"SIGHTLESS COURIERS OF THE AIR."
Trouble had come to my dear wife Florence
and me in the early days of our
married life terrible trouble, which this simple
narrative will both explain and remove
but for a year past we had been living in
calm felicity in an Eastern manufacturing
town, where through the loyalty of my
friend Bagley I had obtained work as bookkeeper
in one of the mills. I make no
pretensions to being strong-minded, and the
lack is a lucky one, I think. Whatever is
strong is apt to be stiff and rigid, and if
overtried will break, since it cannot bend.
My mind, such as it is, is elastic. When
I am joyous, it never acts the skeleton at
the feast by reminding; on the contrary, it
urges: "Go ahead, old fellow, and have
a good time. When there is nothing else to
do, then make yourself miserable, if you
like, with regrets and lamentations."
Florence, naturally, is more pensive. I
have often seen her, in those first days,
when bitterness would recur, fairly forcing
herself to be blithe, so as to be companionable
with me. Such exertion is never
wasted; it accumulates a reserve which develops
into habit. Now she worries less
than I do, and when I worry the weather
must be gloomy, my feet wet, my pockets
and my stomach empty, and something
wrong with Florence. In a word, we love
each other so dearly that common decency
keeps us from noticing the specks which
flit through our genial sunlight.
Of course, in this town of our exile we
had no friends; not that we craved any,
but we couldn't have had any, however
urgent our desire. I say, "of course,"
though the reason therefor must at present
be taken on faith; it existed, and lustily,
never fear. Evenings, then, after supper, it
was our wont to sit down to a cozy game
of cribbage, and, with the lamp on the
stand between us sending a gentle glow
over all the little comforts which were such
great ones through Florence's taste, and
with the many exciting and merry incidents
of the game, it did seem as if time
made a double spurt out of envy, because
he had to stick to his scythe and glass and
owl and all the other old curiosity shop
odds and ends which he deems essential
to his personality. One evening, when we
had been overgay, for Florence had made
a succession of false plays, to our mutual
raillery, she rose from the table of a sudden
and went somewhat unsteadily, I
noticed, over to the little rocking chair
by the window, in which she used to sew
and watch for my home coming.
"Come over here, Harry," she said.
"Turn down the light and come over by
me. I want to talk with you."
Now, if I had been strong-minded, doubtless
the strength would have sustained my
heart; as it was, however, down it plumped
to the stretching of its strings, for I felt
that some evil was about to be revealed, not
some evil to me that I could face and
withstand with a jest but alas! some evil
to Florence.
I passed over and sat by my wife's side,
holding her hand for a few moments in
silence. Then something occurred which recalled
a scene when she had sat by me in
shameful confinement, administering comfort;
a tear fell on my hand, and there
burned like the blazon of love.
"O Florence, Florence! what is it?" I
cried. "Why did you wish the light turned
low?"
"I wanted to feel for the telling that we
were alike in the darkness," Florence replied,
"for, Harry, I am going blind."
"Blind!" I repeated, mechanically, and
then a thousand trifles thronged my memory,
once disregarded and now avenged
by the gibe, "I told you so"; the mistakes
at cards, the uncertain steps, the groping
after things mislaid. "It cannot be! It
shall not be!" I shouted. And then and
then ah! I cannot relate the soothings of
which I was the object, the soft,
submissive words of gratefulness for blessings
vouchsafed in the midst or so awful a
calamity! Her dear eyes, whose very light
had been beneficence toward me! Even
now, when the evil days are dead and
buried, I cannot endure the possibility of
her affliction, and so we never speak of
it, and, if reference does occur, we merely
smile at each other, though we smile
through tears.
I remember when the shadow of my own
trouble first rested on me, the words of
an old servant, with whom I had ever been
a favorite. "Face it, Master Harry! she
had said; "you must face it." And so,
when at length Florence and I did face it,
the fact seemed to be that day by day her
eyesight was fading. Yesterday she could
see but little, to-day less. To-morrow ?
"It shall not be!" I vowed. "There is
Dr. Duane in the very next street; the
speech of people, the papers, are filled with
his wondrous skill as an optician. I will
stop and send him the first thing in the
morning. He will prevent, he will cure,
oh! I know he will!"
And Florence was so confident, too, that
we went to our rest comforted, though I
knew in that secret conviction that never
deludes through glamour, that she would
willingly deceive herself, if haply she might
deceive me.
Yes, though shut out from the world, I
had heard of Dr. Raymond Duane, and in
the unanimous voice of praise. A young
man still, he had enjoyed unusual advantages
at home and abroad, and had
profited by them. People never seemed to
tire of telling of his ability, his nerve, his
kindliness, which seemed to combine into a
sort of spirit of adventure. Sorely, sorely,
was I in need of three virtues when I
called at his door. It was early, I was
hurried; for when one in my position obtains
employment, there can be no deviation
from the line of faithfulness, whether
through sickness or sorrow, or any other
misfortune. My stringency stood me in
good stead, however, for there were not
patients awaiting, and I was shown at
once into the breakfast room, where the
doctor was taking such cheer as dares lurk
in bachelor loneliness. He was a young
man, as I have said, of middle height,
spare, with a pale, impassive, clean-shaven
face, and small eyes, which would have
seemed mean, had they not been so bright
and sharp.
"Well?" he asked abruptly, never pausing
from his roll and eggs.
I told him my name and address, and
Florence's stress. I had begun to state
my moderate circumstances when he interrupted.
"Not necessary," he said. "I'll
call and do what I can. We will talk later,
when we can talk understandingly. Good
morning."
Cool and abrupt, but not ill natured. there
was a nimbus of power emanating from this
man, which, if it didn't console, at least
kept me so far removed from desperation
that I was enabled to perform my daily
task like the calculating machine I was
expected to be. Home at last! And there was
Florence watching in the little sewing chair
by the window; there was Florence holding
the door wide open before I reached the
threshold. Less though her sight was than
on the day before, still it was keen enough
to see me!
"I like him, Harry," she cried, before I
could ask. "And he's going to help me.
Remember this, dear, while I tell you all he
said; he's going to help me, but but I
shall be worse before I'm better. Only for
a little while, you know; nothing more than
if I had to stay in a dark room for a few
days; and then light, and my boy's beloved
face again! He's going to help me; never
for one instant forget this, dear."
"But what can we do?" I moaned, feeling
as if the world had started a-twirling
the wrong way. "I must work, and you
can't be left alone and helpless in in that
dark room! O my God! I must work or
we'll starve; yet perhaps that would be the
best ending!"
"Hush, Harry," said Florence. "You
forget he's going to help me. I've had time
to make my plans, and I'm sure you'll
think they're wise ones. Of course, mamma
is out of the question. Poor, dear mamma,
it's natural that she should be so vindictive.
But there's Polly. And do you know
I could see quite well enough to write her
to come just for a short visit, you know
which I did?"
I think this fact brightened me a little:
at least, Florence could still see. Perhaps
the doctor might help her to be better
before she was worse. The most skillful physician
looks on the dark side, and reasonably
so, since his point of attack so often
lies in the shadow of death. I little reckoned
the infinite pain and difficulty under
which that letter had been written. So I
have ever been childishly tossed by hope,
as if the strength of a nurse could send
one to the stars.
And there was Polly, truly. Pretty Polly
Chester, my wife's cousin, who was still
living at our old home. I liked Polly, she
was so bright, sweet-tempered, and capable.
She had not been irreconcilable nor bitter;
she had seem to trust, when all the others
had doubted. Of course she would come
and be light to that dark room for that
little while, which might not even be a little
while.
"Oh, the doctor wishes to see you at 8
o'clock," said Florence suddenly, after I had
eaten my supper. "Suddenly," as if I did
not realize as I hurried to the appointment
that her forgetfulness had been a preventive
to my worrying.
Certainly the doctor was friendly for a
stranger. He brought me up into his study
and sat me in a comfortable chair by the
grate, with as good a cigar as an ally as
I ever smoked in my best days. It was not
until long after that I appreciated that the
light must have shone full and strong on my
face.
"I am deeply interested in your wife's
case," Dr. Duane began. "It is mysterious,
and I'm a student; hence the interest.
There is no growth or blemish or degeneration.
Her eyes are functionally sound and
strong; but their nerves are affected
through the reflex action of some shock, I
should judge. I believe I can tone and
restore them, though there's certain to be a
period of absolute disability. In order that
this may be as brief as possible, I must ask
your confidence."
"I told you my name," I replied.
"Yes: Henry Hilton, formerly of Oldenburg.
Well?"
"Well?" I repeated gloomily.
"Oh, I see," he mused. "There is some
notoriety of which you think I must have
heard. My good Sir, as I said before, I'm
a student and my time is valuable. When
I read I seek reliable information. Hence
I never read the newspapers."
"Well, then," I declared, "a year ago I
was a prisoner in the jail at Oldenburg,
awaiting trial for the murder of Zenas
Prime, my wife's father, at whose house
we lived, and with whom I had been in
business."
"Yes?" said the doctor, with polite attention,
as if I had stated that a year ago
I took a trip down the St. Lawrence and
thence through the White Mountains.
"Yes?"
"I was tried and the jury disagreed,
standing ten to two for acquittal, I believe.
The District Attorney finally concluded
that the proof was not strong enough
to justify him in putting the county to the
expense of a second trial, and consented
that I should be let go on bail. Through the
offices of a friend I obtained employment
in this place, and here I am. From all this,
can you deduct a sufficient shock to a loving
and loyal wife?"
The doctor whistled softly, and then remained
for a space in silence.
"You don't protest your innocence," at
length he remarked.
"Protest? When I was first arrested I
couldn't find words or time enough for the
purpose. But I'm sick and tired of protesting.
People listened eagerly just as they
read with avidity whatever the papers are
pleased to publish about the ancestry,
birth, education, disposition, signs of
degeneracy, and former crimes of an accused.
But as for making any impression upon
what coalesced into one impassive, cynical
face, with rather an amused expression, too.
I might just as well have wasted my breath
in trying to blow away a mountain. After
all, there were suspicious circumstances
against me, and not against any one else.
My father-in-law was a hard, avaricious
man, who, as it was proved, had cheated
me, and with whom I had quarreled. Naturally
then, I administered the dose of
poison from which he died."
"You're a queer fellow," observed the
doctor.
"Go through a similar experience, and see
if you're not queer yourself."
"Oh, I'm queer enough, already. For
instance, I don't believe you are guilty."
"Why don't you?" I asked, rather defiantly,
I fear.
"Well, for one thing, it's the man who
has injured rather than he who has been
wronged who is apt to commit a cowardly
murder. Of course, the latter might strike
down the former in a sudden burst of passion,
but to sneak, to lie in wait, no, no!
Besides, poisoning is essentially a feminine
crime women, I think, are braver than
men, but their bravery is passive, not
active. They dare, but they shrink from
perceiving what they would do. Now, poison
is an agent; hence a murderous woman
would naturally choose it, and hide her face
and have hysterics while it was performing
its deadly mission. If you had made this
subject a study, you might retort that
slaves have ever been addicted to poisoning.
Most true; but the essential of slavery
is dependence, and women are our
dependent class. What sort of poison was
used, by the way?"
"Oh, the commonest sort, which is sold
every day to everybody for the destruction
of vermin. Do you know, the District Attorney
made a point out of this against
me, arguing that a shrewd man would select
some such ordinary household stuff
to avoid tracing. I couldn't help from
agreeing with him, though I'm not a shrewd
man, however much people insisted to the
contrary directly I was charged."
"You're not sore, you're not sensitive,
you're quite indifferent, now aren't you?"
reflected the doctor, with a pleasant little
laugh. "By the way, who composed Mr.
Prime's family?"
"My mother-in-law, Mrs. Prime, a sedate,
severe old lady; Miss Chester, her niece;
my wife, and myself; several prim, old-fashioned
maid servants; a prim, old-fashioned
butler; these have been in service for
years, and still remain there; good, faithful
souls, without wants or grievance no
one could suspect them."
"Perhaps not, perhaps not. And Miss
Chester, she is the cousin for whom your
wife has written, I suppose. I heartily
approve of the plan."
"Yes; Polly is a bright, merry girl,
thoughtless, yet unselfish, and never so
happy as when doing a kindness. Her uncle
used to call her his sunbeam. But I
must hurry away, my poor wife is waiting "
"Don't be so impatient, my friend," rejoined
the doctor. "Perhaps you will best
serve your wife by abiding my time, which
is too valuable for me to waste. What
friends were in the habit of coming to Mr.
Prime's house?"
"Oh, the Mackinnans, the Murrays, the
Dunbars sober, respectable folks, belonging
to the Scotch Church, which the Primes
attended. The stupidest detective in the
world, and I employ the ultimate example
of crassness, wouldn't have wasted a
thought on any of them."
"It is a far cry from a claymore to a
poison," agreed the doctor; "and so, according
to our socratic method, you seem
the most likely object of suspicion."
"That's what I told you in the first
place," I interrupted, "and I'm well content
to remain so. I have been behind the
scenes, and I know the value of the puppets
of honor and esteem and friendship for
which men strive. Never, never would I
have submitted to your questioning, except
for the reason you gave. And now, I trust
you are fully informed. Of course, my wife
has been shocked. My disgrace and peril
nearly killed her! But love is stronger
than death; we live for each other; and,
oh, if you can only remove this affliction
from her, there won't be a flaw or blemish
to my thanksgiving, I assure you."
"With your pride, impatience, and
indignation, you're a rare specimen of a
thoroughly self-satisfied man, Mr. Hilton,"
said the doctor, mockingly. "There,
there, don't be angry; I am all the more
sympathetic for veiling my sympathy. I
thank you for your confidence, which has
not been idly sought. Whatever skill and
cunning I have of brain and hand shall
be devoted to your wife's cure, which,
believe me, will be achieved in time. And
so good-night, and may courage and
persistence attend you?"
A queer fellow, truly; queerer than ever
I had been in my queerest days; and yet,
as I hastened home to Florence, I could but
repeat her words, "I like him; oh! I like
him!"
And so, though those dark days came
with a rush and settled, oh! so tediously,
Florence and I were kept from despair by
the belief that it would be only for a little
while. Then, too, Polly was prompt in
her arrival, and, though I never had cared
for Mr. Prime's views on any subject, I
found even more than truth hi that "sunbeam"
simile. She was so blithe and entertaining,
so assiduous toward Florence, so
charmingly saucy to me; she removed the
gloom of the present and brought back
all the joys of the past. At first we had
tried to stick to cribbage, I against the two
girls; but soon, ah! so soon, Florence had
to shun all light and chose to sit in her
little sewing chair in the shadowy window
nook. So there was no recourse but in
talking, and there Polly led us a merry
dance. She suggested and revived the
thousand and one trifles which go to make
up folklore. The misadventures, slips,
puns, jokes, secret comments on friends,
defects in acquaintances, trials, even, converted
by time into pleasantry, which, in every
family not constituted of stone and putty,
form a deliciously private and personal
language, untranslatable, well-nigh
inexplainable. "Coterie talk," so the Germans,
those experts in domesticity, call it, which
so often is the blend into affection of
inharmonious and discordant elements.
I must confess that Polly and I did most
of the chattering. Still, if Florence was
more silent, she appreciated just as vividly
and laughed, oh, so unrestrainedly. It
did my heart good to hear her, though I
throttled many a sob in my throat which
rose responsive to her unselfish mirth. Little
wonder, indeed, that the blind should be
taciturn. A sleepless vigil through the
watches of the night will say: "Hush, for
voices unheard and inarticulate now are
calling!"
But one evening, Florence fairly vied with
me in jocund remembrances. The faithful
doctor, cautious even in his promises, had
been undeniably sanguine that morning; already
her dear spirit was preparing to forget
and to rejoice.
"And is old Mrs. Murray still alive, Polly?"
I was asking; "and does she wear
that same bird's-nest bonnet perched on
her false hair?"
"She is not dead, but she sleepeth as
usual right through the service from long
prayer to her namesake, 'The Old Hundredth,'"
retorted Polly. "But her false
hair is gradually perching on top of her
bird's-nest bonnet "
"Oh, dear, oh, dear," laughed Florence.
"Such comical people as we have known!
Tell me, Polly, is Sandy Mackinnon as devoted
as ever. You remember Sandy, don't
you, Harry? That great lump of an innocent,
with bulging watery eyes, and a
hyena's grin."
"And two teeth, 'arcades ambo' that is,
both yellow?" I interrupted. "I should say
I did. He was always clinging to Polly's
skirts like an overgrown baby. Really,
Polly, such infatuation is dangerous supposing
he should become jealous! Why, he
could destroy the entire community with
perfect impunity!"
"Oh, an idiot is always harmless," said
Polly. "Sandy wouldn't hurt a fly. I
couldn't imagine his killing anybody."
I could have bitten off my tongue for
having provoked such a heedless answer
and have shaken this frivolous girl for
having made it. I glanced over to
Florence. She had drawn her chair further into
the recess and was resting her head on her
hand in a weary way. So I made haste
to change the subject.
"And the Dudleys," I exclaimed, with
enforced gayety. "Those five long superannuated
girls, and the one forlorn little
boy who drew pictures of his father in the
hymn book! You surely must remember,
Florence. My God! child, what is the matter?"
And I sprang to her side, for as
I had bent forward, I had caught a glimpse
of her face and it was ghastly as if from
horror!
"I am so very tired," said Florence, feebly.
"I wish you would help me to my
room, Harry," and as I bore her away her
hands clung to my coat, as the hands of a
little child will cling from sudden fright.
And when we were together in her room
she gave way unto a burst of tears, hysterical,
broken, gasping; piteous to hear,
and piteous to behold!
"My darling, what is it? what is it?" I
entreated. "Surely our silly talk didn't
distress you. Have I hurt your feelings in
any way?"
"You!" Florence cried, with a vehemence
which seemed to stay her agitation. "I
thank God for one thing, Harry. I appreciate
more clearly than I ever did before
how absolutely you love me. But, but,"
and then the tremors, the sobs, the strivings
for breath returned like a legion of
devils reinforced.
I own I had exhausted my powers of
soothing, of expostulation, of command,
when from below came the tones of a
welcome voice. Our faithful doctor had
called as apt in his faithfulness as in all
his other good qualities.
"Go! send him to me at once, at once,"
begged Florence, "and don't you come,
Harry. I must see him alone."
I tried to explain this inexplicable distraction
in a few incoherent words to the
doctor, and then he left Polly and me to
our wonderment. I must admit the girl
was subtle in her powers of sympathy,
subtle and, I believe, sincere. She
pooh-poohed and belittled the scene. Was an
old married man such as I still so ignorant
of the ways of women? She must say that
Florence had shown unusual self-control.
Had she herself been doomed to sit day
after day in total darkness, not knowing,
too, but it might outlast life, she would
have long since screamed the roof off. As
for me, well, she would just like to see me
after twenty-four hours of blindness! St.
Vitus's dance would be inertia to my
twitchings. Oh, the men, they were all
alike; and she did despise them for poor
creatures without any stamina or endurance!
And so I was already half comforted,
when at length the doctor came down with
comforting news. Florence was quiet once
more and he didn't think the perturbations
would recur. As for her eyes, they were
distinctly better. He could assert now, what
he had believed all along, that their sight
would soon be restored unimpaired. Let
her sleep as much as possible; and by no
means question her regarding her nervous
fears. Oh, how thankful I felt as I sought
my poor darling. She lay, whiter than the
snowy coverlet spread over her, with face
still betraying the lines and the blurs of
emotion, yet calm, with a serenity including
but beyond that of exhaustion. Her lips
trembled as she spoke, yet they smiled to
the vanquishment of that trembling. "I
thought I was going mad, dear," she whispered,
and then fell asleep, clinging like
a little child to my hand.
The next few weeks brought wondrous,
rapturous changes, for the doctor's prophecy
came true, and Florence saw once
more; and curious trivial changes, for,
though we were one in rejoicing, she had
very little to say regarding her recovery,
or, indeed, anything else. I noticed, too,
that, especially toward Polly, Florence acted
peculiarly not that she was positively
unkind, but somewhat indifferent and at
times somewhat severe. Her whole bearing
also had altered; she carried herself
almost haughtily, and again and again I
noticed her dear eyes flashing and an excitable
color rising in her cheeks. But I
was too happy to be critical or captious. I
readily accepted Polly's explanation that
no one could act naturally at once after
such a strain.
The doctor's calls became briefer and less
frequent; and at length ceased for a full
fortnight. Then, one evening, while Florence
and I were at our old game of cribbage
and Polly sat at one side reading, he
entered the room without ceremony. I saw
that bright, almost fierce light shine in
Florence's eyes; I saw that burning flush
flash through her cheeks; and I expected
something, I knew not what.
"You are quite a stranger, doctor," I began.
"Yes," he said, calmly; "I've been doing
a little detective work as a vacation. I've
been busied at your native town, Mr. Hilton,
with the result that the murderer of
Mr. Prime has been apprehended and has
confessed. He turned out to be that imbecile
Sandy Mackinnon. You remember our
conversation? A curious verification of my
theory that a poisoner is likely to be a
dependent "
Here there was a sweep and a fall, and
Polly Chester lay prone at our feet moaning,
"Mercy, mercy!"
Pretty, blithe, good-natured Polly, what
had she to do with such a humiliating posture,
with such shameful words?
"Yes, dear Harry," said Florence, softly,
"as we have suffered, so we must be
merciful."
"Since you are well again, I don't care
anything about the affair," I protested.
"But I don't understand "
"You needn't exert your powers, Miss
Chester," said the doctor, raising Polly
and leading her to her chair, where she
crouched rather sullenly. "Your silly
admirer never mentioned your name. He
merely avowed the deed and told where he
had procured the poison, and where he had
hidden the part not used, and then went off
into a succession of convulsions which landed
him in an asylum, and will shortly
send him into his grave; but for the future
I would advise you to reserve your fascinations
for more rational objects "
"I had no connection with it," cried Polly,
boldly; "I merely suspected that he
might have done it, for he was very angry
one day when uncle scolded me. And, if
Harry had ever been in real danger I
would have told the little I knew. As it
was, it wasn't at all necessary, and such
a fuss is ridiculous; as for fascinating him,
I never did. I can't help it if I'm attractive
to men. They are all fools in that respect."
And pretty Polly, tossing her head,
went to her room, and the next day departed
for home; and never vouchsafed
further explanation. There are some pretty,
blithe, good-natured women who would
flirt with a mummy rather than not flirt
at all.
"But how," I asked, "how was it discovered?"
"Don't you remember, dear," said
Florence, solemnly; "that evening when I
became so excited? I thought I was losing
my reason. For, when Polly spoke of that
poor Sandy Mackinnon, and how he could
not kill anybody, I seemed to hear falsity
in her tones yes, and very knowledge that
he had killed some one, too. And, oh, I was
so terrified. But then the doctor came, and
explained "
"I explained," continued the doctor,
didactically, "that an abnormal acuteness of
the remaining senses during the temporary
loss of one. is a well-authenticated phenomenon. And more, that there sometimes
comes to the afflicted an intuition for truth
far beyond sight or reason. And so I acted
on the clue but you don't care about the
affair, Mr. Hilton?"
"Oh, that is only Harry's way,"
protested Florence, "of showing his devotion
to me."
(THE END)