MAX CRAMER'S SECRET
A Strange Story.
BY EBEN E REXFORD
(1848-1916)
A hand was laid upon my shoulder as I
stood upon the platform of the little country
depot, waiting for the train. I turned
and found myself face to face with Mark
Graham. Something in his countenance
startled me.
"Why, Mark, old fellow, how are you?"
I said, shaking hands with him. "I didn't
expect to see you here. What's happened
to you since I saw you last? You look as
if you had seen a ghost"
"Do I?" he said, with a ghastly kind of a
smile, and I fancied his voice had changed
as much as his looks. He was usually one
of the jolliest fellows to be found
anywhere.
"Yes, you do," I answered. "What's the
trouble? The train isn't due for half an
hour yet. Let's go somewhere and sit
down, and you can tell me all about it; that
is if there's anything to tell."
We went across the track to where some
stunted pines grew, and found a seat under
them quite free from all intrusion.
"So you think I look as if I had seen a
ghost, eh?" said Mark. "Well, I haven't
but I feel about the same as if I had. You
know I was at Melrose when that terrible
affair happened, I suppose."
"What terrible affair?" I asked. "I have
just come from the North Woods, and
haven't had a letter or seen a paper for a
month."
"Then you didn't know that Alice Leith
was dead?"
I turned a shocked and startled face upon
my friend.
"That doesn't seem possible, Mark. I
left her two months ago the picture of
perfect health. When did she die?"
"About two weeks ago. She died very
suddenly. For the last two weeks, ever
since the night after her death, in fact,
we have been hunting for her body."
"My God, Mark, what do you mean?" I
cried, startled by his words and look.
"Was was she drowned?"
"No, she died at home, but" and here
my friend's voice was low, as if he hardly
liked to speak the strange truth aloud
"her body was stolen the night after her
death, and we have been searching for it
ever since, and have found not a single
trace of it."
I think my face must have told Mark how
horrified I was, for he gave a nervous little
laugh and said:
"It's your turn to look as if you had seen
a ghost. But I suppose you'd like to hear
the particulars of this most mysterious
affair, and I will give them briefly. Miss
Leith was taken suddenly ill, and died on
the second day. Several of us were visiting
at Melrose, and her illness was so brief
that none of us had gone away when it
ended in death. Being there at the time it
happened, we of course were expected to
stay until after the funeral. On the night
after she died there were four of us 'watching
with the dead,' as they say in the country.
Her body was in the library, and we
occupied a small parlor opening off it. Once
in half an hour we went in to wet the cloth
that covered her face, and see that everything
was as it should be. It was a very
wild and stormy night and the rain fell in
torrents. The wind blew so that nothing
could be heard save the dash of the rain
against the house, and the hours as we sat
there next to the room in which lay the
always awful mystery of death, seemed as
long as days ought to. As the clock was
striking midnight, we went in for the last
time to wet the face-cloths. When we crossed
the threshold of the room at half past
twelve, it was empty. From that time to
this no trace has been found of the body
of Alice Leith."
I could not speak, my friend's story horrified
me so I half believed he was trying to
impose on my credulity.
"We roused the household and began a
fruitless search. In the soft earth, under
one of the library windows, we found what
seemed to be a track, but the rain had
almost washed it out, and it gave us no clue.
If there had been other tracks on the paths,
or in the highway, either of man, horse, or
vehicle, the heavy rain had entirely obliterated
them. The window was open, and we
could be sure of but one thing, and that
was that the body had been taken, through
it. Where, or by whom, we knew then,
and know now, no more than you
do. We searched the grounds. We
roused the neighbors and all the
remainder of that terrible night we
wandered hither and thither, seeking a clue but
finding none. No one had heard anything
like the sound of passing wheels. In the
storm they could have come and gone, and
made no sound above that of the wind and
rain. When morning came we began the
search again. Her father summoned aid
from the city, and the matter was put in
the hands of expert men who are skillful
in unraveling mysteries. But, as I have
said, not a single clue has been found. It
is the most mysterious and horrible affair
I ever had anything to do with. What
motive one could have in stealing the body,
who could have stolen it, and where it was
taken to these are the questions that
have perplexed us, and they seem unanswerable
by any information we can hope
to obtain. The excitement has been
intense. I have been wandering about,
hoping to find some thread that would lead to
a solution of the mystery, and trying to
shake off by a change of scene the nightmare
horror of the affair. But it clings to
me and haunts me. I don't wonder that
you thought I looked as if I had seen a
ghost. I seem to live in a world full of
them."
"It is one of the most awfully mysterious
occurrences I have ever heard of," I said,
as I thought over what he had told me. "It
hardly seems possible that such a thing
could happen here and among people who
occupy the position the Leiths do."
The whistle of the coming train sounded
sharply down the track, and we rose and
went back to the depot.
"Where are you going now?" I asked.
"I don't know," he answered. "I would
go back to work if I could shake off the
incubus that is on me, but I can't do that. I
hope to get over this haunted feeling by and
by. You can't understand how it has
affected every one of us who were there at
the time. We seem to be searching for
something in another world than the one
we used to live in. Good-bye, old fellow,
take care of yourself," and Mark Graham
wrung my hand, and so we parted.
II.
In the first flush of spring I was near
Melrose, where the mysterious affair of
which my friend Graham had told me
occurred. I had long been a friend of the
Leiths, and I concluded to call on them.
Living under a shadow which had never
been lifted, and through which no light
had ever penetrated, they would be glad to
see me, I felt sure.
And they were. I was grieved, but not
very much surprised, to see the change a
year had wrought in them. They looked
old and broken in health when they should
have been in the prime of life's early fall.
"You have never heard anything that
threw light on the mystery?" I asked, as
Mr. Leith and I sat on the veranda.
"Not a word," he answered "The
mystery is the same to-day as it was at first."
Just then I heard a slow, languid step
in the hall, and presently a man with the
most unearthly face I ever saw came out
and joined us. It was more like a shadowy
outline of flesh and blood than like flesh
and blood itself. Have you never held
your hand before a candle in a dark place,
and seen how transparent it seemed? It
was so with this man's face. The soul, the
spirit, or whatever it is that is the center
and source of intelligence, seemed to shine
through it.
"My nephew, Max Cramer," Mr. Leith
said, and wheeled an easy chair forward for
him. "Max, as you see, is in feeble health,
and I have urged him to come out and
breathe the spring air."
Max Cramer sat down and leaned his
head wearily back against the crimson
cloth of the chair. His face against such
a background looked fragile as frost-work.
The blue veins showed startlingly on his
thin hands and almost fleshless temples.
He might be of the earth, earthy, but I
could not make it seem that he was flesh
and blood, like myself.
And such a sorrowful face as it was! It
haunted me when I looked away, and some
kind of strong fascination in it would draw
my eyes back to it. Was that shadow in
the far-seeing eyes one of regret, remorse,
or repentance? It was one, or all, and he
made me think of some fallen angel who
pines for his lost estates, and is fading out
of life because the consciousness of the sin
by which he fell cannot be shaken off, and
he is haunted night and day by the specter
of dead hopes and dreams. It was a face
that had once been fair to look upon. It
had been a strangely powerful face in days
gone by. A mind that had been intense in
action had looked out through those dreary
eyes which now seemed to see nothing but
shadows unseen to others. I saw at a
glance that before me was the wreck of a
strong intellect.
He sat there for perhaps an hour, never
once looking at or speaking to me. Indeed,
he did not seem to be conscious of my
presence.
By and by he rose and walked unsteadily
toward the door. Mr. Leith sprang up to
assist him, but he waved him back.
"Do not come with me," he said, and
though Mr. Leith insisted on being allowed
to help him up the stairs, he resolutely
refused all assistance.
"Poor Max," the old man said, coming
back and sitting down by me. "His life is
in the same shadow that has fallen so
darkly about myself and family. He was
to have married Alice. He was away from
home when she died. He came back on
the day after her body was stolen. He has
never been the same person since that he
was before. He was always different from
other people. He was educated at Heidelberg,
and I think German metaphysics
took too strong a hold of him for his own
good. He came back to us a dreamer. Alice
loved him, and studied with him, and took
a deep interest in his strange fancies, but I
never cared to trouble myself about them.
He has a laboratory in the tower you see at
the corner of the house, and no one ever sets
foot in it save himself. Under it is his
study and there he remains from morning
till night, busy over his wild theories. I
go there but seldom. The atmosphere
seems too heavily charged with uncanny
elements to be agreeable to me. What
wonderful experiments he has tried in that
workshop of his none of us know. If Alice
had lived she might have won him from his
unhealthy books and work, and made him
more like the Max he used to be. But he
is nearly done with it all now. Poor Max!"
I was very much interested in this strange
person. So much so that I hung about the
house all next day, fearing that he might
come down when I was away and I should
fail to see him.
About sunset he came down the stairs,
slowly, weakly, often stopping to rest. I went
to him and asked if I might not be allowed
to help him.
"If you please," he said. "I would like
to walk about the garden a little, if you will
let me lean upon your arm."
His weight upon me was like that of a
child. Our walk about the paths was so
slow that it tired me.
"I think this is for the last time," he said
by and by, pausing beneath the windows
of his tower and looking up to them as
they gleamed like crimson fire in the light
of the setting sun. "For the last time!
Some would be glad of that because they
had no fear of what was to come after, but
I am I glad? Am I afraid? Can what is
to come be worse than what I suffer here?
Somewhere in that book they call the Bible
it says something about dying daily. I die
daily." He repeated the words slowly,
seeming all the time to be talking to
himself, as if unmindful of my presence.
"Have I not suffered the pangs of death?
Have I not prayed to die and been refused
my plea? But the end men call death is
near and after death, what?"
Suddenly he seemed to recollect my
presence.
"I have something here I want you to
read if if anything happens to me," he
said drawing a roll of manuscript from his
pocket. "You are not going away for a
day or two?"
"I shall stay till the end of the week," I
answered.
"I feel that something will happen very
soon, perhaps to-night," he said. "If I die,
read this after the discovery of my death,
but not before. Promise me this."
I promised.
"If I am alive when you go away, you
can give it back to me. You will not
believe it when you read it. You will think
it the ravings of a madman, but it is true,
all true."
Presently he signified his desire to
return to the house. He allowed me to
assist him as far as the stairs. Farther than
that he would not let me go.
"When you know all, pity me, pity me,"
he said. "I have sinned, and for that sin I
have paid a fearful penalty. Oh God! and
the penalty goes on forever and forever."
Then he turned away, and went slowly
up the stairs. That was the last time I
ever looked upon the living face of Max
Cramer.
We were sitting at the breakfast table
next morning, when a servant came in saying
that the door of Max's room was open, and
he was lying on the floor. She had
spoken to him, but he had not replied.
Becoming frightened she had come to find
Mr. Leith.
We hurried to his room. Max Cramer
had been dead for hours.
He was lying at the foot of the stairs
leading to the tower. It seemed as if he
had been attempting their ascent when the
springs of life had given out and he had
fallen at the bottom of them to die.
III.
In my room an hour later I sat down to
read the manuscript he had given me.
And this is what I read:
"I am accursed. I have attempted the
work of a God, and lost my soul!
"I am dying slowly. Every day I feel
myself growing weaker. Slowly, but
surely, my life is being drained away, and
soon the end will come. And then oh
God! I dare not say my God then
"Before I die I must make confession of
my awful crime. I dare not die with it
untold.
"I loved my cousin Alice. To me, she
was the one woman of the world. She was
more to me than God or my soul. For
love of her I have lost her, and my soul!
"I went away from her leaving her in
the flush of rosy beautiful health. I came
back to find her dead. Dead! The woman
I loved had left my world and gone away
somewhere into the hereafter.
"I came back on a night of storm and
darkness. Coming near the house, I saw
lights moving in the library, and looking
through the half-closed shutters, I saw a
long grim shape lying in the center of the
room, about which some men and women
stood. When they lifted the cloth that
covered the face I saw that the woman who
was lying there dead was my Alice.
"Oh, the anguish of that awful moment!
Had I lost her? In the land to which her
feet had wandered would I ever find her
again? Oh God, not my God! if I had
left it all to Thee, I might have found
her somewhere, sometime in the after
world, but, not now, not now! For her
soul, one world, and for mine another.
"Standing there outside the window, a
thought came to me like a lightning-flash.
I remembered that once she had said to me
that if she were dead, and I willed that she
should come back to me from the other
world, she believed she would come in
answer to the call of soul to soul. Was she
really lost to me, after all? Could I not
call back soul and breath to this form of
clay?
"Instantly my mind was absorbed by that
one idea. To think was to act. I climbed
into the room through one of the windows,
took the body in my arms, and bore it by
an unused stairway leading from the rear
of the library to my room, and through
that to my tower-chamber, where I knew
it would be safe.
"I laid the body down in the solitude of
that lonesome room. Then I lighted a
lamp, and set it at her head trembling in
strange excitement, yet feeling a strength
I had never felt before. I almost felt
myself a God in that awful moment. Ah, if
I could have died then! God of heaven
and earth, why didst thou not smite me
with a shaft from thy strong bow of
vengeance?
"I knelt down beside her. I took both
her hands in mine and held them fast.
Then I called up all the energy of my will,
and bent it upon the awful task I had
undertaken. 'Alice,' I cried with the voice
of my soul, 'come back.' I willed that life
should start to action again in the form
before me. My whole power was concentrated
in that one idea. If earth had gone to wreck
about me then I should not have known it.
"'Come back, spirit called life,' I kept
saying over and over. Time went by, and
I heeded it not. I fancied that I felt a
warmth stealing into the hands I held, and
that I saw a faint color coming into the face
I watched with such terrible intensity. A
wild thrill of exultation leaped like fire
through my veins. I would work a miracle
no other man had ever wrought!
"At last, at last! There came a flutter of
the eyelids, and then they lifted, and the
eyes of Alice looked into mine. I felt the
breath coming and going over her lips, and
then I fell forward in the gray light of
dawn and lay beside her on the floor, weak
as a little child. The tension was removed
from my brain, and the reaction was almost
like death. For hours I did not stir. But
the wild triumph of a work accomplished
beat back and forward in my brain like a
tide. I had brought back life to the woman
I loved. I had conquered death!
"The sun was high in the heavens when
I rallied strength enough to rouse myself
from the lethargy that had fallen upon me.
I raised myself to a sitting posture, and
touched the hands I had held in mine so
long. They were warm and moist, but there
was no response to my clasp in them. The
eyes were wide open, but they seemed
staring into vacancy. There was color in
the cheeks, but the face seemed to lack
light, and the subtle play of mind on
matter was not to be seen in the features of the
Woman before me.
"'Alice,' I cried, 'Alice, speak to me.'
But there was not so much as a movement
of lid or lip. A statue would have been no
more unresponsive than was the form
before me.
"A wild fear began to creep over me,
but I shook it off. The ordeal had been
so terrible that I had no right to expect
much at first. By and by she would rouse
from the trance of soul and sense.
"I went down to the rooms below and
my friends supposed I had just come home.
I was always unlike other men. They had
become used to my strange ways. They
knew what Alice and I had been to each
other, and the fact of her death, and the
mysterious loss of her body explained to
them any strange conduct on my part.
"I got away from them as soon as possible
and went back to the room in which I
had hidden my secret.
"Alice lay there still in the attitude of
death. I knelt down beside her and called
her name. No answer.
"I flung back the curtains with a swift,
unutterable terror at heart. I came back
and looked at the face lifted dumbly to
mine. There was no look of intelligence
in it. The eyes stared up at me with not
a thought in them.
"Then I knew what I had done. I had
called back the breath of life, but the soul
of Alice that which was the Alice
I loved had not come back. I had
triumphed over matter, but not
mind. I had attempted the work of a God.
I had dared to rebel against the fiat of fate.
I had meddled with the mysteries of the
infinite world, and here was my punishment.
Before me lay a breathing form,
but the principle of life only was in it.
The soul had passed beyond my power.
"Can you who read this understand the
awful anguish of the moment when I
realized what I had done? No. It would
be useless for you to try to. The thought
may be terrible to you, but you will fail to
comprehend the intensity of my remorse.
I prayed to die. A thousand fiends seemed
laughing at and mocking me. 'You have
dared to interfere with the will of God,'
they cried. 'You have lost your soul, and
the woman you loved. Oh, lost, lost, lost!'
"Oh, my punishment! Day after day I
crept to the motionless form and called it
by the name it had used to bear.
No answer ever came. It lay
there, a human form, that breathed a
thing from which soul and sense had
forever gone away and nothing more.
Nothing more! Oh, God, could anything
be more terrible than the sight of it to me?
"Days went by. I felt a strange weakness
creeping over me. My vitality was
leaving me.
"Do you guess the truth? that the life
I had called back was a vampire one,
living upon my vitality draining away from
me daily my strength and my life? Such
was the case. I have grown weaker and
weaker slowly but surely, and some day the
last drop of the vital element will be
drained from me, and then the thing
up stairs
will turn to dust, at last, and I God,
God, God! have mercy upon me, and blot
me utterly out of existence let it be as if
I had never been!
"I have written this for someone to read
when the end comes. The end, say I? The
beginning, rather, of an eternity of remorse
for my sin. I sought to baffle God. I
dared to raise my voice against the decree
of Omnipotence, and terrible has the
punishment been. Pity me! I was mad. I
knew not what I did. But I know now I
have lost Alice. I have lost my soul. Oh
pity me! But I ask no one to pray for me.
Prayers would avail nothing, for my
punishment is just."
The manuscript dropped from my trembling
hands as I finished reading it. A
strange terror took possession of me. I
caught sight of my face in the glass as I
went to the door. It was white as the face
of the dead man up stairs.
I went to Alice's father and put the
strange narrative in his hands. Somehow
I could not feel that it was not true, and
yet, could such things be?
When he had read it he rose up from his
chair, but his limbs shook so that he could
hardly stand. His face was pale as I felt
my own to be.
"It reads like a madman's fancies, but
it impresses me with an awful sense of
having been written by a man whose
conscience forced him to tell the truth," he
said. "Of course, though, he was insane
and imagined these things," he added.
"This story cannot be true. Experience,
reason, everything is an argument against
it. But" with a sudden start "he
says he stole her body on the
night of his return. We do
not know what became of it. There may
be some truth in this, at least. Shall we go
up to his room in the tower, and see what
evidence that has to give?"
I bowed I could not speak. The spell
of an indescribable terror was upon me.
We went up stairs, and through Max
Cramer's room. I dared not look at the
white shape that I knew was lying on the
bed in the corner. We seemed to be in the
chamber of an awful mystery, a mystery
of the invisible world more than
of this. It was not the
idea of death that terrified us, but the
strange and improbable story we had read
had been powerful enough in its influence
to make us feel, in a measure, as its writer
must have felt. It had taken possession
of our senses with its weird unreality.
We paused in silent dread at the door of
the tower-room. We felt as if we stood
before the door of the other world. What
lay beyond its threshold?
A gust of wind came shrieking up the
stairway as some door below was opened,
and the door before us swung open as if by
invisible hands. With frightened eyes we
looked in. The room was in shadow, and
at first we could but dimly discern anything
in it. Gradually a shape in the center of
the room seemed to emerge from the gloom
as our eyes became accustomed to the dim
light a long, awfully suggestive shape
lying on a low couch, and covered over with
a white sheet. Beneath that drapery was
distinctly outlined a human form.
We never once looked at each other.
The shape before us held our eyes captive.
It drew them to it in awful fear and fascination.
Suddenly my companion stepped
forward, and, with shaking hands, lifted the
cloth. Instead of the skeleton face we had
expected to see we saw a face from which
the blood seemed to have but recently
receded in the ebb-tide of life. The body of
Alice Leith was before us, seemingly but a
few hours dead!
(THE END)