THE FOURFOLD DREAM.
by James Payn
(1830-1898)
IF
there be no city called Hippesford
among the north-western towns of England,
let it be there, whither I went five years ago
to see the Italian hung. The name under
which he suffered was supposed to be a
feigned one; the crime which he expiated
was that of murder; the slaying of his
master and his benefactor as he slept, for the
taking of a sum of money which, in all
probability, he might have had for the
asking. One of those atrocities, to give
a reason for which baffles the student
of human nature. The defence set up for
Mavoranci was that of insanity: there being
no doubt whatever as to his having
committed the deed; but this plea was, in my
opinion, very properly set aside. His advocate
happened to be an intimate friend of
mine; and it was through the interest
morbid and reprehensible I am well aware
with which he had inspired me in the
unhappy criminal, that I found myself among
that crowd in front of Hippesford Gaol. I
heard something going on near me, a little
too jocose for the occasion.
"You cruel-hearted ruffian, if you dare to
mock the poor wretch like that again," cried
a deep, low voice, "I'll save Mr. Calcraft
some trouble in your case."
The speaker was a fine, powerfully-built
sailor, towering by half a head above the
throng; and, under his flashing eyes and
threatening brows, the fellow who had
provoked his wrath subsided at once into
mutterings, and presently into sullen silence.
Having achieved this end, he made no
further observation, but kept his looks intently
fixed upon the ghastly preparations above us.
He alone, amidst the hum and noise of the
crowd, maintained an inviolable silence,
and strained his eyes upon the scaffold above,
themselves within miles of them, the next
post being a long distance beyond the
headland, whither often on the darkest nights, my
father has to go feeling for the white chalk
heaps that are laid down to mark the road
betwixt the stations, the direction of which
in old times, they say, the smugglers used to
as though he would have numbered every
nail in it: the extreme anxiety of his face
was remarkable even amongst those thousand
eager and expectant countenances. Not
caring to look upon the dreadful sight
directly, I watched that face when the death-bell
began to toll, as though it were a mirror,
feeling sure that I should see reflected in it
whatever was happening. It was burning
and quivering with excitement, when the
wretched criminal was carried up by three
or four persons into view. Immediately
after he came in sight, this fixed expression
vanished as completely as though a curtain
had been drawn over some picture; and, as
the sailor cast his looks upon the ground, I
heard him mutter, in a solemn whisper, his
thanks to Heaven.
As the sailor and I were borne along
together by the resistless human tide, I said
to him, secure of sympathy, "This is a sad
sight, my friend, is it not?"
"Yes, sir," said he, "a terrible sight,
indeed; but it might have been worse."
"How so?" said I.
"Well, it's a long story," he replied,
"but if you like to listen to it, and to take
a cup of tea with me (of which I feel the
need) at my lodgings, I shall be pleased
enough. It will be a relief to me, I feel, to
tell it even to a stranger."
So we two went up into a little room
over-looking the scene, and which had been let (as
had been agreed upon when he took the apartment)
throughout that morning to a party of
five gentlemen (!) and a lady (!!), who had
only just evacuated it. And there he told me
this story:
"You must excuse me if I am a little slow,
at first, for yon throng has fairly dazzled and
dumfounded me. I am quite new to sights
of this sort, thank God; nor have I ever seen
so great a crowd before. I live upon the south-east
coast, where the folks are not so many as
in these parts, and my own employment is a
particularly solitary one: I am a lighthouse
man. I sometimes pass whole weeks without
seeing any other face than that of my mate,
without hearing any other voice save his, and
that of the sea-gull, and of the baffled wave
which beats for ever against our rock. Even
my holiday time is spent among people who
pass almost as lonely lives as I do. My friends
dwell at a coast-guard station, far away from
any town, and indeed from me, only they can
see every night our lantern burning steadily
out to sea, which my mother and sister says is
a great comfort to them when father is from
home. It is lonesome, you see, for them to
know that there is no human being save
themselves within miles of them, the next
post being a long distance beyond the headland,
whither often on the darkest nights, my
father has to go feeling for the white chalk
heaps that are laid down to mark the road
betwixt the stations, the direction of which
in old times, they say, the smugglers used to
alter, so that the poor revenue men were
guided over the precipice, into the arms of
death below. Twelve years ago, a vessel was
cast ashore, and went to pieces one wintry
night at the cliff-foot, beneath our
guard-house, and all the crew, save one, were thrown
by the scornful sea upon the shore, dead men;
save one ." The sailor gave an involuntary
look towards the thing that hung upon
the high gaol-wall there, motionless, with its
ghastly cowl drawn over it "and that man
was an Italian foreigner. My people took
him in, and acted towards him as Christian
people should do, and he was grateful, and
stayed with us, making himself as useful as
he could, for weeks, for months. When he
had been our guest for near upon a year, the
man who was then my mate in the light-house,
died; and, mainly through my father's
recommendation, the Italian was appointed
to be my companion in his place. I was
pleased that the poor fellow was thus
provided for; but yet I had rather that he had
been given any other post than that; not
from any assignable cause, or of course this
could have been prevented; but from a vague,
uncomfortable feeling that I had always had
in connection with him, such as I should not
have dreamt of mentioning to his prejudice.
I did not mention it, I am perfectly certain,
even to my mother.
"When I found myself in the narrow
lighthouse, alone with this man upon the
waste of waters, this antipathy increased. I
could not meet him on the winding stairs,
without a shudder; I loathed his company
in that little sitting-room upon the lower
story, which when my old mate was with me
had seemed as comfortable a parlour as need
to be; and when I was at work in the lantern,
I was for ever thinking, what is he doing below
there, and whereabouts shall I find him when
I descend? I do not think that I was afraid
of him, then. Time was, when I had not
quailed from a death-struggle with a far more
powerful man than he, and had come off
victor; but still I did not fancy taking my
rest in the snug little bed-chamber as of old,
knowing that this man was awake, and
watching, watching, all the night long.
"Still, beyond being reserved and taciturn,
and having this something repellant about
him which I cannot explain, there was nothing
evil to be said against the poor Italian
foreigner, and I was ashamed of myself whenever
I reasoned about the matter, for feeling
as I did.
"On the night of this day, twelve years ago,
the sixteenth of August eighteen hundred
and forty-one, my father was off-duty at home,
and while he lay in his bed, combating with a
certain idea, which shadowed his mind like a
nightmare, my mother shook him in piteous
terror.
"'Husband,' cried she. 'Husband, I have
had a fearsome dream, and it seems so like to
truth that I am miserable. Wake, wake! I
do believe our George is being murdered by
the Italian man!'
"'Great Heavens!' cried my father.
'Why I was awoke, just now, by that very
dream, and cannot shake it off my mind, do
what I will. But it must be only fancy;
consider how full the poor fellow has always
shown himself to be of gratitude to us all,
and what could he get by the murder of our
George?'
"'George keeps all his savings in his room
at the lighthouse,' returned my mother,
sobbing. 'I cannot help Hark! did you
hear that scream?'
"Two or three shrieks rang through the
house, as she spoke; and my sister Mary, with
her hair dishevelled, and in her night-dress,
rushed into the room.
"'Oh, mother! father!' cried she. 'I cannot
stay any longer by myself; I have dreamed
a dream that haunts me whenever I shut my
eyes. When I left my room, just now, to come
to you, I thought the Italian was at my very
heels, who seemed before, in my sleep, to be
murdering Georgey. He has murdered
brother George, I do believe.'
"'You dreamt that?' exclaimed her
parents.
"'Yes,' said she. 'I dreamt that he cut
my brother's throat in the lighthouse.'
My father rose in haste, dressed himself,
and started at once, in the moonlight for
the fishing village over against the rock,
which was my lonely dwelling-place. It
was a good ten mile walk, and when he
had been about two hours upon his way,
and it was five o'clock, he met me coming
homeward, with a distressed and unwonted
look. Little did I understand why he wrung
my hand, and welcomed me so heartily,
without even asking how it was that I
came to be upon the chalk-downlands, there,
at such an hour, instead of at my post. I
had a tale to tell to him, which I was, by
that time, ashamed to relate; although I
had started on the way expressly to do so.
"'Father,' said I. 'I have done a foolish,
cruel, cowardly thing.'
"'George,' replied he. 'I forgive you,
before you tell it to me. I am too glad to
find you alive and well, for reproach; say on.'
"'I have quarrelled, father, with the poor
Italian foreigner, although he has not
deserved it. I have given him fair warning
that I will not be his mate in the lighthouse
any longer.'
"'Thank Heaven!' cried the old man.
"'Nay,' said I, surprised enough, 'but it
was a hard thing to do, since I had nothing
whatever to justify it, except a dream.'
"'A dream!' exclaimed my father, with a
look of terror. 'What! Another dream?
Did you dream he was going to murder
you, lad?'
"'Yes, father. I dreamt that dream two
hours ago; and even now, in the broad
day-light, I feel that I could not venture to sleep
another night upon the rock, with that man
only as my companion.'
"'Heaven forbid you should,' responded
my father, solemnly.
"'I saw him,' continued I, 'as though
with my open eyes, as I lay in my bed,
with his hand kept back behind him, as
though it were holding some weapon out of
sight, and with Murder set upon his face, as
plainly as though the word had been written
there in blood. I was on my feet in a second,
but yet not soon enough to prove that my
dream was true. I thought I heard his agile
step upon the iron stair. I thought I saw a
shadow flit for an instant across the door of
the lantern; but when I got up there, he
was trimming the lamps so naturally, and
met all my angry suspicions with such
astonishment and coolness, that I am upon
reflection fairly staggered, and don't know
what to think. So certain was I at the time,
however, of the warning which my dream
seemed to convey, that I bade him seek some
other employment elsewhere, for I would
have him for my mate no longer. Then I
signalled for a boat, and came on shore,
intending to tell you all, and to consult upon
what is best to be done in this strange business.
But I am afraid you think me a
fool.'
"Then my father, upon his part, told me
of those dreams at home, and of the reason
of his being upon the way whereon I had
met him. It seemed to us both that the
neglect of four such wonderful coincidences
to say no more would be far from right, but
that at the same time we should not be justified
in punishing upon such evidence one who
might be, after all, as innocent of any evil
as either of us. So I turned back to the
village with my father, with the intention of
putting off to the rock, and coming to some
arrangement with the Italian, that should
not deprive him of his bread.
"A little after my departure, however, it
appeared that he had himself signalled for a
boat, and that, taking with him what little
property he possessed, he had landed, and been
seen to walk away northward, out of the town.
None of us have ever set eyes upon this man
from that eventful night. Whether he is
innocent, or whether he is guilty, it is not in
human power to tell. So certain, however,
in my arrogance, did I feel of his evil mind,
that when I read in the paper of their being
about to hang an Italian foreigner at this
place, for the murder of a man in his sleep, I
came here at once to satisfy myself in hope
rather than in fear, I am ashamed to say, that
this fourfold dream would be found to have
had foundation. Pity for the soul of yon
poor wretch, however, soon touched my heart,
even before I saw him; and when I looked
upon those awful lineaments, as he was lifted
up on the scaffold, I thanked Heaven, from
the bottom of my heart, that the man was a
stranger, and that our dreams, wonderful as
they were and are, still need unravelling."
Here the story of the sailor ended; and
presently he strode away to the railway
station of the line which was to take him home.
I have never seen him since, or heard any
other reference to this tale; but the circumstances
under which I heard it, with all their
terrible realities of Vice and Death, are not
more firmly fixed upon my memory than are
the occurrences which he related as above:
neither do they bear more distinctly, in my
own mind, the impression of truth.