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"When I seen him drivin' by, I knowed right off he'd been up to somethin'. He had a devilish look, and he was thrashin' his hosses. . . . You seen him as well as I did," she said, turning to Grandma Cutcheon for confirmation. "Myron Goodspeed, I mean. I was jest tellin' the ladies. . . . He'd come from a fight. Seems young Ralph Harvey walked right up to Myron in the road and hit him in the face, and then Myron like to have killed Ralph. Thrashed him somethin' frightful, and kicked him when he was a-layin' in the dirt. . . . Myron just left him a-layin' and drove off." "Ralph Harvey!" said Grandma. "'Tain't like Ralph to go hittin' nobody. Hear how he come to do it?" "Somethin' about his girl," said Martha. "Laura Crane she was mixed in it." "Calc'late I don't have to hear no more," said Grandma. "Ralph's a good boy and Laura's a good girl. . . . One of these days Myron's goin' too fur, and he'll git his come-uppance. He'll meet somebody that'll leave him a-lyin' in the dirt." "I come past Old Man Jenningses'," said Sarah. "Doctor was jest comin' out, and he says George was awful low. Said he wasn't like to last out the night." "Poor boy," said Grandma. "Poor leetle feller." She was remembering George as he once was, in patched knee trousers, coming to her kitchen door for doughnuts. That was years before he had taken to drink and now, at the dawn of his thirtieth year, he was dying. . . . She wondered if a death-bed repentance could wash that crime from Myron Goodspeed's soul. When Minister Woodbury arose at the head of the bountiful table to bless the food to their uses, he extended his prayer to contain a petition for the "soul of the weak and wayward young man who has this day been removed from our midst," and to beseech that, in spite of all, it might be brought into safe harbor "through thy sweet and plenteous mercy, O Lord. . . ."
George Jennings had passed. . . .
Grandma's eyes were wet for the little boy
in the patched trousers.
"Who's there?" she asked. "We want you should come right away. We can't git no doctor. . . . Myron Goodspeed's killed dyin'." "Who done it?" said Grandma, her voice retaining its placidity even in that moment. "Walter Shepherd's bull. . . . It was a Holstein-Friesian," the voice added, as if the breed of the creature were of importance in the event. "I'll be right down," said Grandma. She dressed quickly and was driven the short half-mile to Walter Shepherd's stock farm. The light of half a dozen lanterns swayed and danced against the huge bulk of the barns; but Grandma Cutcheon was accustomed to the habits of lanterns. She alighted from the buggy and made her way through the dewy grass to the open barnyard gate. Half a dozen men stood about a body lying upon the ground but not approaching it closely. Even Deputy Sheriff Tabin, representing the inquisitorial powers of the law, was reluctant to draw near. Grandma Cutcheon approached; bent over the body of Myron Goodspeed. "He's gone," she said presently. "Then he mustn't be tetched till the coroner views him," said a voice. "Where's Walter Shepherd?" asked Grandma. "Gone to the city this mornin'." "Who shut up the bull?" she demanded. Nobody knew. Bagby Jones and Tom Woods had found the body. They had been taking a short cut across Walter Shepherd's place. It had not appealed to them as strange that the body of a man, slain by a bull, should lie alone in a barnyard and that the creature which caused his death should be invisible. "Somebody must 'a' shet him up 'fore we come," they said. Grandma was on her knees beside the body. It lay upon its back, hands and arms concealed beneath it. It was a strange position. "Shed the light over here," she directed. She pointed to the feet, queerly close together for those of a man who died as Myron Goodspeed died. "The bull only helped," said Grandma. "It wa'n't God that struck down Myron, usin' a bull as His instrument." The feet were tied together! "Turn him!" Grandma directed.
She was obeyed. The wrists as well as
the ankles, were bound by a small rope,
an ordinary clothes-line. Grandma shook
her head. "I thought God was tired of
Myron Goodspeed's ways," she said, "but
he wa'n't. . . . It was only man that was
wore out in his patience." She paused.
"Myron Goodspeed has done his worst
crime. He has provoked a fellow creature
to do murder."
Martha Spooner was in Grandma Cutcheon's kitchen before Grandma had finished scraping the breakfast pancake griddle. She came to Grandma to receive from an eye witness, preparing herself for a long day of news-mongering. "Who could 'a' done it?" she asked when Grandma ended a brief recital. "How many hated Myron Goodspeed with cause?" "I've named over eleven that I know of that's been wronged grievous." "In their souls or in their pockets?" asked Grandma. "Some in one, some in 'tother." "You kin lay aside the pocketbooks," said Grandma. "This wa'n't no pocketbook killin'. It was hatched in a soul that Myron crippled past all mendin'." "There are seven sich," said Martha. "Seven known," said Grandma. "How many unknown? Only the Great Record Book knows." "They're a-talkin' of Ralph Harvey." "Fiddlesticks," said Grandma. "After Myron Goodspeed thrashed him, Ralph raved around, tellin' how he was calc'latin' on killin' Myron and nailin' his hide to a barn door. Them was his very words." "Ralph might do a killin' in the heat of anger, like any other man. If he'd had a weapon in his hand at the minnit, he might 'a' struck down Myron. . . . But this was planned and schemed and done deliberate. Twa'n't no boy with a fresh lickin'. No, Marthy, this murder was the upshot of a grudge that had set a-straddlin' somebody's soul, a-stranglin' it, and poisonin' it with its fingers. Myron was killed by somebody that didn't have nothin' to live for exceptin' to kill Myron." "They say Ralph hain't no witnesses to prove where he was last night, and they say he was seen on that very road not a quarter of a mile from where the killin' was done."
"They say!" Grandma repeated acidly.
"Looks to me sometimes like they say was
a cryin' evil worse'n drink. They say this,
and they say that and somebody's
character ruined by it, or somebody killed by
it, or somebody's heart broke by it.
Whisperin's behind hands! Mutterin's
behind backs! Every time a body uses them
words they say it seems like I git that
exasperated I could smash my best
chiny. "The' can't be so much smoke without a mite of fire," said Martha.
Grandma's blue eyes glinted. "You go
right home out of here, Marthy Spooner.
I won't listen to you. You go right home,
and pray to God to fasten up your tongue
so's it can't wag at more'n one end to
once."
"Poor leetle poppet," Grandma said, and drew the girl into her kitchen. "You and me is goin' to look right into this." "It's. . . all owin' to me!" said Laura, with an ominous shrillness in her voice. "Stop that. Don't you go to havin' no high-strikes in my kitchen. You jest grab a-holt of yourself. Now, stop your snifflin', and tell me the hull thing from beginnin' to end." "Ralph and me was engaged to be married," said Laura. "Start with somethin' everybody don't know," said Grandma. "Myron Goodspeed's been pesterin' me for months kind of sly and secret. I didn't dast to let on to nobody and I was all alone." "Some men's delight is onprotected orphants." "The other night he come and frightened me, and then Ralph come and I was cryin', and he made me tell. . . and Ralph he went out ragin' and found Myron Goodspeed, and Myron 'most killed him. . . . And Ralph was ashamed, so he wouldn't come back to me, and wrote me a letter that said he wouldn't ask me to marry no man that couldn't pertect me; but he'd show me he could pertect me. . . . I hain't seen him sence. . . . He said he was goin' to kill Myron, and folks heard him. . . and Myron's dead." "Sakes alive, if the girl don't b'lieve he done it! That all you know?" "It was Ralph sold that bull to Walter Shepherd."
"So folks says the bull knowed Ralph,
and Ralph knowed the bull, and could
handle him. . . . Um. . . . That all?"
"If 'twan't for Ralph," said Grandma, "I dunno but what I'd let sleepin' dogs lie. Myron collected what was owin' him, and nobody kin say it's the Lord's intention his slayer sh'u'd be brought to justice. But it hain't justice of no kind, for the innocent to suffer. You're scairt because you think Ralph done it, ben't you?" "He done it for me. . . . It all happened because of me." "Fiddlesticks and sugar tongs! You hain't in this only like a man's in a fight he's watchin' and gits hit by a flyin' brick. Ralph didn't kill Myron Goodspeed no more'n I did." "You're jest sayin' that to comfort me." "I'm sayin' what I know is true." "How do you know it?"
"Because God give me more sense 'n he
give to geese and girls. Everythin' works
in its own way, man and critter and plant
and tree. If somebody fetches you an
apple, you know it didn't come off'n a
punkin vine. If
somebody throws a stone through your
winder, you know it wasn't the Methodist
minister. If somebody does a murder
that's cold and calc'latin' and cruel a
murder that was planned and schemed
out in a mind that's been made sick by
a hellish wrong then you know it wasn't
done by a clean-hearted, happy-go-lucky,
healthy-minded boy like Ralph."
"The' would be if courts knowed what kind of evidence to b'lieve. Heed what I'm sayin', Laura. Ralph's young, and hain't never suffered from nothin' wuss'n a stummickache. His brain's as healthy as his lungs. He hain't had no time to brood and git himself twisted. And, Laura, he hain't had no wrong done to him scarcely." "I told him " "You told him Myron Goodspeed was calc'latin' on doin' him a sin and strivin' to do him a sin. But Myron didn't git to do it. . . . If he had, then I might be figgerin' different. Gittin' a lickin' hain't no reason to make a boy like Ralph do a killin' in an awful way. So it comes to this: Ralph didn't have no cause to kill Myron; and the killin' wasn't done in the manner Ralph would 'a' done it if he'd had cause. That's enough, hain't it, to prove Ralph didn't do it?" "They'll hang him," said Laura. "Not while I keep my strength and bigness," said Grandma. "What you've said hain't evidence for any court. "Then we'll git some that is. The' must be a-plenty. But the law's got Ralph, so it won't bother to do any lookin.' I don't call to mind the law's ever workin' to diskiver facts to clear a man. That'll be for you and me." "I I hope Ralph didn't do it." "You go on about your business and keep a-thinkin' about what I've said till you know he didn't do it. . . . Why was you a-goin' to marry Ralph?" "Because I love him." "Love," said Grandma, "hain't wuth a sneeze in a hurricane if 'tain't coupled up with faith and trust." Grandma Cutcheon was present, as were most of the inhabitants of Pleasant Point, at the examination of Ralph Harvey before the local magistrate. Grandma brought her knitting and occupied a seat in the front row. The representatives of the law had gone about their business of securing a conviction. An individual was accused. It became their duty to fasten guilt upon him, not to inquire with impartiality into the question of his guilt or innocence, and fact after fact was unearthed and paraded in court with a sort of stern gusto, facts which weighted the scales of Justice so that they tilted far downward on the side of guilt. Grandma listened without interest to testimony of citizens, who had heard the accused threaten the life of Myron Goodspeed, who had seen him in the locality of the murder, who had seen him pace back and forth in front of Myron's house on the night of the crime. It did not dismay Grandma when men testified under oath to Ralph Harvey's skill as a handler of cattle, nor to his acquaintance with the creature who had been the instrument of Goodspeed's death. To her mind this was all immaterial. When Ralph himself was questioned, Grandma laid down her knitting to listen and to watch. "Did you threaten Myron Goodspeed?" was one of the questions asked him. "I did." "Was it just an idle threat?" "I meant it." "Where were you on the night of this murder?" "Looking for Myron Goodspeed." "Alone?" "Alone."
"Can you offer any evidence of your
innocence?"
Grandma nodded her head twice. To her mind this was the single piece of important testimony heard in the room that day. She stood up and pointed her knitting needles at the justice. "Nathan Hopper," she said, "ask the boy if he was ever a sailor?" "Now, Mis' Cutcheon!" "Ask him," Grandma said sharply, and the question was put. "I wa'n't never a sailor, Grandma," said Ralph. "My husband was," said Grandma, sitting down and resuming her knitting. The hearing came to an end. Ralph Harvey was held to answer in a superior court of the county to a charge of willful murder and, that very day, was transported under guard to the jail in the county seat. "Don't you worry, Laura," Grandma told Ralph's sweetheart. "I was hopin' without much reason, that somethin' would turn up at this here examination. It didn't, so nobody's disap'inted. But I hain't been idle, poppet. I've been a-laborin' to fit the act and the man to picture what kind of a tree would bear sich fruit, and then to find the tree." "Have you found it?" "Not yit. The' was too many folks had grudges agin Myron, deep and searin' grudges. I been a-workin' through the list. For one reason and another, none of them I've considered could 'a' done it. I got three men more to reason out." "But if you find a man you think done it, Grandma, how be you a-goin' to prove it?" "By that man," said Grandma. Grandma walked up the street alone and as she walked she talked to herself aloud, a habit born of her years of loneliness. "Only three," she said. "I've left 'em to the last a-purpose. I done so because I dreaded thinkin' of them and this in the same mind. . . . Old friends!" She sighed wearily. "If 'twa'n't for the boy " She stopped and turned in through a white picket fence and walked around the house to the kitchen door. "Mary," she said to the woman who answered, "I want to ask a question. Was your pa ever a sailor?" "Never, Grandma Cutcheon. Why?" "Jest old woman's curiosity," said Grandma. "That leaves two," she said to herself. "I dread askin' that question agin." However, she turned about and walked slowly to the bank, where she rapped on the door of the president's office. "Jim," she said when a voice bade her enter, "I come to ask one question. You been many things in your life. Amongst 'em all, was you ever a seafarin' man?" "Never onto a ship in my life, Sairy." "Thankee. Good-by, Jim."
Grandma walked on again, this time
toward her home. Her footsteps were slow
and heavy-reluctant, soul-weary footsteps.
"Either of them could 'a' done it,"
she said. "They both had cause that had
rankled and poisoned 'em. . . . I'd ruther
it was one of them than him. . . . And on
that very night! I s'pose that's why he
done it then."
At ten o'clock she went into the house and made ready for bed. Then, arrayed in flowing nightgown and securely tied nightcap, she knelt beside her bed and prayed to a Deity who was not the accepted God of Pleasant Point; to a God of love and of mercy; to a God whose heart softened in forgiveness, and by whose divine grace the repentant sinner might win back his soul from the blackness of Eternal Night. . . . She prayed, not for herself, not for Ralph Harvey, not for the murdered man who lay in his grave, but for that other who doubtless cried out for Death to relieve him of his weight of guilt. In the morning Grandma went about her usual duties. Not until they were completed did she turn to other matters. She could not have done so. Grandma was one of that ancient type who could function only in a severely orderly house.
Now she did an absurd thing. Out of
rubbish from the attic she fashioned two
cylinders, each some four feet in length by
four inches in diameter, and covered them
with strong paper. These she laid on her
dining table and resumed her seat and
her knitting on the piazza. . . . Her eyes
were fixed upon the road and upon the
passers-by upon the road.
"Jason!"
Old Man Jennings stopped, turned, faced
her, but did not speak "Jason," she said placidly, "I want you should come in a minnit. I got need for a man's hands." He hesitated, opened the gate, and walked up the path. "It's been long sence you came through that gate, Jason," she said gently. "It's been long sence I went anywheres," said the old man. "It's been long I've walked under a weight of grief." "I know. . . . I know. But, Jason, old friends is for consolation and counsel." "There was neither consolation nor counsel for me, Sairy." "There was both," she said gently; "but you didn't know how to git at them. Come in, Jason." She led the way into the dining-room and pointed to the pair of cylinders. "I got to tie them together at the end," she said. "Tight, so's they won't come apart. It was beyond me to manage. . . . Here's a piece of clothes-line." Mechanically the old man received the rope and adjusted it about the cylinders, his fingers clumsy, reluctant, hesitating. He fashioned a knot. "No, Jason, not that kind of a knot," said Grandma. "I want you should tie the kind of a knot you'd use if you was fastenin' together the ankles of a man." Jason stood erect and stared into Grandma's face. His own face altered. It was no longer torpid, dead. It burned. His eyes glittered. He became a creature dreadful to look upon. . . . Grandma smiled. "Like you'd use to tie the ankles of a man," she repeated. The huge old man clutched a chair, swung it above his head. Grandma continued to smile. "Jason," she said, "how old be you?" He lowered the chair and dropped his eyes. "Seventy-six," he said. "Then God has been good to you in the matter of fullness of years," she said. "He's given you six more'n the allotted span. Hain't it 'most enough, Jason?" "More. . . More'n enough." he said. "Them ropes, Jason, how come you to leave them ropes fastenin' his ankles and wrists? But for that, folks might never 'a' suspicioned man was concerned in the killin'." He looked at her strangely. "Ropes," he said, "ropes. I wa'n't concerned with 'em, Sairy. They done their part. . . . When I seen Myron a-layin' dead I couldn't bring myself to go nigh him. Somethin' seemed to stand betwixt me and him, holdin' me away." "It was Him," said Grandma, pointing upward; "arrangin' for Justice to be done." She paused a moment, and then said solemnly: "Jason Jennings, you meddled in God's affairs. Be you goin' to stand by and see a boy suffer for your meddlin'?" His face was the face of a man who looks into the open door of perdition. "You done the deed, Jason. Another man's payin' the penalty." "I done what I was called on to do," he said harshly, "and in the way I was I called on to do it."
"Couldn't you have waited for the
Justice of God, Jason?"
"He hadn't forgot, Jason." "I was His instrument." "He don't use sich instruments, nor sich ways, old friend. And His punishments hain't all of the flesh." "Myron Goodspeed had to suffer in the flesh. I was the one appointed. . . . I wasn't sure till the last. Then I saw my boy die. With these eyes I saw him die my leetle George in torment and in horror. . . . I was alone with him, prayin' that a minnit's peace might come at the last, but it didn't come. . . . So I covered his face with the sheet, Sairy, and I knew what I must do. . . . It wasn't fittin' that Myron Goodspeed should die by the hand of a man. That would 'a' affronted God, Sairy. . . . So I was inspired to find a better way. "I calc'late I understand, old friend. But the's laws of God and laws of Man. Nobody but the guilty kin suffer by the workin' out of God's laws, but the laws of man hain't so perfect. . . . You're ready to meet the first, Jason. Why hain't you ready to meet the lesser?" Jason Jennings shook his huge, magnificent head not in negation, but as if it were hard for him to comprehend. "Jason, you've lived out your life, and six more years that's been loaned to you. Your hopes hain't of many more years, and how you come to pass 'em hain't of great importance. But down there in a cell is a boy as good a boy as your leetle George that I loved as well as you. He's at the beginnin' of life, and you're a-threatenin' to take his life away from him. The years that's to come is wuth everything to Ralph Harvey, and they hain't wuth a pinched candle wick to you." "What would you have me do, Sairy?" "I'm thinkin'. . . . You're goin' to meet your God face to face, Jason, and soon. It may be He used you for His instrument, or it may be that He's seen you was weighted with more'n He could expect you to bear. He's witnessed your sufferin's, Jason, and it hain't for me to say He won't welcome you home. . . . But not if you smash the life and the soul of the innocent. God wouldn't forgive that, for it's done without excuse and from cowardice. . . . Look into your heart, Jason, and see if I must tell you what you got to do." The old man brushed a knotty, powerful hand across his brow. He leaned upon the table, a wrecked, a tortured, but a dignified figure. His face worked. Presently he opened his eyes and peered into Grandma's face, and saw there neither loathing nor condemnation, but love and sorrow. Jason Jennings sighed, the sigh of a stricken Titan. "Peace," he said. "I covet peace, Sairy." "Then git it for yourself, old friend." "Peace. . . ." he said. "Peace . . . and rest." He turned without other word or sign and strode to the door, but there he turned, and his face was no longer the face of a man who deals with Damnation. It was calm. The eyes were peaceful, almost happy. It had acquired a rare gentleness. "God bless you and keep you, Sairy," he said. "I'm a-goin' to face the laws of Man before I kneel askin' pity of the laws of God." (THE END) |