IT
was a clear night and soft, with a great golden moon high above
the lightship at the sand head, and never a cat's-paw of wind to
fleck the green sea-field of the Channel. It was a clear night, with the
heavens unclouded, and the wheat-land all glowing with the wealth
of light, and the village hushed in sleep, so that no sound but the
church-bell chime told of men resting there, of a day's work done,
and a day's work to come when the night hours had rung out. I was
alone on the cliffs above the dreamy hamlet, and afield or at sea I had
no company not a sail that was flapping, not a breath from a
steamer's funnel, not a dog
to bark, or a late traveller
to wish me "God-speed."
How long I sat on the
cliff, knowing not danger
in the dark, I may not tell.
Many a pipe I knocked out
against the cube of white
stone which the convicts
had cut, many a match I
struck and hurled flaming
to the depths below. It
was something to do to
watch the falling and
quickly dying light as
though the light of a life
had been hurled from the
cliff's edge and had gone
to the doom below. It
was pleasant to be all
alone there with that field
of sea, and that silent row
of fishers' cottages, and
those other thoughts which
came every time I looked
westward to the grim
outline of the convicts' prison,
where slept a hundred
living men upon whom
death had already laid a hand. Of what were their dreams, if sleeping,
or their other dreams, if waking? Of reproach, perchance,
of home, of children, even perhaps of "jobs" to be done when
they were released. The convict is not all sentiment, though the
romancer makes him so; he is often a black scoundrel without one
better impulse, but in such a mood he is not generally made much of
by book folk.
When I had sat upon the cliff for the passing hour, a sudden
impulse led me to think of my boat, down on the sand cove there.
What a night for an hour's row! And a row in freedom, without
one single thought of the boatman fiend, who, being unable to row
properly himself, desires to row other people. Besides, there was no
wind, no sea, no current worth thinking about. It was a great
thought, and as it came to me I started to my feet and descended the
steep-cut path to the beach. Of course, to row was the right thing
on such a night; and when I came back the supper would find the
better palate.
It was a great work to get the old tub down to the water, for she
seemed unusually heavy on that night of mine; but the prize was
great, and I persevered, the perspiration rolling off me, and the sand
flying before my attempts to get foothold. When I got her into the
water at last, I had barked my knees, and my silk vest was torn.
But what odds? There were other silk vests, and knees are not of
much account when you are afloat, and there is a glorious moon
streaming full upon you, and you put your hands in the water to feel
the sea warm as the breath of summer itself. I laughed at the mishap,
and put the old sculls into the rowlocks, singing an old boating song
and getting my shoulders on to it. But how heavy she was, that old
friend I had loved so well; no ramshackle dinghy or smack-gig was
ever worse on hand. And I reproached her, saying that it was mean
of her to play me false and hang back like a pig on a high road. But,
she went no faster, so that I lay upon my sculls and looked at her,
and her aspect puzzled me ; she was all down in the stern like a
canoe-toy, and the tarpaulin sheet aft was bunched up as though
there was a bundle in it. I left my seat to pull the black sheet
straight when I noticed that it moved, and as I drew back a head
rose above it. The head was followed by a body, and then by the
whole man. One glance told the story. I had a convict for a
passenger, and he had come uninvited.
We two, so curious and so different, sat looking at each other, as
two cats that sit upon a wall and are afraid. Not that fear was my
prevailing impulse, for I had not then considered the matter. I
looked rather at the man before me a wizened old man in convict
garb and wondered how he had got into my boat. He in his turn
scanned me, as though to ask, Friend or foe? But he was prepared
for either answer, since he slowly drew his left hand from the black
sheet which was wound about it, and showed me that he held a long
knife in it. I looked at the knife and then at him, and I asked
"Well, what are you doing in this boat?"
"I'm going to France," he said, "and you're goin' to put me across."
I laughed aloud at the suggestion.
"To put you across to France?" I said. "Do you know how far
it is?"
"Matter of twenty mile," he answered. "And look ye here, boy,
if you so much as lift that pipe o' yourn above a whisper, I'll put this
in you and throw you down there."
He said it coolly, as a man who means what he says, and I could
not find a ready answer
for him, so I rowed on
steadily, and saw that he
had fixed the tiller and
had got the ropes. Then
he put the boat's head
straight out to sea, and
as I rowed the outline of
the cliffs became less clear.
But I said nothing,
although I knew that I had
not the strength to row
five miles at that hour,
and that his idea of getting
to France was preposterous.
By-and-by, when I had
rowed for half an hour, a
great ocean-going steamer
loomed on the horizon,
and then came nearer. I
looked at her lovingly,
while the man in the stern
looked at her too, and
then watched me.
"I'll tell you what,
younker," he said, as the
black-cut hull shaped more
clearly, "I'm going under
this sheet, but, so help me, Heaven! if you come near me, I'll stick
you through it."
He lay down as the steamer passed, and I watched her go, crying
not at all, but only wishing. They had not discovered his escape on
shore or there would have been a pursuit. And when we got to
France, if ever we did get there, what would he do with me? Would
he let me go, or would he stab me and throw me down there in the
black water? It was not a nice thought, and for the first time I
feared, and knew that my mouth was parched and my strength was
failing; but he had come out of hiding again.
"Maybe you haven't got anything to eat on you, boy, have you?"
he asked, "or a sup of something to drink."
I said that I had neither; but a second thought came to me, and
I told him to look in the locker aft, where I had put my lunch the day
before. He forced the drawer open and fell upon some slices of bread
and butter, which he ate like a ravenous wolf, and, in his hunger, I
seemed to be sorry for him.
"My appetite's all right, ain't it?" he said, when the food was
done. "You don't get much white bread in that hole up yonder;
and, if it comes to that, 'bacca ain't plentiful. I haven't found a
cigar stump for a month, and then a warder dog got it. Say, pal, you
haven't got any tobacco about you now?"
My "no" disappointed him. He curled himself up in the sheet,
and seemed to wish to sleep; but before he lay down he spoke of terms.
"Look here, my boy, you ain't going to come no games when I'm
low, you'd better not; I'd have this knife into you before you
moved; mark that!"
I'd no intention of trying to cope with him, so I watched him
fall to sleep with the moon shining on him, and the deep lines of pain
and suffering in his face. What was the man's story? what fatality
of life had sent him there drifting on the Channel with his prison
door yet open, and no life before him but the life of the cell, which
they say is death? I did not attempt to answer the question, but
rowed on gently, the swell throbbing at the beams, and the night
clear as the night of harvest.
We must have rowed at least five miles when I heard the low
booming of a gun across the water. The sleeper awoke at the sound
and sat up. Then he seemed to shiver all over, and he burst into tears.
"That's the gun from the kennel, ain't it?" he asked. "They've
missed me and are firing; let 'em fire, the dogs; let 'em come here
and I'll knife a few, and you, too, younker, if I'm caught, mark that.
I ain't going back, not me; I'll go down there first."
His face was a horrid sight as the fury came upon him, and I felt
myself trembling all over, for the end was so far off. They had
discovered his escape, no doubt; but what then? How would they
retake him? how pursue him? I got my answer as over the Channel
flashed the rays of an all-searching light, an arc of fire circling the
horizon like a great thing that takes all within its arms! And he
and I stood out in the wake as in the clear light of day. I knew that
it was the search-light of a gunboat, and that his hours of freedom
were numbered. He knew it too, and he began to rave in language
that made me reel from him in horror.
That they had seen us I never had a doubt. The gunboat shot
out a stream of red fire over the sea, and the cannon on the hill by
the prison answered. It was not a work of many minutes, for the
hull came over the horizon quickly, and loomed larger and larger
above us, while the throb of the screw ran over the waves and seemed
to sound the doom of the man who sat so near me.
"Say, younker," he said, as the steamer came nearer, "I'm going
to take your togs; skin 'em off; do you hear?"
It was a mad idea, but to disobey him would have been death. I
stripped off my clothes, and, shivering in the night air, I put on his,
which he threw me. Then, as before, I rowed on, and knew that the
steamer was upon us.
When the gunboat had come right up to us she fired a shot across
our bows, and I ceased to row. This exasperated the man beyond all
exasperation he had shown.
"Row, you young lag, row, do you hear me? Don't you see 'em
coming along, a dozen of 'em in the boat there? Do you think I'm
going to sit here and be taken? Dogs, I'll stick 'em first!"
As the boat came nearer he lost all reason. He seized me by the
throat and hissed his words into my ear, while we both stood up and
the old tub rocked. I knew then that he meant to take my life with
his, and I closed with him, gripping the arm which carried the knife,
and bearing him back upon the gunwale. But his strength was
prodigious, so that all my power barely held him close, and gradually
I knew that I was being mastered. Inch by inch he freed his
arm, inch by inch he pushed me from him, and then freeing the hand
which carried the blade, he swung it back to strike me. But at that
moment the tub went over, and with a cry of fear, I felt the waters
rushing into my ears.
I think that we must have gone down together, for I felt a terrible
pressure at my throat, and when I struck out to swim something soft
as the touch of a human body pressed upon my foot. It was this
something which held me down, and oh, the terror of it! as yet it
haunts me in the moments of my unresting sleep kept my head
beneath the surface of the Channel, so that the horrid fear of death
gripped cold at my heart, and the story of my life seemed nigh to be
written. They say that the death by water is a pleasant death, but
believe them not. None shall write the agony I suffered in those
minutes when the madman held me down, none shall tell of that
fierce, agonising struggle to reach the light which shone upon the
waters, and yet I could not stir, and the breath of God's night
air came not to my lips. The torture seemed beyond human suffering,
it could not last, I said, and then of a sudden the hand that held
me was loosened, and I knew that another hand was stretched out
to mine. In that moment I had risen to the surface, and as the
fresh air blew upon my lips I sucked it in as a beast, ravenous
and gripping the strange hand, I fainted.
Twenty hours after I woke in my own bedroom. They had
carried me there, for the story told itself, and our struggle had been
seen from the gunboat. But the body of the man with whom I
fought the death fight was never found. He had done as he
promised to do, and had preferred the cold of the Channel depths
to the prison on the hill.
(THE END)