WANTED A WIFE, WITH MONEY.
CHAPTER I.
A LOVER'S DREAMS.
"THE
world is full of wants. Where
will you find the man or woman
either who doesn't want something?
Tell me that, Freddy Bent."
A big wave struck the foundation
of the pier, lapped idly against the
steps, and sent a light shower of
reminders to the gentleman who said
this that he would do well to mount
higher. He was not in any hurry to
accept the warning; he took the cigar
from his lips and stared down at the
shining steps as though he had been a
modern Canute waiting to rend a lesson
to his followers. He was a tall gentleman,
with black hair and moustaches, features
pale but well cut, and grey eyes at
once keen and indolent.
"Come up on deck, old fellow," responded
Freddy Bent, "or one of your wants
will be dry clothes. Look out, Carisford,
there's another coming."
Sir Guy Carisford, thus apostrophised,
raised his head slowly. He saw distant
sails, tiny sheets of gleaming white in
some sudden sunbeam; ripples of foam
on the blue water for away; crags
shining coppery red in the evening
light, and the muscular figure of his
friend Freddy Bent leaning carelessly
over the chains of the pier.
"What is your want, David?" said
Sir Guy.
Freddy laughed.
"Haven't you forgotten that? I'm
not like David now, Carisford."
"No, it would take a good many
years of sheep-feeding in the wilderness
to develop all that muscle and bronze.
I asked a question, David."
"What is my want? Rather what
isn't it, Guy? Well, principally I think
it is that beautiful hazy uncertainty
and delusion, a place under government."
"Pshaw!"
Sir Guy moved up the steps and
began to walk up and down speculatively.
"From bare boards to matting, from
matting to carpet and greatness, Freddy,
or to be made a queen's messenger;
that is your want. Never fear, you'll
get it in time. Now for mine. Isn't it
written on my forehead?"
"No; but I can tell you what it
ought to be. You should marry, Guy
Carisford."
"Exactly. So I would if I could find
a wife with the requisite qualifications."
"Meaning "
"Meaning money, Freddy Bent."
"Money is a good thing," said Freddy,
slowly, "but "
"Love is better, eh, young Corydon?"
"Yes."
Sir Guy stopped in his walk and
flung his cigar into the sea.
"I wonder what it's like that stuff
that very young boys and girls profess
to feel before they get married. Tell
me five years hence, Freddy. Men and
women marry, and the world goes on,
a jaded old mill-horse but game to the
last, so for as the wheel is concerned;
but how many marriages do you think
have any love in them? No, no; it's
a mutual-benefit association, old fellow.
What you haven't got you want, and
must look for a wife who has it."
"You don't mean all that, Guy; you
know you don't."
"But I do mean it, David. It was
impressed upon me in my cradle, and
given to me in my pap if ever I took
the compound. My father mortgaged
his acres and spent the money right
royally; and I was brought up to marry
an heiress. Why shouldn't I?"
But Freddy was thinking of a time
long ago when this man nursed him
through a sharp illness as tenderly as
a woman could have done; and he did
not answer. You see he was romantic,
and thought it a horrible thing for a
man to aim deliberately at marriage for
money.
"Look there, Freddy," said Sir Guy,
"that little pink boat about marks the
spot we plunged from this morning,
What a lot of muffs the bathers are
here! but they don't come to bathe.
I saw one great fellow tottering out
with a rope in his hand. You and I
have seen some swimmers in our time,
haven't we? Come, Freddy, this is
getting stale."
The two gentlemen passed through
the toll-gate towards the end of the
esplanade. The road was thronged
with carriages, and they had to wait a
little before they could cross to get to
the hotel. While they waited, one in the
line of carriages stopped, and Freddy
Bent ran up to it.
Sir Guy leaned against the iron partition
watching his friend, and I am
afraid that the curl of his handsome
lip was a little sarcastic. Freddy
seemed so very much in earnest about
everything; and there he was talking
and laughing as if his whole heart were
in it, as a pale glove was held out to
him, and a pleasant young face under a
straw hat smiled down upon him.
"The Saltouns, I suppose," said Sir
Guy, when the carriage had passed
on.
"Yes, they do the thing in style,
you know; a house in its own grounds
not much of grounds, by the way, to
speak of. I say, you can't dine yet;
let's have a climb over the rocks."
Sir Guy shrugged his shoulders
slightly. "Thank you I've outgrown
that sort of thing. These Saltouns,
Freddy; two young ladies, a papa and
mamma, so far as I could see. But the
young ladies are not sisters, only cousins.
Which is Miss Saltoun, the heiress?
the one who spoke to you last?"
"Yes. What do you know about
them?"
"Simply that I came down here to
marry Miss Saltoun."
Freddy recoiled a step and stared at
his companion.
"That is, of course, if I could persuade
her to have me," added Sir Guy,
calmly.
"You!" stammered Fred. "You don't
even know her."
"No, but I hope to do so."
"May one ask how?"
"Certainly. Through your means,
David."
"I I'm afraid I can't promise, Sir
Guy."
The baronet put his hand on Freddy's
shoulder and smiled.
"Well, go for your walk, David. You
will be late for dinner."
Freddy turned away in his perplexity
and walked a few steps. But Sir Guy
and he had been friends for many years,
and Freddy was softhearted. The baronet
was a great man in his estimation,
as, indeed, he was in the estimation
of others. Matchmaking mammas were
affectionately disposed towards him,
notwithstanding that report said he
was an embarrassed man. Report
might lie, and if not, he was a baronet;
he contrived to live in society, and
would doubtless contrive to support a
wife. Men of mark looked after him
when he passed, with interest and
curiosity. If report told the truth, how
did he live? He was seen everywhere;
he had travelled; he must spend money.
There was only one solution of the
problem whispered occasionally by daring
lips; did he gamble? But Sir
Guy only smiled when the whisper
reached him; no, he never gambled;
he practised the strictest economy, and
took the best possible care of his affairs,
that was all. He had no taste for vice
in any form; he liked all that was good
and honourable and upright; only he
was straitened for means, and he had
been brought up to marry an heiress,
and clear his estate.
When Freddy Bent had walked those
few steps he repented, turned back, and
took his friend's arm.
"We won't quarrel, old fellow."
"No, David."
And Sir Guy's tone had a certain
musical kindliness in it which Freddy
had heard before and fancied he understood.
"You like to paint yourself in ugly
colours, Guy. I was a fool to be touchy,
but you see I shouldn't like Alice Saltoun
to fall a victim to n fortune-hunter.
I'll get you the introduction,
and I'll warn her against you."
"As what?"
"As a man with no heart," said
Freddy, laughing. "And then if you
should fall in love "
"Hush, David; that's a stupid way
of speaking, I'm not going to fall in
love with anybody: don't believe in it.
I'm going to try for a wife, that's all
with money. You don't think that I
shouldn't be good to her, do you?"
"Carisford, you are thirty; six years
older than "
"Five and twenty, believe me; that
has been my age for the last five years.
Postpone your walk, David; I take your
offer. You shall introduce me to Saltoun
père, and we'll talk about the Colonial
Restriction Bill, or how the last gridiron
fared in Committee, or some other
weighty matter on which we are both
profoundly ignorant, and consequently
profoundly wise. And now let us dress
and dine. Wasn't there a concert to
be walked through?"
CHAPTER II.
FREDDY BEST MAKES A BLUNDER.
"Sir Guy, and once again Sir Guy!"
said Mrs. Saltoun to herself. "A fortnight
ago we did not even know the
man, and now this is the third riding
party, to say nothing of walks and boating
excursions, which keep me in perpetual
terror. Where are you bound
for, young people?" she added through
the open window.
"The downs, mamma."
"The downs! Well, you know best,
of course, but there's nothing to see
there except a big goose-pond, is there?"
"No, nothing to see. I wish you
would come too. A good breezy gallop
would freshen you up for the day."
"I dare say, Charlotte. I'll take it
vicariously, my dear, if you please. Sir
Guy will return to luncheon with you,
of course?"
The baronet took off his hat, with an
expression of regret that he had letters
to write, and should be obliged to go
back to the hotel.
"She never asks me," murmured
Freddy, in an aside to Miss Saltoun.
"Because she knows it isn't necessary."
"Give me a minute or two, Alice,"
said Freddy, in a low tone. "There is
no speaking to you in these days, and I
have something to say."
"Let them go first, then, and mind
the hurdy-gurdies."
Sir Guy saw the little manœuvre and
made no effort to change his position.
He was very thoughtful and grave, and
there was no trace in his manner of the
careless nonchalance which had offended
Freddy Bent a fortnight ago. When
they got away from the streets, the
hurdy-gurdies, and German bands, and
performing monkeys, and reached the
open common, he might have fallen
back to join the two in the background,
according to custom, but Sir Guy did
not do this. Charlotte Saltoun spoke
to him, and he roused himself to answer,
but was astonished to find how the necessity
irritated him. A great level
down lay before them, and in the distance
a low line of hills, all purple and
gold in the sunlight; but it was not
their beauty that made the baronet
thoughtful. He was wondering what
Freddy Bent had got to say to Alice
Saltoun. Was it possible that Fred had
any such views as his own, after all, or
was it, as he had believed hitherto,
nothing but a boy and girl friendship?
Anyhow Sir Guy caught himself condemning
it. He was anxious and uneasy;
his usual composure and self-possession
were unattainable; and polite
as his companion found him he wished
more than once that she was a hundred
miles away.
"Here's mamma's goose-pond," said
Charlotte Saltoun, suddenly, as the
whole flock swept flapping and screaming
across the path. "And now I wish
those geese were all swans, for my
horse isn't going to stand that. Don't
trouble, Sir Guy, I shall manage very
well."
Sir Guy looked after her and acquiesced,
only following at a slower pace
than hers, and uttering a low vituperation
against the goose-pond. He did
not know that he should feel positively
friendly towards it when he came back.
"Charlotte is a perfect horsewoman,"
said Miss Saltoun, "and your friend
knows what he is about, Freddy."
"Tell me what you think of him,
Alice," said the young man, abruptly.
Miss Saltoun sent a curious glance
into his face and laughed.
"I think, Freddy, that he would look
better if he cut off his moustache."
Freddy uttered a hasty ejaculation,
and then went up close to Alice.
"You never speak in that light way
to Carisford," he said, reproachfully.
"I haven't known him quite so long
as I have known you, Freddy Bent."
"That's true. We have always been
on good terms, Alice, haven't we?"
"To be sure we have; I hope we always
shall be. What's the matter,
Fred?"
"I don't know. I don't want you to
lose your heart to Carisford, Alice."
The expression of Miss Saltoun's face
ought to have warned Freddy that he
had better be quiet, but he was looking
down, and did not see it.
"Of course your wishes would be sufficient
in any case. May I ask why you
express them?"
"Because he has no heart to give in
return."
"What an uncomfortable state of
things! I suppose you mean that he is
already appropriated?"
"No, I don't."
"Then he has been engaged, and she
is dead, or has jilted him. What a
shame!"
Freddy shook his head.
Alice, Carisford is a very good fellow, and
my friend, but "
"A very friendly part you seem
inclined to act," she retorted, turning upon
him with a little scorn. "Did you ever
hear the aspiration, 'Save me from my
friends!' Freddy Bent? If you don't
take your hand from my bridle I'm
afraid I shall be obliged to hurt it.
You and I know how we stand, of
course, but the rest of the world may not
be so wise."
It was just at this juncture that Sir
Guy reined in his horse and looked
round. He turned away quickly, and
spoke to his companion with a slight
smile.
"Perhaps we had better not go back
that way, Miss Saltoun."
"You don't know how you minister to
my self-importance, Sir Guy," returned
the young lady. "I was Miss Saltoun
once, before my cousin came to us. I
have fallen, you see. I am simply Miss
Charlotte, a person of no consequence
at all. Why are we not to go back that
way?"
"Well, I thought perhaps we might
be de trop."
Charlotte gave him a puzzled glance,
and then laughed.
"Oh dear, no; we never think of
Freddy in that way. We were children
together, you know. He is like a
brother; only brothers won't always be
made useful; besides, poor Fred has a
weakness."
"A weakness!"
"Yes, it is the best term I can think
of; the others are all commonplace.
But you, his friend, and not know that!"
added Charlotte, raising her eyebrows.
"Shall we join them now, Sir Guy?"
A strange sort of light came over Sir
Guy's face, like a reflection from the
golden gleams on those distant hills.
"Yes," he said, "let us go back. Poor
old David! So he has a weakness!"
"Stop, Sir Guy; I had no business to
let it out. I thought, of course, that
what David knew, Jonathan must know.
You will promise not to tease him or
betray me."
"I promise anything."
"Anything?" said Charlotte, quickly. "Then
you will come to the ball at the
assembly-rooms?"
"Of course I will."
"Freddy said you hated balls, and he
knew that you would not punish
yourself."
"Freddy was right," said the baronet
gravely. "I would not punish myself
willingly; and in a general way I am
not fond of balls, but "
"It is different at the seaside, is it
not? One is apt to get dull; but really
we do pretty well here."
And then they rode on; and somehow
it fell to Sir Guy's lot to be near Alice
when she dismounted in the little shrubbery of the "house in its own grounds."
Freddy Bent saw Sir Guy stoop slightly
to say something as she gathered up the
folds of her riding-dress; but her head
was turned away, and he only knew by
that strange gleam of light which passed
again over Sir Guy's face that she had
answered him at all. Freddy gave a
little groan, and washed his hands of
them all.
"You told US a fib, Freddy," said
Charlotte, looking after the baronet. "Jonathan is the most fascinating man I ever
saw, and he is coming to the ball."
"Two of them!" murmured Freddy,
lifting up his hands. "What is there
about this man that draws everybody
towards him? And if they only knew
what I know, what would they think of
him then?"
CHAPTER III.
"WAS IT QUITE PRUDENT?"
Mrs. Saltoun put the question to
herself first, and then to her husband. She
could not always go out with Charlotte
and Alice; it was impossible. They
would wear her out. And Mr. Saltoun
shrugged his shoulders, and said, "Let
them alone, they're old enough to take
care of themselves. As for Carisford,
he's one of the most sensible men I
ever met; and surely you're satisfied to
trust them with Freddy Bent."
And then Mrs. Saltoun gave up the
point, and thought a little bit about the
days when she was young, and should
have enjoyed the rambles on these
sunny days as much as any of them.
"Well, I have had my summer," she
said, with a little sigh. "It's very short
to look back upon, and I'm a sober old
woman, and know that there never was
a day in it as bright in possession as
fancy and anticipation had pictured it
beforehand. They have got all this to
find out those light-hearted young
people who think life is made of roses."
Perhaps they had; but if so it did not
seem to trouble them much. To Freddy
Bent, who had known Sir Guy so long,
the change in him was wonderful. All
his affectation of indolent carelessness
was gone, and he could perform feats of
rowing and scaling dangerous crags for
wild flowers, which his friend would
never have conceived possible. And
then poor David had blundered, and
was aware of it. If Alice had been
totally indifferent to Sir Guy before, she
would have thought of him after those
broken, mysterious hints of Freddy's.
A young girl is always sorry for a man
who has had some disappointment or
grief to bear; and she could not or would
not draw any other inference than this
from Freddy's words. She was a little
indignant at them too. It was hardly
her idea of a true friendship, that one of
these two should throw out hints
concerning the other; and Freddy's
hesitating, "Carisford is a good fellow,
but " recurred to her constantly as
pitiful and unworthy of him.
They were to meet at the assembly
rooms, she knew, for this had been the
purport of Sir Guy's speech when she
stood in the drive gathering up her
riding dress. Alice was hardly
conscious herself of the subtle element
which had begun to steal into her
thoughts about this man. If you had
asked her what she thought of him, she
could not have told. She would have
said, perhaps, that he interested her
because he was unlike other men, because
his talk was not frivolous, but had often
in it a power and beauty which made
her grave by its very fascination. She
never said those small nothings to him
which formed great part of her
conversation with other gentlemen. She
never parried his occasional appeals to
her with a smart rejoinder or a sarcasm;
and she had not examined herself sufficiently to find out why this seaside
holiday had a certain source of interest
which other holidays had wanted.
Freddy's innuendoes might have passed
unnoticed perhaps, but that Alice was
getting used to such warnings, and
understood too well what they generally
meant. She had been obliged already
to answer some half-dozen aspirants
for her hand, i.e. her fortune; but then
these things were so patent that they
gave her no pain. This was another
affair altogether.
As she leaned out of the window of
her own room, thinking about it, watching
the chalky glitter of the white houses
in the sun, Sir Guy's face came before
her. There was truth and nobleness in
it, she thought. How was it possible
to suffer any mean, ungenerous suspicions
to take possession of her mind?
Besides and at this "besides" a slight
smile stole to her lips, and a colour,
which was not the reflection of any
sunbeam, came into her face. It was
of no use to say "besides," for Sir Guy's
manner had been such as no woman
could mistake. She should see him
again at the ball. It is to be feared
that this was principally the substance
into which poor Freddy's well-meant
hints resolved themselves.
"Lady Downham is jealous of you,
Alice," said Charlotte Saltoun, as she
stood arranging her dress before the
glass. "She told Colonel Brand that
you rouged, and asked him to introduce
Sir Guy. By the way, I can't conceive
why you persisted in putting on that
white thing again. Lady Downham will
recognise it. You, who might have a
dress for every day in the year if you
liked."
"I wear this dress because white suits
me," responded Alice; "and what is the
use of getting a new one when this is
just as good as new?"
Charlotte made a little grimace of
dissent.
"Upon my word I think the fates
have made a mistake this time; you
don't know how to spend your money in
the least."
"No, Charlotte, I don't think I do.
I'm not at all sure that it's a happy
thing to be an heiress."
"Some ladies wouldn't object to try,"
said Charlotte drily. "Why isn't it
happy?"
"I said I wasn't sure about it. People
seem to think it ought to make one
suspicious, a thing that I hate. I wish
you wouldn't talk so much about it."
"Who has made you suspicious now,
Alice; Sir Guy?"
Charlotte was occupied with her
dress, and did not see the sudden colour
that rose over her cousin's face at the
name.
"What is Sir Guy to me?" said Alice,
shortly; "or to you either, Charlotte, that
you are always bringing him forward?
He is "
"Ready, children?" broke in Mrs.
Saltoun, rousing herself. "We are very late."
"Coming, mamma, in one moment.
Well, Alice, finish if you please. What
is Sir Guy?"
But Alice had lost her vivid colour,
and answered with cool indifference,
"I don't know; a disappointed man,
perhaps. It is nothing to us."
"Well, I wouldn't be sure of that.
The hypothesis explains a look of
'patient sadness,' which I have seen on his
face, certainly, but Yes, mamma, we
are quite ready."
CHAPTER IV.
A LITTLE TABLEAU VIVANT.
The tide was rising; it crept on over
the sand, and rustled amongst the pebbles
on the beach; higher still, and it
lapped against the rocks under a smart
green balcony, into which the windows
of the ball-room opened. Then the moon
got up and turned her light upon two
people who had come out of the hot
crowded ball-room into the balcony.
These were Sir Guy Carisford and Miss
Saltoun. Alice wore a white cloak,
fastened at the throat with a clasp that
glittered and flashed in the moonlight. The
flowers in her hair were white, and her
bouquet was white. Within the ball-room
the musicians were playing a "spirit
valse," and Sir Guy smiled as he reared his
tall form against the wall and looked
down upon her. He would have said that
there was no romance in his temperament
only a fortnight ago, and now he
began to wonder what kept him silent,
as though by force, in the presence of
this young girl, whom he had openly
avowed his determination to marry. A
pang passed through Sir Guy's heart at
the thought, he did not know why. He
did not like to remember that speech of
his to Freddy. Alone here in the great
silent night, under the stars, with the
restless sea rustling and sweeping
quietly over the pebbles and the rocks
beneath; something not in the scene
or the hour, though these helped, had
roused Sir Guy to a strange consciousness
of wrong and hardness in his past
life, and of something infinitely better
and greater than he had ever dreamed
of, which might come into his future to
glorify it. Do him justice. He forgot
at this moment all his plans, all the
counsels which had been impressed upon
him from his boyhood. He looked
down upon that shadowy figure all in
white, with the moonbeams falling
about her like a pale halo, and did not
remember that she was an heiress.
Sir Guy changed his position, leaning
forward, with one knee on the
balcony and one arm over it, pointing to a
distant light.
"Many a good ship has gone down
there," he said quietly. "Many a cry
of strong despair risen up from mother
and father, husband and wife. Did
you ever see a wreck? I suppose not.
A sight to haunt one for life. This
great strong turbulent sea has much to
answer for, and yet how quiet and
smiling it is now! Do you know what
a long sea voyage is like. Miss Saltoun?"
"No; at least not from experience.
But I should like to know. I have
never lost sight of land."
Sir Guy turned towards her quickly.
Was he going to tell her then that it
would be the crowning triumph of his life
to bear her away over those waters and
witness her pleasure in the wonderful
sights, which were old indeed to him, but
which would be fresh and glorious again
with her at his side? Some such thoughts
passed through his mind, but they went
no further. As Alice spoke, a sudden
glare of light from the ball-room fell
on them, and Freddy Bent, stepping
out with his partner, saw the little
picture too late to retreat.
"Never lost sight of land!" repeated
Freddy, conscious of a little awkwardness,
and trying to cover it. "Don't
tell him so, if you like peace. He has
seen everything that is to be seen, from
clouds of flying fish to the saddest sight
one can look at a dead companion
digging his own grave with a single
stroke on the water. He has been
everywhere, I do believe, and done
everything. Why looks he so? With
his crossbow he shot an albatross,
measuring who knows what?"
"I wish he had brought it home," said
Charlotte Saltoun. "I have a great
curiosity to see one."
"Or if you want inland scenery,"
pursued Freddy, "he can take you up the
dangerous but mighty Hooghley; he
will stretch out before you vast masses
of cocoa-nut trees, dates, bananas, and
show you buffaloes grazing under them.
Natives will come under his hand from
Indian villages, and gesticulate, and
clatter their silver rings for you; or he
will take you to Barrackpore and show
you the scene of the mess-room tragedy,
and thence into the jungle, where you
will hear the most unearthly sounds
that mortal ear can listen to. Will that
do?"
"Freddy Bent is going to give a
lecture at the Mechanics' Hall," said
Charlotte, "and he is rehearsing. Alice, do
you remember what I told you about
Lady Downham? Well, I have just
heard her talking about you. Did any
one ever hear such a voice as that
woman has, I wonder. And then her
odious yellow face, and her red hair
with a parrot tulip stuck in it! But
everyone knows what her husband
married her for."
A little indescribable sensation of
fear checked the smile on Miss Saltoun's
lips as her cousin finished this speech.
"What was it, Charlotte?"
"Her money, to be sure. Do you
suppose a man like that would have
married such a vulgar old creature for
anything else? And he never goes out
anywhere with her. But the money
doesn't do him much good, people say,
for she leads him an awful life at home."
"So he ought to have an awful life,"
said Alice in a low tone. "It's a sin one
could never forget; it rouses one's
utmost detestation and disgust."
"What does, Alice?"
"Marrying from base motives. I hope
people who do that are always punished."
Charlotte laughed.
"Suppose you were hard up, as
gentlemen call it, pinched and in debt "
"I would beg first, Charlotte, or starve."
"Starvation is a nice pleasant thing,
easy to talk about."
"Starvation before dishonour," said
Alice, abruptly.
Freddy Bent had the grace to turn
his head away. No one looked at Sir
Guy: no one saw how the light and
kindly warmth and greatness for there
was greatness in him faded out of his
face, and left it white and cold; a rigid
face, staring out into the far distance.
If he had forgotten for a few brief
moments, he could forget no longer. He
who, a few minutes ago, had looked
out into the starlight with his heart full
of tender thought, stood convicted of
this sin which could never be forgotten.
He had put before himself money as the
first, indeed the only desirable object in
marriage. The wife he would be obliged
to take, of course, as a troublesome
appendage, with her money, and he should
have to bear with her as best he could.
No voice could have been harsher with
him just now than his own, no contempt
more supreme that that which he poured
upon himself. If they would only go
away, all of them, and leave him! If
someone would at least break this
terrible silence which had fallen upon
them all!
"You have put a spell upon us, Alice,"
said Charlotte Saltoun at last, with a
shiver. "You do get so terribly in
earnest. But I don't think we are any
of us doing right," she added; "and I
am quite sure that you are not. Besides,
it is time to go home; mamma is
looking very jaded, and I think I am
a bit tired too. Will you come in,
Freddy?"
They went away, and Alice got up
to follow. Then Sir Guy started from
the half-kneeling position which he
had been too proud to change when
Freddy came out and discovered the
tableau.
"Must you go?"
His voice sounded very strange to
Alice; to himself it was like a funeral
bell. He was bidding her good bye in
his own heart, and the knowledge only
drew him infinitely nearer to her.
To think that he might have won her
for his own, and yet that he dared not
try!
"Yes," said Alice. "It is getting late.
Good-night, Sir Guy."
But he only stood looking down
upon her, white and irresolute, as
though he hardly dared to touch the
hand she held out to him.
"Good-night," repeated Alice.
"Good bye," responded the baronet.
"I hope that you may be as happy as
you deserve to be always."
When she was gone Sir Guy stooped
down as if searching for something.
The light from the ball-room still fell
upon him, but he did not notice it.
He had seen, a little time ago, a single
white blossom fall from her bouquet
upon the balcony, and now he picked
this up and put it to his lips. He could
not know that Alice saw the movement,
but she did; and then the light was
shut out, and he was alone. I don't
think Sir Guy saw anything of the stars,
or the moonlight, or the vast sheet of
water sleeping under them, as he stood
there, staring seawards. Alice was
before him, everywhere. He saw the
white flowers and the glittering clasp
of her cloak; he saw the light falling
upon her softly, and knew how beautiful
she was, and how he loved her.
This he had never known fully until
to-night. And then he saw her face turn
to him, and change into the face of an
accusing angel.
The ball-room emptied of its guests,
but still Sir Guy stood motionless where
Alice had left him. He thought that if
she had been there still, he, in his
desperation, would have told her all, and
thrown himself upon her mercy; but it
is probable that he miscalculated his
courage. His thoughts came and went
with a strange desultory indistinctness;
thoughts of those days when he
wandered to and fro on the earth and
saw its wonders; before this great
passion and remorse had come near to
wither his energies. Could he go back
to his old life? And if he did, would it
be possible to forget, and be as he was
before? Many faces which he had
known rose up before him out of foreign
lands, as he listened to the retreating
tide; many recollections of wild adventure
and daring indifference to peril;
but they never hid for a moment the
desperate shame and self-disgust which
had come upon him to-night. He was
a fallen man. He thought of his friend,
and humbled himself. David, whose
simplicity he had smiled at, was a wiser
and better man than himself, after all.
He remembered every word of the
conversation which had so nearly terminated
in a quarrel between them. As if he
were not already sufficiently tortured,
he repeated it again mentally; and
when he came to this, "Simply that I
came down here to marry Miss Saltoun,"
Sir Guy covered his face, into which
the shame had risen burning red. He
would never see her again.
The tide sank away from the rocks
and back over the sand into the
distance. Sir Guy leaned over the balcony,
held his pilfered flower for a moment
suspended, and let it drop on the rock
below. Then he passed into the empty
ball-room, through the few lounging
figures that still surrounded the doors,
and went home.
CHAPTER V.
SIR GUY TAKES DOWN THE
ADVERTISEMENT.
"Sir Guy Carisford!"
Sir Guy sat at a writing-table with a
pen in his hand, and he was revising a
somewhat lengthy-looking epistle. He
took the note from the salver which the
waiter presented to him, and put it
aside.
"Wait a moment," said Sir Guy. He
finished his revision, folded, sealed, and
addressed his letter.
"Let that be taken at once," said Sir
Guy, looking at the man. "Let a
messenger go with it now. You
understand?"
"Certainly, Sir Guy."
Then the baronet opened the envelope
which he had put on one side. How
was he to be sure that he could keep
his resolution if he did not place it
beyond breaking?
"I know what that is," said Freddy
Bent from the opposite side of the
room. "I've had one. You will go, of
course?"
Sir Guy did not look up, but he bit
his lips, and if Freddy had been near
enough, he would have seen that the
hand which returned the missive to its
envelope shook a little.
"I am afraid not," replied Sir Guy. "I
leave here for town by the mail this
evening."
"Town!" ejaculated Freddy. "Leave
here! You can't be serious."
"Very serious indeed, Freddy."
Freddy hesitated a moment, and then
went up to Sir Guy's table.
"Old fellow, something has happened.
Can I do anything, or go anywhere for
you?"
"No, David."
Sir Guy's tone was gentler than
usual, and Freddy lingered. Sir Guy,
confident and self-assured, was one
person; Sir Guy in some unknown difficulty
another.
"If I could, you know; why you have
a right to my services, Guy."
Then the baronet put down his
pen and looked straight into Freddy's
face.
"David, I have been a fool. I am
punished."
Freddy's first thought was that Alice
had refused him, and with a curious
inconsistency he felt both sorry for Guy
and angry with her. But Sir Guy read
this, and shook his head with a faint
smile.
"No, David, it isn't that. I cannot
have the baseness to ask her or see her
again. I've learnt my lesson a bit
later in life than you, that's all."
"You would actually marry Alice
Saltoun because you love her?" asked
Freddy.
Sir Guy nodded.
"If I married her at all, which I
never shall do. Hush, David, it's too
late! By this time, if my orders were
obeyed, she is reading my letter the
hardest work I ever accomplished; only
a bare statement of facts."
"Carisford "
"Don't," interrupted Sir Guy. "Old
fellow, you remember the advertisement
that I told you was written on my
forehead? Well, it's taken down. My
estates will never be cleared in that
way. Now go away, David; I've more
letters to write."
Sir Guy wrote his letters, and went
out. He went first to the rocks under
the balcony of the assembly-rooms, and
stood there, thinking. As the tide had
crept up last night, so it came on now,
and swept across the rocks with a quiet
remonstrance as he turned away. From
there he passed on upwards and sat on
a ledge overhanging a little bay in
which they had wandered together
searching for seaweed. There was
no weed to be seen now; deep water
covered it all, even as deep water hid
the pleasant days it spoke of. I think if
a judge had been appointed to mete out
Sir Guy's punishment, nothing harder
could have been found than this letter
which he had just written. The story
looked so hateful in his own eyes as he
wrote it; the hero of it so mean and
base. He had not spared himself a
single detail, and he never asked for any
hope or any answer. In that, perhaps,
he was wrong, since it would be impossible
for Alice to answer a letter in
which no question was asked. But as
Sir Guy had gone to an extreme in his
previous notions concerning marriage, so
he went straight to the opposite extreme
now. There was one more place which
he meant to visit in his spirit of
self-torment. This was a sort of natural
terrace up amongst the hills; where they
had held a sort of pic-nic, and had
been supremely happy under the usual
pic-nic discomforts. He could not go
round by the ordinary path to this place,
but made one for himself, springing
from crag to crag like a wild huntsman.
Well, the sun shone on the hills just
as brightly as ever, only the music of
voices and light laughter was not heard
on the terrace. He sat down and called
the scene back again. He looked away
along the purple moorland and the line
of blue hills in the distance. A haze of
sunlight over all; over the quivering
leaves of the low trees; the grass, burnt
brown in patches, and the wealth of
wild flowers scattered about amongst
the crags.
He remembered that Alice had
wished for one of those bits of heath
growing high up in a fissure above his
reach, and that he had climbed the rock
to get it for her. He remembered
Freddy's indolent raillery, and how
little he had minded it; and then he
thought of Alice with a great pang, and
wondered what she thought of him. "If
she cared for me ever so little then, she
doesn't now. And yet I swear that if
she were penniless, I would choose her
before the whole world."
Sir Guy was destined to be tried a
little harder still. At this moment he
sat alone on the terrace, kicking the
loose stones about moodily, and wondering
at the indefatigable tourists on the
rocks above him, in the blazing sun; at
the next, Charlotte Saltoun and her
cousin turned the corner of the rock, and
stood suddenly before him.
Sir Guy's face grew white, as it had
done last night on the balcony. When
Charlotte Saltoun accosted him lightly,
and told him that she had heard from
Freddy of his shameful conduct, an
insane suspicion flashed across him that
Freddy had made everything public,
and he did not dare to speak.
"But are you really going. Sir Guy?
We made sure of you for Thursday."
"You are very good," responded the
baronet. "I'm afraid it will be impossible
for me to stay."
"Well, perhaps you will come back
again," said Charlotte, moving on. "At
any rate, we shall see you before you
go."
Alice never said a word, never looked
at him; so he knew that she had read
his letter. This was just the one drop
too much in Sir Guy's cup. He could
have borne to go away without an
answer to his letter, indeed he had told
himself that he did not even hope for
one; but now that Alice was there
before his eyes, he could not go without
speaking to her. Sir Guy had rarely in
all his life acted from any sudden
impulse, but he did so now. He started
forward and stood beside her, looking
down.
"May I say one word to you. Miss
Saltoun? I have no right to ask it,
but "
And then he paused. Charlotte just
looked at them, turned away, and went
on down the hill. She knew nothing
about Sir Guy's reasons for going away
in such hot haste; she did not even
know that he had written to her cousin;
but she did know that no one wanted
her up there on the terrace.
"I told mamma how it would be last
night," said Charlotte; "and now there's
an end to all fun. When two people
get engaged, there's never any good to
be done with them."
And then she turned the corner of
the rock, and was out of sight of the
terrace.
"I cannot part with you in this way,"
said Sir Guy. "I meant to go away
without seeing you again. I never
would have sought you out; but now
that you are here, I cannot let you pass
away for ever, and stand by silent. Say
at least that you forgive me."
"If there is anything for me to
forgive, Sir Guy yes."
"And believe, if you can, that my
love for you is sincere, and that I am
punished as I deserved to be. If if
you were poor instead of rich it would
be the dearest hope of my heart to win
you for my wife. Is this too hard for
you to believe?"
"Sir Guy," said Alice, "if you had
asked me to be your wife, without
telling me all this; if afterwards I had
heard it, even from your own lips, you
would have darkened my whole life; as
it is "
Sir Guy turned round with a sudden
hope lighting up his face.
"As it is?" he repeated.
As it was, Sir Guy did not get
punished as the sternest moralist would
have had him punished, for he won his
wife. Perhaps the very frankness of his
confession, and the chivalry with which
he gave up all right to be heard, were
powerful agents in his favour anyhow,
he won his wife. What they found to
talk about up on the hill for the next
hour or two, and what the indefatigable
tourists thought of them, must remain
amongst the unsolved mysteries of
life. When the baronet got back to his
hotel, the tide was a good way out, and
Freddy Bent began to warn him that he
would miss the train. Sir Guy looked
at him in the utmost astonishment, and
then he put his hand on Freddy's shoulder
with a smile.
"I had forgotten all about it. Never
mind the train. Old David," said Sir
Guy gravely, "I am not going to town.
You and I are going to the Saltouns
this evening, and every evening until
further notice. There are people in the
world more merciful than you, and I am
going to marry Alice Saltoun."
(THE END)