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from All the Year Round,
Ser 02, vol 02, no 47 (1869-oct-23) pp501~04
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By J Sheridan Le Fanu (1814-1873)
GREEN TEA.
A CASE REPORTED BY MARTIN HESSELIUS, THE
GERMAN PHYSICIAN.
IN TEN CHAPTERS.
PREFACE.
THOUGH
carefully educated in medicine
and surgery, I have never practised either.
The study of each continues, nevertheless,
to interest me profoundly. Neither idleness
nor caprice caused my secession from
the honourable profession which I had just
entered. The cause was a very trifling
scratch inflicted by a dissecting-knife. This
trifle cost me the loss of two fingers,
amputated promptly, and the more painful loss
of my health, for I have never been quite
well since, and have seldom been twelve
months together in the same place.
In my wanderings I became acquainted
with Dr. Martin Hesselius, a wanderer like
like me a physician, and like me an
enthusiast in his profession. Unlike me
in this, that his wanderings were voluntary,
and he a man, if not of fortune, as we estimate
fortune in England, at least in what
our forefathers used to term "easy
circumstances."
In Dr. Martin Hesselius I found my
master. His knowledge was immense, his
grasp of a case was an intuition. He was
the very man to inspire a young enthusiast,
like me, with awe and delight. My
admiration has stood the test of time and
survived the separation of death. I am sure
it was well-founded.
For nearly twenty years I acted as his
medical secretary. His immense collection
of papers he has left in my care, to be
arranged, indexed, and bound. His treatment
of some of these cases is curious. He
writes in two distinct characters. He
describes what he saw and heard as an
intelligent layman might, and when in this
style of narrative he has seen the patient
either through his own hall-door, to the
light of day, or through the gates of darkness
to the caverns of the dead, he returns
upon the narrative, and in the terms of his
art, and with all the force and originality of
genius, proceeds to the work of analysis,
diagnosis, and illustration.
Here and there a case strikes me as of a
kind to amuse or horrify a lay reader
with an interest quite different from the
peculiar one which it may possess for an
expert. With slight modifications, chiefly
of language, and of course a change of
names, I copy the following. The
narrator is Dr. Martin Hesselius. I find it
among the voluminous notes of cases which
he made during a tour in England about
fifty-four years ago.
It is related in a series of letters to his
friend Professor Van Loo of Leyden. The
professor was not a physician, but a
chemist, and a man who read history and
metaphysics and medicine, and had, in his
day, written a play.
The narrative is therefore, if somewhat
less valuable as a medical record, necessarily
written in a manner more likely to
interest an unlearned reader.
These letters, from a memorandum attached, appear to have been returned on
the death of the professor, in 1819, to Dr.
Hesselius. They are written, some in
English, some in French, but the greater
part in German. I am a faithful, though
I am conscious, by no means a graceful,
translator, and although, here and there, I
omit some passages, and shorten others, and
disguise names, I have interpolated nothing.
CHAPTER I. DR. HESSELIUS RELATES HOW
HE MET THE REV. MR. JENNINGS.
THE
Rev. Mr. Jennings is tall and thin.
He is middle-aged, and dresses with a
natty, old-fashioned, high-church precision.
He is naturally a little stately, but not at
all stiff. His features, without being handsome,
are well formed, and their expression
extremely kind, but also shy.
I met him one evening at Lady Mary
Heyduke's. The modesty and benevolence
of his countenance are extremely
prepossessing.
We were but a small party, and he
joined agreeably enough in the conversation.
He seems to enjoy listening very
much more than contributing to the talk;
but what he says is always to the purpose
and well said. He is a great favourite of
Lady Mary's, who, it seems, consults him
upon many things, and thinks him the
most happy and blessed person on earth.
Little knows she about him.
The Rev. Mr. Jennings is a bachelor,
and has, they say, sixty thousand pounds
in the funds. He is a charitable man.
He is most anxious to be actively employed
in his sacred profession, and yet, though
always tolerably well elsewhere, when he
goes down to his vicarage in Warwickshire,
to engage in the active duties of his sacred
calling, his health soon fails him, and in a
very strange way. So says Lady Mary.
There is no doubt that Mr. Jennings's
health does break down in, generally, a
sudden and mysterious way, sometimes in
the very act of officiating in his old and
pretty church at Kenlis. It may be his
heart, it may be his brain. But so it
has happened three or four times, or
oftener, that after proceeding a certain
way in the service, he has on a sudden
stopped short, and after a silence,
apparently quite unable to resume, he has
fallen into solitary, inaudible prayer, his
hands and eyes uplifted, and then pale as
death, and in the agitation of a strange
shame and horror, descended trembling,
got into the vestry-room, and left his
congregation, without explanation, to themselves. This occurred when his curate was
absent. When he goes down to Kenlis,
now, he always takes care to provide a
clergyman to share his duty, and to supply
his place on the instant, should he become
thus suddenly incapacitated.
When Mr. Jennings breaks down quite,
and beats a retreat from the vicarage, and
returns to London, where, in a dark street
off Piccadilly, he inhabits a very narrow
house, Lady Mary says that he is always
perfectly well. I have my own opinion
about that. There are degrees of course.
We shall see.
Mr. Jennings is a perfectly gentleman-like
man. People, however, remark something
odd. There is an impression a little
ambiguous. One thing which certainly
contributes to it, people, I think, don't remember
perhaps, distinctly remark. But I did,
almost immediately. Mr. Jennings has a
way of looking sidelong upon the carpet,
as if his eye followed the movements of
something there. This, of course, is not
always. It occurs only now and then. But
often enough to give a certain oddity as I
have said to his manner, and in this glance
travelling along the floor, there is
something both shy and anxious.
A medical philosopher, as you are good
enough to call me, elaborating theories by
the aid of cases sought out by himself, and
by him watched and scrutinised with more
time at command, and consequently
infinitely more minuteness than the ordinary
practitioner can afford, falls insensibly into
habits of observation which accompany
him everywhere, and are exercised, as some
people would say, impertinently, upon
every subject that presents itself with the
least likelihood of rewarding inquiry.
There was a promise of this kind in this
slight, timid, kindly, but reserved gentleman,
whom I met for the first time at this
agreeable little evening gathering. I
observed, of course, more than I here set
down; but I reserve all that borders on
the technical for a strictly scientific paper.
I may remark, that when I here speak
of medical science, I do so as I hope some
day to see it more generally understood,
in a much more comprehensive sense than
its generally material treatment would
warrant. I believe that the entire natural
world is but the ultimate expression of that
spiritual world from which, and in which
alone, it has its life. I believe that the
essential man is a spirit, that the spirit is
an organised substance, but as different in
point of material from what we ordinarily
understand by matter, as light or electricity
is; that the material body is, in the most
literal sense, a vesture, and death
consequently no interruption of the living man's
existence, but simply his extrication from
the natural body a process which
commences at the moment of what we term
death, and the completion of which, at
furthest, a few days later, is the resurrection
"in power."
The person who weighs the consequences
of these positions will probably see their
practical bearing upon medical science.
This is, however, by no means the proper
place for displaying the proofs and
discussing the consequences of this too generally
unrecognised state of facts.
In pursuance of my habit, I was covertly
observing Mr. Jennings, with all my
caution I think he perceived it and I saw
plainly that he was as cautiously observing
me. Lady Mary happening to address me by
my name, as Dr. Hesselius, I saw that he
glanced at me more sharply, and then
became thoughtful for a few minutes.
After this, as I conversed with a gentleman
at the other end of the room, I saw
him look at me more steadily, and with
an interest which I thought I understood.
I then saw him take an opportunity of
chatting with Lady Mary, and was, as one
always is, perfectly aware of being the
subject of a distant inquiry and answer.
This tall clergyman approached me
by-and-by: and in a little time we had got
into conversation. When two people, who
like reading, and know books and places,
having travelled, wish to converse, it is very
strange if they can't find topics. It was not
accident that brought him near me, and led
him into conversation. He knew German,
and had read my Essays on Metaphysical
Medicine, which suggest more than they
actually say.
This courteous man, gentle, shy, plainly
a man of thought and reading, who moving
and talking among us, was not altogether
of us, and whom I already suspected of
leading a life whose transactions and alarms
were carefully concealed, with an impenetrable
reserve from, not only the world,
but his best beloved friends was cautiously
weighing in his own mind the idea of taking
a certain step with regard to me.
I penetrated his thoughts without his
being aware of it, and was careful to say
nothing which could betray to his sensitive
vigilance my suspicions respecting his
position, or my surmises about his plans
respecting myself.
We chatted upon indifferent subjects for
a time; but at last he said:
"I was very much interested by some
papers of yours, Dr. Hesselius, upon what
you term Metaphysical Medicine I read
them in German, ten or twelve years ago
have they been translated?"
"No, I'm sure they have not I should
have heard. They would have asked my
leave, I think."
"I asked the publishers here, a few
months ago, to get the book for me in the
original German; but they tell me it is out
of print."
"So it is, and has been for some years;
but it flatters me as an author to find that
you have not forgotten my little book,
although," I added, laughing, "ten or
twelve years is a considerable time to have
managed without it; but I suppose you
have been turning the subject over again
in your mind, or something has happened
lately to revive your interest in it."
At this remark, accompanied by a glance
inquiry, a sudden embarrassment
disturbed Mr. Jennings, analogous to that
which makes a young lady blush and look
foolish. He dropped his eyes, and folded
his hands together uneasily, and looked
oddly, and you would have said, guilty for
a moment.
I helped him out of his awkwardness in
the best way, by appearing not to observe
it, and going straight on, I said: "Those
revivals of interest in a subject happen to
me often; one book suggests another, and
often sends me back a wild-goose chase over
an interval of twenty years. But if you still
care to possess a copy, I shall be only too
happy to provide you; I have still got two
or three by me and if you allow me to
present one I shall be very much honoured."
"You are very good indeed," he said,
quite at his ease again, in a moment: "I
almost despaired I don't know how to
thank you."
"Pray don't say a word; the thing is
really so little worth that I am only ashamed
of having offered it, and if you thank me any
more I shall throw it into the fire in a fit of
modesty."
Mr. Jennings laughed. He inquired
where I was staying in London, and
after a little more conversation on a variety
subjects, he took his departure.
CHAPTER II. THE DOCTOR QUESTIONS LADY
MARY, AND SHE ANSWERS.
"I LIKE
your vicar so much, Lady Mary,"
said I, so soon as he was gone. "He has
read, travelled, and thought, and having
also suffered, he ought to be an
accomplished companion."
"So he is, and, better still, he is a really
good man," said she. "His advice is
invaluable about my schools, and all my
little undertakings at Dawlbridge, and he's
so painstaking, he takes so much trouble
you have no idea wherever he thinks he
can be of use: he's so good-natured and so
sensible."
"It is pleasant to hear so good an
account of his neighbourly virtues. I can only
testify to his being an agreeable and gentle
companion, and in addition to what you
have told me, I think I can tell you two or
three things about him," said I.
"Really!"
"Yes, to begin with, he's unmarried."
"Yes, that's right, go on."
"He has been writing, that is he was,
but for two or three years, perhaps, he has
not gone on with his work, and the book
was upon some rather abstract subject
perhaps theology."
"Well, he was writing a book, as you
say; I'm not quite sure what it was about,
but only that it was nothing that I cared for,
very likely you are right, and he certainly
did stop yes."
"And although he only drank a little
coffee here to-night, he likes tea, at least,
did like it, extravagantly."
"Yes; that's quite true."
"He drank green tea, a good deal, didn't
he?" I pursued.
"Well, that's very odd! Green tea was a
subject on which we used almost to quarrel."
"But he has quite given that up," I
continued.
"So he has."
"And, now, one more fact. His mother,
or his father, did you know them?"
"Yes, both; his father is only ten years
dead, and their place is near Dawlbridge.
We knew them very well," she answered.
"Well, either his mother or his father
I should rather think his father saw a
ghost," said I.
"Well, you really are a conjurer, Doctor
Hesselius."
"Conjurer or no, haven't I said right?"
"You certainly have, and it was his
father: he was a silent, whimsical man,
and he used to bore my father about his
dreams, and at last he told him a story
about a ghost he had seen and talked with,
and a very odd story it was. I remember it
particularly because I was so afraid of
him. This story was long before he died
when I was quite a child and his ways
were so silent and moping, and he used to
drop in, sometimes, in the dusk, when I
was alone in the drawing-room, and I used
to fancy there were ghosts about him."
I smiled and nodded.
"And now having established my
character as a conjurer I think I must say
good-night," said I.
"But how did you find it out?"
"By the planets of course, as the gipsies
do," I answered, and so, gaily, we said
good-night.
Next morning I sent the little book he
had been inquiring after, and a note to
Mr. Jennings, and on returning late that
evening, I found that he had called and
left his card. He asked whether I was at
home, and asked at what hour he would be
most likely to find me.
Does he intend opening his case, and
consulting me "professionally," as they say? I
hope so. I have already conceived a theory
about him. It is supported by Lady Mary's
answers to my parting questions. I should
like much to ascertain from his own lips.
But what can I do consistently with good
breeding to invite a confession? Nothing. I
rather think he meditates one. At all events,
my dear Van L., I shan't make myself difficult
of access; I mean to return his visit
to-morrow. It will be only civil in return for
his politeness, to ask to see him. Perhaps
something may come of it. Whether much,
little, or nothing, my dear Van L., you
shall hear.
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from All the Year Round,
Ser 02, vol 02, no 48 (1869-oct-30) pp525~28
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GREEN TEA.
A CASE REPORTED BY MARTIN HESSELIUS, THE
GERMAN PHYSICIAN.
IN TEN CHAPTERS.
CHAPTER III. DR. HESSELIUS PICKS UP
SOMETHING IN LATIN BOOKS.
WELL,
I have called at Blank-street.
On inquiring at the door, the servant told
me that Mr. Jennings was engaged very
particularly with a gentleman, a clergyman
from Kenlis, his parish in the country:
Intending to reserve my privilege and
to call again, I merely intimated that I
should try another time, and had turned
to go, when the servant begged my pardon,
and asked me, looking at me a little more
attentively than well-bred persons of his
order usually do, whether I was Dr.
Hesselius, and, on learning that I was, he said,
"Perhaps then, sir, you would allow me
to mention it to Mr. Jennings, for I am
sure he wishes to see you."
The servant returned in a moment, with
a message from Mr. Jennings, asking me to
go into his study, which was in effect his
back drawing-room, promising to be with
me in a very few minutes.
This was really a study almost a
library. The room was lofty, with two
tall slender windows, and rich dark
curtains. It was much larger than I had
expected, and stored with books on every
side, from the floor to the ceiling. The
upper carpet for to my tread it felt that
there were two or three was a Turkey
carpet. My steps fell noiselessly. The
book-cases standing out, placed the
windows, particularly narrow ones, in deep
recesses. The effect of the room was,
although extremely comfortable, and even
luxurious, decidedly gloomy, and aided by
the silence, almost oppressive. Perhaps,
however, I ought to have allowed
something for association. My mind had
connected peculiar ideas with Mr. Jennings.
I stepped into this perfectly silent room, of
a very silent house, with a peculiar
foreboding; and its darkness, and solemn clothing
of books, for except where two
narrow looking-glasses were set in the wall,
they were everywhere, helped this sombre
feeling.
While awaiting Mr. Jennings's arrival, I
amused myself by looking into some of the
books with which his shelves were laden.
Not among these, but immediately under
them, with their backs upward, on the
floor, I lighted upon a complete set of
Swedenborg's Arcana Cælestia, in the
original Latin, a very fine folio set, bound
in the natty livery which theology affects,
pure vellum, namely, gold letters, and
carmine edges. There were paper markers in
several of these volumes. I raised and
placed them, one after the other, upon the
table, and opening where these papers were
placed, I read in the solemn Latin phraseology,
a series of sentences indicated by a
pencilled line at the margin. Of these I
copy here a few, translating them into
English.
"When man's interior sight is opened,
which is that of his spirit, then there
appear the things of another life, which
cannot possibly be made visible to the
bodily sight." . . . .
"By the internal sight it has been
granted me to see the things that are in
the other life, more clearly than I see
those that are in the world. From these
considerations, it is evident that external
vision exists from interior vision, and
this from a vision still more interior, and
so on." . . . .
"There are with every man at least
two evil spirits." . . . .
"With wicked genii there is also a
fluent speech, but harsh and grating.
There is also among them, a speech which
is not fluent, wherein the dissent of the
thoughts is perceived as something secretly
creeping along within it." . . . .
"The evil spirits associated with man
are, indeed, from the hells, but when with
man they are not then in hell, but are taken
out thence. The place where they then
are is in the midst between heaven and
hell, and is called the world of spirits
when the evil spirits who are with man,
are in that world, they are not in any
infernal torment, but in every thought and
affection of the man, and so, in all that the
man himself enjoys. But when they are
remitted into their hell, they return to their
former state." . . . .
"If evil spirits could perceive that they
were associated with man, and yet that
they were spirits separate from him, and
if they could flow in into the things of his
body, they would attempt by a thousand
means to destroy him; for they hate man
with a deadly hatred." . . . .
"Knowing, therefore, that I was a man
in the body, they were continually striving
to destroy me, not as to the body only, but
especially as to the soul; for to destroy
any man or spirit is the very delight of
the life of all who are in hell; but I have
been continually protected by the Lord.
Hence it appears how dangerous it is for
man to be in a living consort with spirits,
unless he be in the good of faith." . . . .
"Nothing is more carefully guarded from
the knowledge of associate spirits than their
being thus conjoint with a man, for if they
knew it they would speak to him, with the
intention to destroy him." . . . .
"The delight of hell is to do evil to man,
and to hasten his eternal ruin."
A long note, written with a very sharp
and fine pencil, in Mr. Jennings's neat hand,
at the foot of the page, caught my eye.
Expecting his criticism upon the text, I
read a word or two, and stopped, for
it was something quite different, and
began with these words, Deus misereatur mei "May God compassionate me."
Thus warned of its private nature, I
averted my eyes, and shut the book,
replacing all the volumes as I had found
them, except one which interested me, and
in which, as men studious and solitary in
their habits will do, I grew so absorbed as
to take no cognisance of the outer world,
I was reading some pages which refer to
"representatives" and "correspondents,"
in the technical language of Swedenborg,
and had arrived at a passage, the substance
of which is, that evil spirits, when seen
by other eyes than those of their infernal
associates, present themselves, by
"correspondence," in the shape of the beast
(fera) which represents their particular
lust and life in aspect direful and
atrocious. This is a long passage, and
particularises a number of those bestial forms.
CHAPTER IV. FOUR EYES WERE READING THE
PASSAGE.
I WAS
running the head of my pencil-case
along the line as I read it, and
something caused me to raise my eyes.
Directly before me was one of the
mirrors I have mentioned, in which I saw
reflected the tall shape of my friend Mr.
Jennings leaning over my shoulder, and
reading the page at which I was busy,
and with a face so dark and wild that I
should hardly have known him.
I turned and rose. He stood erect also,
and with an effort laughed a little, saying:
"I came in and asked you how you did
but without succeeding in awaking you
from your book; so I could not restrain
my curiosity, and very impertinently, I'm
afraid, peeped over your shoulder. This is
not your first time of looking into those
pages. You have looked into Swedenborg,
no doubt, long ago?"
"Oh dear, yes! I owe Swedenborg a
great deal; you will discover traces of
him in the little book on Metaphysical
Medicine, which you were so good as to
remember."
Although my friend affected a gaiety of
manner, there was a slight flush in his
face, and I could perceive that he was
inwardly much perturbed.
I'm scarcely yet qualified, I know so
little of Swedenborg. I've only had them
a fortnight," he answered, "and I think
they are rather likely to make a solitary
man nervous that is, judging from the
very little I have read I don't say that
they have made me so," he laughed; "and
I'm so very much obliged for the book. I
hope you got my note?"
I made all proper acknowledgments and
modest disclaimers.
"I never read a book that I go with
so entirely as that of yours," he continued.
"I saw at once there is more in it than is
quite unfolded. Do you know Dr. Harley?"
he asked, rather abruptly.
In passing, the editor remarks that the
physician here named was one of the most
eminent who ever practised in England.
I did, having had letters to him, and
had experienced from him great courtesy
and considerable assistance during my visit
to England.
"I think that man one of the very
greatest fools I ever met in my life,"
said Mr. Jennings.
This was the first time I had ever heard
him say a sharp thing of anybody, and
such a term applied to so high a name a
little startled me.
"Really! and in what way?" I asked.
"In his profession," he answered.
I smiled.
"I mean this," he said: "he seems to
me, one half, blind I mean one half of all
he looks at is dark preternaturally bright
and vivid all the rest; and the worst of it
is, it seems wilful. I can't get him I
mean he won't I've had some experience
of him as a physician, but I look on
him as, in that sense, no better than a
paralytic mind, an intellect half dead.
I'll tell you I know I shall some time
all about it," he said, with a little agitation.
"You stay some months longer in
England. If I should be out of town
during your stay for a little time, would
you allow me to trouble you with a
letter?"
"I should be only too happy," I assured
him.
"Very good of you. I am so utterly
dissatisfied with Harley."
"A little leaning to the materialistic
school," I said.
"A mere materialist," he corrected me;
"you can't think how that sort of thing
worries one who knows better. You won't
tell any one many of my friends you know
that I am hippish; now, for instance,
no one knows not even Lady Mary that
I have seen Dr. Harley, or any other doctor.
So pray don't mention it; and, if I should
have any threatening of an attack, you'll
kindly let me write, or, should I be in
town, have a little talk with you."
I was full of conjecture, and unconsciously I found I had fixed my eyes
gravely on him, for he lowered his for a
moment, and he said:
"I see you think I might as well tell
you now, or else you are forming a
conjecture; but you may as well give it up.
If you were guessing all the rest of your
life, you will never hit on it."
He shook his head smiling, and over
that wintry sunshine a black cloud
suddenly came down, and he drew his breath
in, through his teeth, as men do in pain.
"Sorry, of course, to learn that you
apprehend occasion to consult any of us;
but, command me when and how you like,
and I need not assure you that your
confidence is sacred."
He then talked of quite other things,
and in a comparatively cheerful way; and,
after a little time, I took my leave.
CHAPTER V. DOCTOR HESSELIUS IS SUMMONED
TO RICHMOND.
WE
parted cheerfully, but he was not
cheerful, nor was I. There are certain
expressions of that powerful organ of spirit
the human face which, although I have
seen them often, and possess a doctor's
nerve, yet disturb me profoundly. One
look of Mr. Jennings haunted me. It had
seized my imagination with so dismal a
power that I changed my plans for the
evening, and went to the opera, feeling
that I wanted a change of ideas.
I heard nothing of or from him for two
or three days, when a note in his hand
reached me. It was cheerful, and full of
hope. He said that he had been for some
little time so much better quite well, in
fact that he was going to make a little
experiment, and run down for a month or
so to his parish, to try whether a little
work might not quite set him up. There
was in it a fervent religious expression of
gratitude for his restoration, as he now
almost hoped he might call it.
A day or two later I saw Lady Mary,
who repeated what his note had announced,
and told me that he was actually in
Warwickshire, having resumed his clerical
duties at Kenlis; and she added, "I begin
to think that he is really perfectly well,
and that there never was anything the
matter, more than nerves and fancy; we
are all nervous, but I fancy there is
nothing like a little hard work for that kind
of weakness, and he has made up his mind
to try it. I should not be surprised if he
did not come back for a year."
Notwithstanding all this confidence, only
two days later I had this note, dated from
his house off Piccadilly:
"Dear sir. I have returned
disappointed. If I should feel at all able to
see you, I shall write to ask you kindly to
call. At present I am too low, and, in
fact, simply unable to say all I wish to say.
Pray don't mention my name to my friends.
I can see no one. By-and-by, please God,
you shall hear from me. I mean to take a
run into Shropshire, where some of my
people are. God bless you! May we, on
my return, meet more happily than I can
now write."
About a week after this I saw Lady
Mary at her own house, the last person,
she said, left in town, and just on the wing
for Brighton, for the London season was
quite over. She told me that she had heard
from Mr. Jennings's niece, Martha, in
Shropshire. There was nothing to be
gathered from her letter, more than that
he was low and nervous. In those words,
of which healthy people think so lightly,
what a world of suffering is sometimes
hidden!
Nearly five weeks passed without any
further news of Mr. Jennings. At the end
of that time I received a note from him.
He wrote:
"I have been in the country, and have
had change of air, change of scene, change
of faces, change of everything and in everything
but myself. I have made up my
mind, so far as the most irresolute creature
on earth can do it, to tell my case fully to
you. If your engagements will permit,
pray come to me to-day, to-morrow, or
the next day; but, pray defer as little
as possible. You know not how much I
need help. I have a quiet house at
Richmond, where I now am. Perhaps you can
manage to come to dinner, or to luncheon,
or even to tea. You shall have no trouble
in finding me out. The servant at Blank-street,
who takes this note, will have a
carriage at your door at any hour you
please; and I am always to be found. You
will say that I ought not to be alone. I
have tried everything. Come and see."
I called up the servant, and decided on
going out the same evening, which accordingly
I did.
He would have been much better in a
lodging-house, or a hotel, I thought, as I
drove up through a short double row of
sombre elms to a very old-fashioned brick
house, darkened by the foliage of these
trees, which over-topped, and nearly
surrounded it. It was a perverse choice, for
nothing could be imagined more triste and
silent. The house, I found, belonged to him.
He had stayed for a day or two in town,
and, finding it for some cause insupportable,
had come out here, probably because being
furnished and his own, he was relieved of
the thought and delay of selection, by coming
here.
The sun had already set, and the red
reflected light of the western sky illuminated
the scene with the peculiar effect
with which we are all familiar. The hall
seemed very dark, but, getting to the back
drawing-room, whose windows command
the west, I was again in the same dusky
light. I sat down, looking out upon the
richly-wooded landscape that glowed in the
grand and melancholy light which was
every moment fading. The corners of the
room were already dark; all was growing
dim, and the gloom was insensibly toning
my mind, already prepared for what was
sinister. I was waiting alone for his
arrival, which soon took place. The door
communicating with the front room opened,
and the tall figure of Mr. Jennings, faintly
seen in the ruddy twilight, came, with quiet
stealthy steps, into the room.
We shook hands, and, taking a chair to
the window, where there was still light
enough to enable us to see each other's
faces, he sat down beside me, and, placing
his hand upon my arm, with scarcely a
word of preface, began his narrative.
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from All the Year Round,
Ser 02, vol 02, no 49 (1869-nov-06) pp548~52
|
GREEN TEA.
A CASE REPORTED BY MARTIN HESSELIUS, THE
GERMAN PHYSICIAN.
IN TEN CHAPTERS.
CHAPTER VI. HOW MR. JENNINGS MET HIS
COMPANION.
THE
faint glow of the west, the pomp of
the then lonely woods of Richmond, were
before us, behind and about us the darkening
room, and on the stony face of the
sufferer for the character of his face,
though still gentle and secret, was changed
rested that dim, odd glow which seems
to descend and produce, where it touches,
lights, sudden though faint, which are lost,
almost without gradation, in darkness. The
silence, too, was utter; not a distant wheel,
or bark, or whistle from without; and
within the depressing stillness of an invalid
bachelor's house.
I guessed well the nature, though not
even vaguely the particulars, of the revelations
I was about to receive, from that fixed
face of suffering that, so oddly flushed,
stood out, like a portrait of Schalken's,
before its background of darkness.
"It began," he said, "on the 15th of
October, three years and eleven weeks ago,
and two days I keep very accurate count,
for every day is torment. If I leave
anywhere a chasm in my narrative tell me.
"About four years ago I began a work,
which had cost me very much thought and
reading. It was upon the religious
metaphysics of the ancients."
"I know," said I; "the actual religion
of educated and thinking paganism, quite
apart from symbolic worship? A wide
and very interesting field."
"Yes; but not good for the mind the
Christian mind, I mean. Paganism is all
bound together in essential unity, and, with
evil sympathy, their religion involves their
art, and both their manners, and the subject
is a degrading fascination and the nemesis
sure. God forgive me!
"I wrote a great deal; I wrote late at
night. I was always thinking on the
subject, walking about, wherever I was,
everywhere. It thoroughly infected me. You
are to remember that all the material ideas
connected with it were more or less of the
beautiful, the subject itself delightfully
interesting, and I, then, without a care."
He sighed heavily.
"I believe that every one who sets about
writing in earnest does his work, as a friend
of mine phrased it, on something tea, or
coffee, or tobacco. I suppose there is a
material waste that must be hourly supplied
in such occupations, or that we should
grow too abstracted, and the mind, as it
were, pass out of the body, unless it were
reminded often of the connexion by actual
sensation. At all events, I felt the want,
and I supplied it. Tea was my companion
at first the ordinary black tea, made in
the usual way, not too strong; but I
drank a great deal, and increased its
strength as I went on. I never experienced
an uncomfortable symptom from it. I
began to take a little green tea. I found
the effect pleasanter, it cleared and
intensified the power of thought so. I had
come to take it frequently, but not stronger
than one might take it for pleasure. I wrote
a great deal out here, it was so quiet, and
in this room. I used to sit up very late,
and it became a habit with me to sip my
tea green tea every now and then as my
work proceeded. I had a little kettle on
my table, that swung over a lamp, and
made tea two or three times between eleven
o'clock and two or three in the morning,
my hours of going to bed. I used to go
into town every day. I was not a monk,
and, although I often spent an hour or two
in a library, hunting up authorities and
looking out lights upon my theme, I was
in no morbid state, so far as I can judge.
I met my friends pretty much as usual, and
enjoyed their society, and, on the whole,
existence had never been, I think, so pleasant
before.
"I had met with a man who had some odd
old books, German editions in mediæval
Latin, and I was only too happy to be
permitted access to them. This obliging
person's books were in the City, a very
out-of-the-way part of it. I had rather
out-stayed my intended hour, and, on coming
out, seeing no cab near, I was tempted
to get into the omnibus which used to drive
past this house. It was darker than this
by the time the 'bus had reached an old
house, you may have remarked, with four
poplars at each side of the door, and there
the last passenger but myself got out. We
drove along rather faster. It was twilight
now. I leaned back in my corner next the
door ruminating pleasantly.
"The interior of the omnibus was nearly
dark. I had observed in the corner opposite
to me at the other side, and at the end next
the horses, two small circular reflections, as
it seemed to me, of a reddish light. They
were about two inches apart, and about the
size of those small brass buttons that yachting
men used to put upon their jackets. I
began to speculate, as listless men will, upon
this trifle, as it seemed. From what centre
did that faint but deep red light come, and
from what glass beads, buttons, toy
decorations was it reflected? We were
lumbering along gently, having nearly a
mile still to go. I had not solved the
puzzle, and it became in another minute
more odd, for these two luminous points,
with a sudden jerk, descended nearer the
floor, keeping still their relative distance
and horizontal position, and then, as
suddenly, they rose to the level of the seat on
which I was sitting, and I saw them no
more.
"My curiosity was now really excited,
and, before I had time to think, I saw again
these two dull lamps, again together near
the floor; again they disappeared, and
again in their old corner I saw them.
"So, keeping my eyes upon them, I edged
quietly up my own side, towards the end
at which I still saw these tiny discs of red.
"There was very little light in the 'bus.
It was nearly dark. I leaned forward to aid
my endeavour to discover what these little
circles really were. They shifted their
position a little as I did so. I began now
to perceive an outline of something black,
and I soon saw with tolerable distinctness
the outline of a small black monkey, pushing
its face forward in mimicry to meet
mine; those were its eyes, and I now dimly
saw its teeth grinning at me.
"I drew back, not knowing whether it
might not meditate a spring. I fancied that
one of the passengers had forgot this ugly
pet, and wishing to ascertain something
of its temper, though not caring to trust
my fingers to it, I poked my umbrella softly
towards it. It remained immovable up to
it through it! For through it, and back
and forward, it passed, without the slightest
resistance.
"I can't, in the least, convey to you the
kind of horror that I felt. When I had
ascertained that the thing was an illusion,
as I then supposed, there came a misgiving
about myself and a terror that fascinated
me in impotence to remove my gaze from
the eyes of the brute for some moments.
As I looked, it made a little skip back, quite
into the corner, and I, in a panic, found
myself at the door, having put my head
out, drawing deep breaths of the outer air,
and staring at the lights and trees we were
passing, too glad to reassure myself of
reality.
"I stopped the 'bus, and got out. I
perceived the man look oddly at me as I paid
him. I dare say there was something
unusual in my looks and manner, for I had
never felt so strangely before."
CHAPTER VII. THE JOURNEY: FIRST STAGE.
"WHEN
the omnibus drove on, and I was
alone upon the road, I looked carefully
round to ascertain whether the monkey
had followed me. To my indescribable relief
I saw it nowhere. I can't describe easily
what a shock I had received, and my sense
of genuine gratitude on finding myself, as
I supposed, quite rid of it.
"I had got out a little before we reached
this house, two or three hundred steps
away. A brick wall runs along the footpath,
and inside the wall is a hedge of yew
or some dark evergreen of that kind, and
within that again the row of fine trees which
you may have remarked as you came.
"This brick wall is about as high as my
shoulder, and happening to raise my eyes
I saw the monkey, with that stooping gait,
on all fours, walking or creeping, close
beside me on top of the wall. I stopped
looking at it with a feeling of loathing
and horror. As I stopped so did it. It sat
up on the wall with its long hands on its
knees looking at me. There was not light
enough to see it much more than in outline,
nor was it dark enough to bring the peculiar
light of its eyes into strong relief. I still
saw, however, that red foggy light plainly
enough. It did not show its teeth, nor
exhibit any sign of irritation, but seemed
jaded and sulky, and was observing me
steadily.
"I drew back into the middle of the road.
It was an unconscious recoil, and there I
stood, still looking at it. It did not move."
"With an instinctive determination to
try something anything, I turned about
and walked briskly towards town with a
scaunce look, all the time watching the
movements of the beast. It crept swiftly
along the wall, at exactly my pace.
"Where the wall ends, near the turn
of the road, it came down and with a wiry
spring or two brought itself close to my
feet, and continued to keep up to me, as I
quickened my pace. It was at my left
side, so close to my leg that I felt every
moment as if I should tread upon it.
"The road was quite deserted and silent,
and it was darker every moment. I stopped
dismayed and bewildered, turning as I
did so, the other way I mean, towards
this house, away from which I had been
walking. When I stood still, the monkey
drew back to a distance of, I suppose,
about five or six yards, and remained
stationary, watching me.
"I had been more agitated than I have
said. I had read, of course, as every one
has, something about spectral illusions,
as you physicians term the phenomena of
such cases. I considered my situation and
looked my misfortune in the face.
"These affections, I had read, are sometimes
transitory and sometimes obstinate.
I had read of cases in which the appearance,
at first harmless, had, step by step,
degenerated into something direful and
insupportable, and ended by wearing its
victim out. Still as I stood there, but for
my bestial companion, quite alone, I tried
to comfort myself by repeating again and
again the assurance, the thing is purely
disease, a well-known physical affection, as
distinctly as small-pox or neuralgia. Doctors
are all agreed on that, philosophy
demonstrates it. I must not be a fool. I've been
sitting up too late, and I dare say my
digestion is quite wrong, and with God's
help, I shall be all right, and this is but a
symptom of nervous dyspepsia. Did I
believe all this? Not one word of it, no
more than any other miserable being ever
did who is once seized and riveted in this
satanic captivity. Against my convictions,
I might say my knowledge, I was
simply bullying myself into a false courage.
"I now walked homeward. I had only
a few hundred yards to go. I had forced
myself into a sort of resignation, but I had
not got over the sickening shock and the
flurry of the first certainty of my misfortune.
"I made up my mind to pass the night
at home. The brute moved close beside
me, and I fancied there was the sort of
anxious drawing toward the house, which
one sees in tired horses or dogs, sometimes
as they come toward home.
"I was afraid to go into town I was
afraid of any one's seeing and recognising
me. I was conscious of an irrepressible
agitation in my manner. Also, I was
afraid of any violent change in my habits,
such as going to a place of amusement, or
walking from home in order to fatigue
myself. At the hall-door it waited till I
mounted the steps, and when the door was
opened entered with me.
"I drank no tea that night. I got
cigars and some brandy-and-water. My
idea was that I should act upon my
material system, and by living for a while in
sensation apart from thought, send
myself forcibly, as it were, into a new groove.
I came up here to this drawing-room. I
sat just here. The monkey got upon a
smail table that then stood there. It looked
dazed and languid. An irrepressible
uneasiness as to its movements kept my eyes
always upon it. Its eyes were half-closed,
but I could see them glow. It was looking
steadily at me. In all situations, at all
hours, it is awake and looking at me.
That never changes.
"I shall not continue in detail my
narrative of this particular night. I shall
describe, rather, the phenomena of the
first year, which never varied, collectively.
I shall describe the monkey as it appeared
in daylight. In the dark, as you shall
presently hear, there are peculiarities. It is
a small monkey, perfectly black. It had
only one peculiarity a character of
malignity unfathomable malignity. During
the first year it looked sullen and sick.
But this character of intense malice and
vigilance was always underlying that surly
languor. During all that time it acted as
if on a plan of giving me as little trouble
as was consistent with watching me. Its
eyes were never off me. I have never lost
sight of it, except in my sleep, light or
dark, day or night, since it came here,
excepting when it withdraws for some weeks
at a time, unaccountably.
"In total dark it is visible as in
daylight. I do not mean merely its eyes. It
is all visible distinctly in a halo that
resembles a glow of red embers, and which
accompanies it in all its movements.
"When it leaves me for a time, it is
always at night, in the dark, and in the
same way. It grows at first uneasy, and
then furious, and then advances towards me,
grinning and shaking its paws clenched,
and, at the same time, there comes the
appearance of fire in the grate. I never
have any fire. I can't sleep in the room
where there is any, and it draws nearer
and nearer to the chimney, quivering, it
seems, and when its fury rises to
the highest pitch, it springs into the grate,
and up the chimney, and I see it no more.
"When first this happened I thought I
was released. I was a new man. A day
passed a night and no return, and a
blessed week a week another week. I
was always on my knees, Dr. Hesselius,
always, thanking God and praying. A
whole month passed of liberty, but on a
sudden, it was with me again."
CHAPTER VIII. THE SECOND STAGE.
"IT
was with me, and the malice which
before was torpid under a sullen exterior,
was now active. It was perfectly unchanged
in every other respect. This new energy
was apparent in its activity and its looks,
and soon in other ways.
"For a time, you will understand, the
change was shown only in an increased
vivacity, and an air of menace, as if it
was always brooding over some atrocious
plan. Its eyes, as before, were never off
me."
"Is it here now?" I asked.
"No," he replied, "it has been absent
exactly a fortnight and a day fifteen days.
It has sometimes been away so long as
nearly two months, once for three. Its
absence always exceeds a fortnight, although
it may be but by a single day. Fifteen
days having past since I saw it last, it may
return now at any moment."
"Is its return," I asked, "accompanied
by any peculiar manifestation?"
"Nothing no," he said. "It is simply
with me again. On lifting my eyes from a
book, or turning my head, I see it, as usual,
looking at me, and then it remains, as
before, for its appointed time. I have
never told so much and so minutely before
to any one."
I perceived that he was agitated, and
looking like death, and he repeatedly
applied his handkerchief to his forehead, and
I suggested that he might be tired, and
told him that I would call, with pleasure, in
the morning, but he said:
"No, if you don't mind hearing it all
now. I have got so far, and I should prefer
making one effort of it. When I spoke to
Dr. Harley, I had nothing like so much to
tell. You are a philosophic physician. You
give spirit its proper rank. If this thing is
real –"
He paused, looking at me with agitated
inquiry.
"We can discuss it by-and-by, and very
fully. I will give you all I think," I
answered, after an interval.
"Well very well. If it is anything
real, I say, it is prevailing, little by little,
and drawing me more interiorly into hell.
Optic nerves, he talked of. Ah! well
there are other nerves of communication.
May God Almighty help me! You shall
hear.
"Its power of action, I tell you, had
increased. Its malice became, in a way,
aggressive. About two years ago, some
questions that were pending between me
and the bishop, having been settled, I
went down to my parish in Warwickshire,
anxious to find occupation in my profession.
I was not prepared for what
happened, although I have since thought I
might have apprehended something like it.
The reason of my saying so, is this –"
He was beginning to speak with a great
deal more effort and reluctance, and sighed
often, and seemed at times nearly overcome.
But at this time his manner was not
agitated. It was more like that of a sinking
patient, who has given himself up.
"Yes, but I will first tell you about
Kenlis, my parish.
"It was with me when I left this for
Dawlbridge. It was my silent travelling
companion, and it remained with me at
the vicarage.
When I entered on the discharge
of my duties, another change took
place. The thing exhibited an atrocious
determination to thwart me. It was with
me in the church in the reading-desk
in the pulpit within the communion-rails.
At last, it reached this extremity,
that while I was reading to the congregation,
it would spring upon the open book
and squat there, so that I was unable to see
the page. This happened more than once.
"I left Dawlbridge for a time. I placed
myself in Dr. Harley's hands. I did
everything he told me. He gave my case
a great deal of thought. It interested him,
I think. He seemed successful. For nearly
three months I was perfectly free from a
return. I began to think I was safe. With
his full assent I returned to Dawlbridge.
"I travelled in a chaise. I was in good
spirits. I was more I was happy and
grateful. I was returning, as I thought,
delivered from a dreadful hallucination, to
the scene of duties which I longed to enter
upon. It was a beautiful sunny evening,
everything looked serene and cheerful, and I
was delighted. I remember looking out of
the window to see the spire of my church
at Kenlis among the trees, at the point
where one has the earliest view of it. It
is exactly where the little stream that
bounds the parish, passes under the road
by a culvert, and where it emerges at the
road-side, a stone with an old inscription
is placed. As we passed this point, I drew
my head in and sat down, and in the corner
of the chaise was the monkey.
"For a moment I felt faint, and then quite
wild with despair and horror. I called to
the driver, and got out, and sat down at
the road-side, and prayed to God silently
for mercy. A despairing resignation supervened.
My companion was with me as I
re-entered the vicarage. The same persecution
followed. After a short struggle I
submitted, and soon I left the place.
"I told you," he said "that the beast has
before this become in certain ways aggressive.
I will explain a little. It seemed to be
actuated by intense and increasing fury,
whenever I said my prayers, or even
meditated prayer. It amounted at last to a
dreadful interruption. You will ask, how
could a silent immaterial phantom effect
that? It was thus, whenever I meditated
praying; it was always before me, and
nearer and nearer.
"It used to spring on a table, on the back
of a chair, on the chimney-piece, and slowly
to swing itself from side to side, looking
at me all the time. There is in its motion
an indefinable power to dissipate thought,
and to contract one's attention to that
monotony, till the ideas shrink, as it were, to
a point, and at last to nothing and unless
I had started up, and shook off the catalepsy
I have felt as if my mind were on the point
of losing itself. There are other ways,"
he sighed heavily; "thus, for instance, while
I pray with my eyes closed, it comes closer
and closer, and I see it. I know it is not to
be accounted for physically, but I do
actually see it, though my lids are closed,
and so it rocks my mind, as it were, and
overpowers me, and I am obliged to rise
from my knees. If you had ever yourself
known this, you would be acquainted with
desperation.
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from All the Year Round,
Ser 02, vol 02, no 50 (1869-nov-13) pp572~76
|
GREEN TEA.
A CASE REPORTED BY MARTIN HESSELIUS, THE
GERMAN PHYSICIAN.
IN TEN CHAPTERS.
CHAPTER IX. THE THIRD STAGE.
"I SEE,
Dr. Hesselius, that you don't
lose one word of my statement. I need
not ask you to listen specially to what I am
now going to tell you. They talk of the optic
nerves, and of spectral illusions, as if the
organ of sight was the only point assailable
by the influences that have fastened upon
me I know better. For two years in my
direful case that limitation prevailed. But
as food is taken in softly at the lips, and
then brought under the teeth, as the tip of
the little finger caught in a mill-crank will
draw in the hand, and the arm, and the
whole body, so the miserable mortal who
has been once caught firmly by the end of
the finest fibre of his nerve, is drawn in
and in, by the enormous machinery of hell,
until he is as I am. Yes, doctor, as I am,
for while I talk to you, and implore relief,
I feel that my prayer is for the impossible,
and my pleading with the inexorable."
I endeavoured to calm his visibly
increasing agitation, and told him that he
must not despair.
While we talked the night had
overtaken us. The filmy moonlight was wide
over the scene which the window
commanded, and I said:
"Perhaps you would prefer having
candles. This light, you know, is odd. I
should wish you, as much as possible, under
your usual conditions while I make my
diagnosis, shall I call it otherwise I don't
care."
"All lights are the same to me," he said:
"except when I read or write, I care not if
night were perpetual. I am going to tell
you what happened about a year ago. The
thing began to speak to me."
"Speak! How do you mean speak as
a man does, do you mean?"
"Yes; speak in words and consecutive
sentences, with perfect coherence and
articulation; but there is a peculiarity. It is
not like the tone of a human voice. It is
not by my ears it reaches me it comes
like a singing through my head.
"This faculty, the power of speaking to
me, will be my undoing. It won't let me
pray, it interrupts me with dreadful
blasphemies. I dare not go on, I could not.
Oh! doctor, can the skill, and thought, and
prayers of man avail me nothing!"
"You must promise me, my dear sir,
not to trouble yourself with unnecessarily
exciting thoughts; confine yourself
strictly to the narrative of facts;
and recollect, above all, that even if the
thing that infests you be as you seem to
suppose, a reality with an actual
independent life and will, yet it can have no
power to hurt you, unless it be given from
above: its access to your senses depends
mainly upon your physical condition this
is, under God, your comfort and reliance:
we are all alike environed. It is only that
in your case, the 'paries,' the veil of the
flesh, the screen, is a little out of repair,
and sights and sounds are transmitted. We
must enter on a new course, sir be
encouraged. I'll give to-night to the careful
consideration of the whole case."
"You are very good, sir; you think it
worth trying, you don't give me quite up;
but, sir, you don't know, it is gaining such
an influence over me: it orders me about, it
is such a tyrant, and I'm growing so helpless.
May God deliver me!"
"It orders you about of course you
mean by speech?"
"Yes, yes; it is always urging me to
crimes, to injure others, or myself. You
see, doctor, the situation is urgent, it is
indeed. When I was in Shropshire, a few
weeks ago" (Mr. Jennings was speaking
rapidly and trembling now, holding my
arm with one hand, and looking in my
face), "I went out one day with a party of
friends for a walk: my persecutor, I tell
you, was with me at the time. I lagged
behind the rest: the country near the Dee,
you know, is beautiful. Our path happened
to lie near a coal mine, and at the verge of
the wood is a perpendicular shaft, they say,
a hundred and fifty feet deep. My niece
had remained behind with me she knows,
of course, nothing of the nature of my
sufferings. She knew, however, that I had
been ill, and was low, and she remained to
prevent my being quite alone. As we
loitered slowly on together the brute that
accompanied me was urging me to throw
myself down the shaft. I tell you now
oh, sir, think of it! the one consideration
that saved me from that hideous death
was the fear lest the shock of witnessing
the occurrence should be too much for the
poor girl. I asked her to go on and take
her walk with her friends, saying that I
could go no further. She made excuses,
and the more I urged her the firmer she
became. She looked doubtful and frightened.
I suppose there was something in my looks
or manner that alarmed her; but she would
not go, and that literally saved me. You
had no idea, sir, that a living man could
be made so abject a slave of Satan," he
said, with a ghastly groan and a shudder.
There was a pause here, and I said, "You
were preserved nevertheless. It was the
act of God. You are in his hands and in
the power of no other being: be therefore
confident for the future."
I MADE
him have candles lighted, and
saw the room looking cheery and
inhabited before I left him. I told him that he
must regard his illness strictly as one
dependent on physical, though subtle
physical, causes. I told him that he had
evidence of God's care and love in the
deliverance which he had just described, and
that I had perceived with pain that he
seemed to regard its peculiar features as
indicating that he had been delivered over
to spiritual reprobation. Than such a
conclusion nothing could be, I insisted,
less warranted; and not only so, but
more contrary to facts, as disclosed in
his mysterious deliverance from that
murderous influence during his Shropshire
excursion. First, his niece had been
retained by his side without his intending to
keep her near him; and, secondly, there
had been infused into his mind an
irresistible repugnance to execute the dreadful
suggestion in her presence.
As I reasoned this point with him, Mr.
Jennings wept. He seemed comforted.
One promise I exacted, which was that
should the monkey at any time return, I
should be sent for immediately; and,
repeating my assurance that I would give
neither time nor thought to any other
subject until I had thoroughly investigated
his case, and that to-morrow he
should hear the result, I took my leave.
Before getting into the carriage I told
the servant that his master was far from
well, and that he should make a point of
frequently looking into his room.
My own arrangements I made with a
view to being quite secure from
interruption.
I merely called at my lodgings, and,
with a travelling-desk and carpet-bag, set
off in a hackney-carriage for an inn about
two miles out of town, called The Horns,
a very quiet and comfortable house, with
good thick walls. And there I resolved,
without the possibility of intrusion or
distraction, to devote some hours of the night,
in my comfortable sitting-room, to Mr.
Jennings's case, and so much of the morning
as it might require.
(There occurs here a careful note of Dr.
Hesselius's opinion upon the case, and of
the habits, dietary, and medicines which
he prescribed. It is curious some people
would say mystical. But on the whole I
doubt whether it would sufficiently interest
a reader of the kind I am likely to
meet with to warrant its being here
reprinted. This whole letter was plainly
written at the inn in which he had hid
himself for the occasion. The next letter
is dated from his town lodgings.)
I left town for the inn where I slept
last night at half-past nine, and did not
arrive at my room in town until one o'clock
this afternoon. I found a letter in Mr.
Jennings's hand upon my table. It had
not come by post, and on inquiry, I learned
that Mr. Jennings's servant had brought
it, and on learning that I was not to return
until to-day, and that no one could tell
him my address, he seemed very
uncomfortable, and said that his orders from his
master were that he was not to return
without an answer.
I opened the letter, and read:
"Dear Dr. Hesselius. It is here. You
had not been an hour gone when it
returned. It is speaking. It knows all that
has happened. It knows everything it
knows you, and is frantic and atrocious.
It reviles. I send you this. It knows
every word I have written I write. This
I promised, and I therefore write, but I
fear very confused, very incoherently. I
am so interrupted, disturbed.
"Ever yours, sincerely yours,
"ROBERT LYNDER
JENNINGS."
"When did this come?" I asked.
"About eleven last night; the man was
here again, and has been here three times
to-day. The last time is about an hour
since."
Thus answered, and with the notes I
had made upon his case in my pocket, I
was, in a few minutes, driving out to
Richmond, to see Mr. Jennings.
I by no means, as you perceive, despaired
of Mr. Jennings's case. He had himself
remembered and applied, though quite in a
mistaken way, the principle which I lay
down in my Metaphysical Medicine, and
which governs all such cases. I was about
to apply it in earnest. I was profoundly
interested, and very anxious to see and
examine him while the "enemy" was
actually present.
I drove up to the sombre house, and
ran up the steps, and knocked. The door,
in a little time, was opened by a tall woman
in black silk. She looked ill, and as if she
had been crying. She curtseyed, and heard
my question, but she did not answer. She
turned her face away, extending her hand
hurriedly towards two men who were
coming down-stairs; and thus having, as
it were, tacitly made me over to them, she
passed through a side-door hastily and
shut it.
The man who was nearest the hall, I
at once accosted, but being now close to
him, I was shocked to see that both his
hands were covered with blood.
I drew back a little, and the man passing
down-stairs merely said in a low tone,
"Here's the servant, sir."
The servant had stopped on the stairs,
confounded and dumb at seeing me. He
was rubbing his hands in a handkerchief,
and it was steeped in blood.
"Jones, what is it, what has
happened?" I asked, while a sickening
suspicion overpowered me.
The man asked me to come up to the
lobby. I was beside him in a moment, and
frowning and pallid, with contracted eyes,
he told me the horror which I already half
guessed.
His master had made away with himself.
I went up-stairs with him to the room
what I saw there I won't tell you. He had
cut his throat with his razor. It was a
frightful gash. The two men had laid him
upon the bed and composed his limbs. It
had happened, as the immense pool of blood
on the floor declared, at some distance
between the bed and the window. There was
carpet round his bed, and a carpet under
his dressing-table, but none on the rest of
floor, for the man said he did not like
carpet on his bedroom. In this sombre,
and now terrible room, one of the great
elms that darkened the house was slowly
moving the shadow of one of its great
boughs upon this dreadful floor.
I beckoned to the servant and we went
down-stairs together. I turned, off the hall
into an old-fashioned panelled room, and
there standing, I heard all the servant had
to tell. It was not a great deal.
"I concluded, sir, from your words, and
looks, sir, as you left last night, that you
thought my master seriously ill. I thought
it might be that you were afraid of a fit,
or something. So I attended very close to
your directions. He sat up late, till past
three o'clock. He was not writing or reading.
He was talking a great deal to
himself, but that was nothing unusual. At
about that hour I assisted him to undress,
and left him in his slippers and dressing
gown. I went back softly in about half an
hour. He was in his bed, quite undressed,
and a pair of candles lighted on the table
beside his bed. He was leaning on his
elbow and looking out at the other side of
the bed when I came in. I asked him if
he wanted anything, and he said no.
"I don't know whether it was what you
said to me, sir, or something a little
unusual about him, but I was uneasy, uncommon
uneasy, about him last night.
"In another half hour, or it might be a
little more, I went up again. I did not hear
him talking as before. I opened the door a
little. The candles were both out, which was
not usual. I had a bedroom candle, and I
let the light in, a little bit, looking softly
round. I saw him sitting in that chair beside the
the dressing-table with his clothes on again.
He turned round and looked at me. I
thought it strange he should get up and
dress, and put out the candles to sit in the
dark, that way. But I only asked him
again if I could do anything for him. He
said, no, rather sharp, I thought. I asked if
I might light the candles, and he said, 'Do as
you like, Jones.' So I lighted them, and
I lingered a little about the room, and
he said, 'Tell me truth, Jones, why did you
come again you did not hear any one cursing?'
'No, sir,' I said, wondering what he
could mean.
"'No,' said he, after me, 'of course, no;'
and I said to him, 'Wouldn't it be well, sir,
you went to bed? It's just five o'clock;'
and he said nothing but, 'Very likely:
good-night, Jones.' So I went, sir, but in less
than an hour I came again. The door was
fast, and he heard me, and called as I
thought from the bed to know what I
wanted, and he desired me not to disturb
him again. I lay down and slept for a little.
It must have been between six and seven
when I went up again. The door was still
fast, and he made no answer, so I did not like
to disturb him, and thinking he was asleep,
I left him till nine. It was his custom to
ring when he wished me to come, and I had
no particular hour for calling him. I tapped
very gently, and getting no answer, I stayed
away a good while, supposing he was getting
some rest then. It was not till eleven
o'clock I grew really uncomfortable about
him for at the latest he was never, that I
could remember, later than half past ten. I
got no answer. I knocked and called, and
still no answer. So not being able to force
the door, I called Thomas from the stables,
and together we forced it, and found him
in the shocking way you saw."
Jones had no more to tell. Poor Mr.
Jennings was very gentle, and very kind.
All his people were fond of him. I could
see that the servant was very much
moved.
So, dejected and agitated, I passed from
that terrible house, and its dark canopy of
elms, and I hope I shall never see it more.
While I write to you I feel like a man who
has but half waked from a frightful and
monotonous dream. My memory rejects
the picture with incredulity and horror.
Yet I know it is true. It is the story of
the process of a poison, a poison which
excites the reciprocal action of spirit and
nerve, and paralyses the tissue that
separates those cognate functions of the senses,
the external and the interior. Thus we
find strange bed-fellows, and the mortal
and immortal prematurely make acquaintance.
CONCLUSION. A WORD FOR THOSE WHO SUFFER.
MY
dear Van L., you have suffered from
an affection similar to that which I have
just described. You twice complained of a
return of it.
Who, under God, cured you? Your
humble servant, Martin Hesselius. Let
me rather adopt the more emphasised piety
of a certain good old French surgeon of
three hundred years ago: "I treated, and
God cured you."
Come, my friend, you are not to be
hippish. Let me tell you a fact.
I have met with, and treated, as my book
shows, fifty-seven cases of this kind of
vision, which I term indifferently "sublimated,"
"precocious," and "interior."
There is another class of affections which
are truly termed though commonly
confounded with those which I describe
spectral illusions. These latter I look upon
as being no less simply curable than a cold
in the head or a trifling dyspepsia.
It is those which rank in the first category
that test our promptitude of thought.
Fifty-seven such cases have I encountered,
neither more nor less. And in how many
of these have I failed? In no one single
instance.
There is no one affliction of mortality
more easily and certainly reducible, with a
little patience, and a rational confidence in
the physician. With these simple conditions,
I look upon the cure as absolutely
certain.
You are to remember that I had not
even commenced to treat Mr. Jennings's
case. I have not any doubt that I should
have cured him perfectly in eighteen
months, or possibly it might have extended
to two years. Some cases are very rapidly
curable, others extremely tedious. Every
intelligent physician who will give thought
and diligence to the task, will effect a
cure.
You know my tract on The Cardinal
Functions of the Brain. I there, by the
evidence of innumerable facts, prove, as I
think, the high probability of a circulation
arterial and venous in its mechanism,
through the nerves. Of this system, thus
considered, the brain is the heart. The fluid,
which is propagated hence through one
class of nerves, returns in an altered state
through another, and the nature of that
fluid is spiritual, though not immaterial,
any more than, as I before remarked, light
or electricity are so.
By various abuses, among which the
habitual use of such agents as green tea is
one, this fluid may be affected as to its
quality, but it is more frequently disturbed
as to equilibrium. This fluid being that
which we have in common with spirits, a
congestion found upon the masses of brain
or nerve, connected with the interior sense,
forms a surface unduly exposed, on which
disembodied spirits may operate:
communication is thus more or less effectually
established. Between this brain circulation
and the heart circulation there is an
intimate sympathy. The seat, or rather the
instrument of exterior vision, is the eye.
The seat of interior vision is the nervous
tissue and brain, immediately about and
above the eyebrow. You remember how
effectually I dissipated your pictures by the
simple application of iced eau-de-cologne.
Few cases, however, can be treated exactly
alike with anything like rapid success.
Cold acts powerfully as a repellant of the
nervous fluid. Long enough continued it
will even produce that permanent insensibility
which we call numbness, and a little
longer, muscular as well as sensational
paralysis.
I have not, I repeat, the slightest doubt
that I should have first dimmed and
ultimately sealed that inner eye which Mr.
Jennings had inadvertently opened. The
same senses are opened in delirium tremens,
and entirely shut up again when the
over-action
of the cerebral heart, and the
prodigious nervous congestions that attend it,
are terminated by a decided change in the
state of the body. It is by acting steadily
upon the body, by a simple process, that
this result is produced and inevitably
produced I have never yet failed.
Poor Mr. Jennings made away with
himself. But that catastrophe was the result
of a totally different malady, which, as it
were, projected itself upon that disease
which was established. His case was in
the distinctive manner a complication, and
the complaint under which he really
succumbed, was hereditary suicidal mania.
Poor Mr. Jennings I cannot call a patient
of mine, for I had not even begun to treat
his case, and he had not yet given me, I
am convinced, his full and unreserved
confidence. If the patient do not array
himself on the side of the disease, his cure is
certain.
(THE END)
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