
place on a Sunday, but the old man would only reply, "I canna
do it, sir; I canna do it! 'Er'd used to go to church with me,
and I canna go alone," and lapse into silence again. There was
no one at home now to care what he did, or whether he was well
or ill, so he ceased to strive against stiffness and rheumatism, and
crept along with the help of a stick, with bowed shoulders, as
though he carried a heavy burden. Old 'Lijah was in a parlous
state, both of body and mind, when one day the very best thing
that could happen befell him, though it came about through
someone else's sorrow.
'Lijah had an only child a daughter who some years
previously had married a ne'er-do-well of the name of Grove, and
lived with him in the north of England, where, after a short
career of idleness and poverty, he died, leaving Jane a widow with
one little child. Jane Grove had not a farthing in the world to
call her own when she had paid her fare to travel southwards to
her father, and her sticks of furniture had been sold to pay for
her husband's burial, for her honest pride revolted at a pauper's
funeral. She knew that her father had left the farm, but in
however poor a place he lived now, he would not shut the door upon
his daughter, though he had been displeased with her for marrying
as she did. But bygones were bygones, and though the
mother, who would have welcomed her child, was dead, Jane
could cook and work for her father, and make the meanest place
seem like home; and good as her intentions were towards the old
man, she could not tell no one could have told the kindness
she was about to do him.
Jane Grove reached her father's cottage in the grey of a
summer evening, weary and footsore with her long walk from the
station, carrying her sleeping child in her arms. She inquired
from a man whom she met crossing the common where Elijah
Walrond lived, and he pointed out to her the little white cottage
with the big garden. Slowly she walked up the long, narrow
path, with its straggling border of sweet-smelling pinks, wondering
that the place was so untidy and ill-kept, till she stood on the
threshold of the half-opened door. She tapped timidly, and no
one replying to her knock, she looked into the kitchen, and there
sat her father dozing in his chair by the chimney corner. She
was shocked at the change in his appearance. His features were
sharp and worn, his hands like birds' claws, and a ragged growth
of white beard and moustache covered his once well-shaven face;
nor was old 'Lijah as clean as he might have been. His stockings
were in holes and his clothes ragged and unmended. It was plain
to be seen that he had lost all interest in himself, and that there
was no woman to look after him. Jane entered, and quietly
seated herself opposite to her father, and her tears fell fast as she
took in the meaning of his forlorn and neglected aspect, and
whispered to herself, "Oh, mother, mother!"
When 'Lijah opened his eyes, there sat his daughter on the
other side of the hearth, nursing a child on her lap. At first he
did not know who it was, and looked vaguely puzzled until he
heard her voice.
"It's me, father; it's Jane come to live with you and make
you comfortable."
He did not seem startled, and received the announcement
with the most matter-of-fact calm.
"Whatever brings you back i' these parts? It's trouble, I
doubt," and the old man shook a boding head.
"Aye, father, trouble enough it is! My man's dead, and I
'aven't a penny in the world and no home but what you'll give
me and this little lad to keep," and the child, now wide awake, sat
up on her lap and looked about him.
"What's that you say about a little lad? You've got a little
lad to keep?" and there was a strange stir in the old man's heart
as he uttered the words, for he had never had a son of his own,
and it had been the great disappointment of his life.
For reply Jane crossed the hearth with her child in her arms,
and set him on the old man's shrunken knees as beautiful a boy
of twelve months old as a mother ever doted on.
"Yes, father, that's my little lad as I've got to keep; that's
little Peter, your own little grandson; and he's rare good company
a'ready for lonely folks. Many's the time he's dried my tears
watching 'is pretty ways. 'Old 'im tight, father, for 'e isn't used
to old folks, and p'r'aps 'e mayn't take to you."
No need to tell 'Lijah to hold his little grandson carefully.
The touch of the child's firm young flesh, the sight of his golden
hair in lamb-like curls, his gentian-blue eyes and moist, innocent
breath nourished his old bones, and he felt there was vital warmth
in him yet. And when little Peter put up a dimpled hand to
grasp his ragged beard, and made pretty baby jabbering, and
laughed in his troubled old face, displaying four pearly-white
teeth like grains of rice, the frost in the grandfather's heart, that
had bound it since his wife died, melted, and he said:
"Jane, if you 'aven't got a penny in the world, your man's
left you rich enough wi' a little lad like this! You must bide
wi' me both of you."
"Aye, father, so we will. But look you how that grey wire
beard o' yourn is scratchin' little Peter's face! You'll 'ave to
shave it off, and poor mother always thought so much o' your
clean chin!"
The ragged beard was duly taken off, and the old man began
the trouble of shaving again, and renewed his acquaintance with
soap and water, for the little lad's sake; and his daughter washed
and mended his clothes, and 'Lijah looked once more himself, but
old-very old.
'Lijah's whole heart was garnered up in his little grandson,
and as the boy grew older it was a pretty sight to see them in the
fields together, the child bringing wild flowers to the old man to
name, or a bird's egg or nest; but whatever it was he could tell
him everything about it, and nothing short of that would content
little Peter. For he had a healthy child's thirst for every kind of
knowledge, so long as it was not what schoolmasters teach or what
comes out of a book, and he was eager after all country lore and
old-world word-of-mouth wisdom. It was wonderful how much
the little lad learnt from his grandfather about four-footed
creatures, from oxen to stoats and weasels, and he could have
passed an examination with honours in the names, songs, and
plumage of British birds.
The two were inseparable companions, and Peter would rather
play with his grandfather, whom he regarded as an overgrown
child with bent back and stiff legs, than with any little boy of his
own age.
Jane Grove would stand on the doorstep and smile as she
watched her father and his little grandson set out for a walk hand
in hand, perfectly happy and content together. "They're more
like a pair o' lovers, them two, than anything else! Father's
like wrapped up in that lad, and don't think o' me exceptin' to
eat the vittles I cook and set afore 'im; nor little Peter, 'e don't
think o' me neither so long as 'e can 'ave 'is grandad! They're
both of 'em civil to me, and that's about all they are, they're so
took up with each other."
When little Peter had stuck to his grandfather like his shadow
for five years, he began to be aware that his beloved companion
could not see very far, and was shaky on his legs, got tired before
they were half across the common, had a habit of falling asleep
in the midst of the most interesting conversation about rooks and
water rats, and was growing deaf, so that he had to speak loud to
make him hear. These things grieved little Peter, and as he
could not see the necessity for them he asked his grandfather
what he did them for.
"Grandad," he said, as he walked slowly by his side, having
hold of his hand, "grandad, why don't you run as quick as
me?"
The old man smiled delightedly at a question that seemed to
him to display little Peter's immense intellectual powers.
"It's seventy 'ears too late, my little lad, for grandfather to go
running about like a little dog at a fair."
"But, grandfather, you know a deal more than me; you'd ought
to know how to run ever so fast, and climb the bank and gather
blackberries same as me."
"Aye, so I did when I was your age, but blackberries was
bigger then than what they are now. They was worth climbing
for seventy 'ears ago, I can tell you! But I'm an old man now,
Peter," and 'Lijah looked down on the child's upturned face that
was fresh and clear as a flower.
Little Peter walked on a few paces in thoughtful silence.
"But, grandfather, what makes you such an old, old man?" And
'Lijah laughed with delight at the question. Oh, Peter was a rare
deep little chap, he'd get to the bottom of everything if he could.
"It's nothing but Anna Dominoes as makes me such a' old, old
man, and that's Latin for the 'ear of the Lord. It's Anna
Dominoes, that's the matter wi' me, little Peter, and nothin' else,"
and the child stored up the mysterious words in his tenacious
memory.
Not long afterwards Old 'Lijah, who had grown neighbourly
again now that he was happy, went one evening, accompanied by
his grandson, to spend an hour with his old friend, Farmer Blewitt.
The two old men were seated in arm-chairs at each side of the
table, with a tobacco jar and cider mugs, and a small narrow box
before them. Little Peter was lying on the hearth playing with
a young spaniel puppy, in whose delightful society he was wholly
absorbed, till he heard Farmer Blewitt say:
"Let's have a game o' dominoes, 'Lijah; it's many a day since
you and me played together."
Little Peter sat up.
"I don't mind if I do play a game," said his grandfather.
Little Peter rose to his feet, pushed the frivolous and seductive
puppy aside as being likely to interfere with serious business, and
modestly, but firmly, approached the table where the old men
were beginning their game. He laid his hand on his grandfather's
arm, but he did not feel it at first, so he pressed harder.
"Hallo! little chap, what's up?"
"Don't touch none o' them dominoes, grandfather! Don't
touch 'em," said little Peter urgently.
"Whatever's to do with you, Peter? You're onreasonable!"
said 'Lijah, with as near an approach to asperity as was possible
towards his little grandson.
But Peter was not to be daunted. "Grandfather, don't you
remember that day when I asked what made you such an old, old
man, you said it was Anna Dominoes as did it all? Don't touch
'em, grandfather, don't touch one of 'em!" and Peter's young face
was full of anxiety.
Old 'Lijah and Farmer Blewitt laughed till they cried, while
'Lijah told him what he had said to the little chap in the lane
about his age; "for he's that peart, I said Anna Dominoes was the
matter wi' me, speaking Latin, and Latin or Greek he'll get to
the reason o' things! No, little Peter, these ain't the kind o'
dominoes that's made an old, old man o' your grandad; it was
the 'ear of the Lord I was speaking on, and when you go to school
you'll learn all about un!"
Peter was now an active little slip of seven years of age, never
still except when he was sleeping, and not knowing what it was
to be tired. He had grown used to his grandfather's increasing
infirmities by now, but they irked his restless young body and
spirit, and on their walks together, when the old man sat down
by the way weary and breathless, little Peter beguiled the time
running to and fro as fast as he could, to let off his pent-up energy,
after crawling at a snail's pace by old 'Lijah's side.
A few weeks later and little Peter again returned with a child's
persistence to the puzzling subject of his grandfather's decaying
strength.
"Grandfather, if it isn't the dominoes that does it, do tell me
what it is that makes you such an old, old man!"
Old 'Lijah did not laugh at the boy's question now. He felt
his life feeble within him, and he did not know what to say in
reply that could be intelligible to a child. They were alone in
the kitchen, and no sound was heard but the loud ticking of the
tall clock, the audible footstep of time. The old man looked into
the child's fresh young face as he stood between his knees waiting
for an answer, and he smiled feebly, and pressed the firm
round cheek with his shaking hand, but he said nothing.
"But what is it, grandfather, that makes you such an old, very
old man?"
Then 'Lijah looked up at the tall clock whose loud tick tack
penetrated his dull hearing, and it seemed to him as though he
had heard it for eighty years, counting out aloud the minutes,
hours, days, and years of his whole life.
"It's the ticking of the clock, my little lad, the ticking of the
clock, that makes grandfather such an old, old man;' and Peter
was satisfied with the reply, and set his young brains to work to
find out how he could baffle the evil influence of the clock.
Now the tall case clock was a very big person for a small boy
to tackle. He stood six feet without his shoes, with a huge round
face behind a pane of glass, and a long front door opening straight
into his vitals, and Peter had peeped in on winding-up days, and
seen two heavy weights hanging, and the shining brass pendulum
swinging to and fro, whose everlasting tick tack had made an old
man of his grandfather. Well, never mind, wait till some time
when mother was out of the house, and grandfather asleep in the
big arm-chair, as he was nearly all day long now, and little Peter
knew what he would do!
Not many days afterwards everything happened as Peter
wished, and he looked out of the window to make sure that his
mother was at a safe distance at the top of the garden, and there
she was, standing with her back to the house, busy pegging
clothes on the line, so that no danger need be feared from that
quarter. Indoors, too, all was equally favourable to the carrying
out of little Peter's deep-laid scheme. Grandfather really was
older than ever to-day. He had not stirred from the big chair
since he came down in the morning, and when he was spoken to
he said nothing, he only smiled and fell into a doze. He was fast
asleep now, and little Peter's heart beat with joy to think what a
fine surprise he was preparing for his grandfather. What would
the old man think when he felt the stiffness and trembling going
out of his legs and back, his eyes growing clear and bright again,
and his deafness leaving him? all which would be sure to
happen if the clock would only stop ticking.
Grandfather was so fast asleep, with his head leaning forward
on his breast, that little Peter was not afraid of waking him. He
summoned all his courage to his aid and stepped cautiously up to
the great clock, with its menacing tick tack, unlocked its front
door, opened it wide, and peeped into the resonant cavern in its
inside, with the heavy iron weights hanging and the bright brass
pendulum swaying to and fro with its everlasting tick tack, tick
tack. Then, without giving himself time to take fright at his
own daring, he seized hold of the swinging pendulum and, after a
brief struggle, held it in his hand, a silent, motionless thing.
Then little Peter loosed his hold, and glanced over his shoulder
at the old man, but he was still quietly sleeping. He cautiously
closed the door of the tall clock towering above him in silence,
and seated himself on a stool at his grandfather's feet, waiting to
tell him when he awoke how he had stopped the ticking of the
clock that made him such an old, old man.
There his mother found him sitting when she returned from
the garden, and neither daughter nor grandson could rouse the
old man from the sleep that knows no waking. When the
pendulum was set swinging once more, the clock began to tick
again as though nothing had happened, and it ticked out the
minutes till they grew into years, and little Peter became big
Peter, and then he understood what his grandfather had meant.