HOW IT FEELS TO FLY
LEARNING TO FEEL NATURAL IN THE AIR THE
EFFECT OF AN AERIAL JOURNEY UPON THE HEALTH
BY
THOMAS S. BALDWIN
(1854-1923)
(INVENTOR OF THE UNITED STATES MILITARY DIRIGIBLE AIRSHIP).
FLIGHT
is a new mental and physical
experience. It transposes one to
a world of action and emotion in
direct contrast to much of what one feels and
lives on the hard surface of the globe. It
tends to exhilarate and exalt the mind; it
changes the registry and the workings of a
number of the human senses; and it breathes
into the body an overflowing measure of
health, endurance, and power. The feeling
of triumph over the forces of the air, in the
face of nature's expanding majesty and mystery,
is one of the most irresistible charms that
have ever taken captive the human imagination.
Triumphant flight thrills one with the
feeling that his powers are something more
than human, more than man.
But in the first stage of learning how to
fly, one is oppressed with a feeling of helplessness
and a fear of danger comparable to that
of a child learning to walk. The aëronaut
must train his mind to fly before he can get his
airship to work. I can best illustrate this
mental fact by briefly describing the relation
between mind and body in the experience of
the gymnast. After years of practice as
gymnast, I was never able to turn a double
somersault without definitely willing the act
and drawing in my mind a clear picture of
the revolutions of my body in the air before
rising from the leaping board. Indeed. I had
to see the whole physical performance and
something of the mental concept, too, before
attempting the feat. I might leap with
sufficient power and at the requisite altitude
to perform this rather difficult feat, but my
mind was never able to resolve upon it and
execute it while my body was moving,
unsupported, through space.
Every difficult gymnastic feat requires mental
deliberation in advance, for the mind cannot
suddenly and radically divert its course of
action on a plane where it has, because of the
force of gravity, not learned to feel at home.
This mental handicap has, until very recently,
blocked the path to the discovery of the law
of flight. In one of my first balloon ascen-
sions, years ago, I discovered that the basket
in which I sat was parting from the gas bag.
I was at an altitude of 4,000 feet, and, unless
I could climb a swaying rigging to tie a rope
some ten feet above my head, I seemed to be
doomed. With one hand I seized a parachute
for the emergency, and attempted to mount
the rigging I fell back in the basket, as I had
in my gymnastic practices often fallen from
a tight rope. Then I determined to leap
from the basket. In my hurry I did not open
the parachute, so I fell like a stone, and the
thing that I most vividly recall in that descent
was that my mouth was wide open; I could not
close it, and the rush of the air into it was
strangling me. I was being drowned in the
air. But the parachute finally opened; at that
moment I was able to close my mouth, as the
fall was broken. But mental effort to close
my mouth, though powerless till the parachute
opened and broke the force of gravity, was so
intense that, when my mouth did close, my teeth.
badly cut my tongue. How I was able to hold
on to the parachute on its suddenly opening
I don't know; but the incident taught me that
to fly one must master to a large extent the
force of habit of gravity in his own person.
There are plenty of mechanics who can
build airships that can fly. The great trouble
is that there are very few men who have
the gymnastic gift to fly; for flight, until it is
completely mastered, is a terrific struggle
with both mental and physical gravity, or
the habits that gravity has imposed upon the
mind and body, on the earth plane. If one
will study closely the accidents that have
overtaken airships in actual flight within the last
year or two, he will see that most of them have
been due more to a lack of skill in manipulation than to defects in construction of these
craft. The fact is, we don't know, we can't know
until we can handle these craft, what their
shortcomings really are. That is why I
maintain, contrary to the opinion of some
authorities, that ballooning is so essential to
the science of aëronautics. It trains the
aëronaut or aviator to handle an airship, by
teaching him to feel at home in the air.
Every scrap of knowledge of aëronautics
that we possess to-day has come from three
classes of persons: theoretical scientists, like
Professor Graham Bell and the late Professor
Langley; mechanics, like the Wright brothers,
Mr. Lillienthal, Sir Hiram Maxim, Mr. A. M.
Herring, Mr. G. H. Curtiss, and Count
Zeppelin; and the gymnasts. The Wright
brothers have been eminently successful,
because with their mechanical genius they have
combined fair gifts as gymnasts. Without
doubt, Mr. A. M. Herring has built an
aëroplane that will fly, but no one is flying in it.
As I have said, the aëronaut has to combat
the mental and physical habits of gravity that
he carries with him into an airship, and not any
increase of gravity itself. There is less pull
ten feet from the ground than there is on top
of the Eiffel Tower. No sooner does one
begin to feel the least bit at home on an
airship than he realizes that some portion of the
weight that has so long held his body to the
earth has been lifted. As the ship mounts
higher and higher, a great weight, or at least
the feeling of a great weight, is discarded.
This is not always a pleasant sensation, for
the body is not always prepared to adjust
itself readily to such a radical change. I have
had my blood vessels swell to abnormal size,
and the blood gush from the ears and nose,
an experience common to mountain climbers.
But the mountain climber is never free from
the oppressive pull of the earth, whereas the
aëronaut is soon able to balance his breathing
and his other physical and mental processes
with the reduced pull and pressure from
without.
When one begins to feel at ease on an
airship as on a speeding railroad train or
steamship and it is surprising how soon that
feeling comes with successful flight the
elimination of the force of gravity affects the
habits of gravity. The mind's freedom is
denoted by an enormous increase of energy
and power of action. The gravity of every
square inch of the plane on which one stands or
sits, and of every ounce of one's body, have
been neutralized by a buoyancy of a gas lighter
than air or by mechanical force and pressure
upon the air. On the gas airship this feeling
of having overcome gravity is even more
perceptible than on the mechanical aëroplane,
just as the feeling of stability on a solid rock is
more real than the feeling of stability on a
rolling surface of water. But no two persons,
perhaps, are affected by this experience to
the same degree. After spending a few hours
at an altitude of two miles in an airship, I have
felt as if I could walk on naked space with all
the steadiness I walk on the street, or that I
could step from cloud to cloud as I have stepped
from stone to stone in the bed of a shallow
rivulet. In every atom of my mind and body
I felt the capacity and power of flight. My
feet seemed barely to touch the deck of the
ship. At three miles in the air I have put
one of my feet out on the sea of space, or let
my body hang well over the side of the ship.
Instead of a feeling of dizziness and a fear
of falling, as from a high building, I experienced
a feeling of buoyancy like floating on
the water.
When this feeling in its full power had
possession of me, I never had a serious accident.
I recall that, making a short experimental
flight with a dirigible about a year ago at
Poughkeepsie, the propellers were caught
in some rope as the ship rose. It at once
shot up to a surprisingly high altitude and
sailed off for about two miles to the south.
All this time I had been working to get my
motors to operating properly. Of a sudden
the ship halted in the teeth of a contrary air
current, and began to whirl like a gyroscope.
I had been caught in an infant whirlwind,
which seemed to be more violent overhead.
I could throw off some ballast and go up
with balloon power and escape, but I felt the
sport of real flight in my blood, and I determined
to disentangle my propellers, connect
the machinery, and get out of this whirlwind
by motor-power, if possible. Amidst the
indistinguishable mass of whirling ropes and
spars and beams and the continuous roar of
the wind on the gas bag as loud as the loudest
thunder, I finally got the propellers free and
the motors connected.
But no sooner did the blades begin to spin
than the ship made a dive downward at an
angle of almost sixty degrees and the prow
was headed directly for the top of an oak tree
on the edge of the ground, about five hundred
yards away. If my ship should be wrecked
on that tree, it would not only be a serious
financial loss, but a far more serious loss
the loss of all the self-confidence I had gained
in long years of experience in the air, because
I felt from the moment that the ship began to
descend I held it firmly in my grip. It was
moving at terrific speed. I pressed gently
on the lever of the planes and the ship instantly
obeyed. I have not words to describe my
thrill of power and triumph when I felt and
saw the ship in its headlong flight to apparent
destruction yielding to my will. I held firmly in
the hollow of my hand the power to overcome
gravity, and for the first time I made several
daring circles around a tree.
The aëronaut brings a measure of this
power from the heavens down to the earth
with him as he alights from his ship. After
a long voyage one touches the ground with
the feeling that he can step over tall buildings,
leap broad rivers, and fly from place to place.
His tread upon the ground is like walking upon
bags of wool. This fact explains why so small a
percentage of persons who fall in flight are
killed. This apparent lightness and buoyancy
remains in the very bones for many hours after
one has made a protracted aërial voyage, and
lures one back to the height of the air. It is
a sensation of pleasure that the great majority
of humanity have yet to know.
In some mysterious way breathing and
gravity are associated. By the power of
inflating its lungs with air, the bird is more
enabled to fly than by the use of its wings.
As one ascends in the air, the increased necessity
and power to breathe are as evident as the
decrease of gravity within this increased.
power to breathe, there is a still more increased
power to control the breath. One feels in
these moments of overcoming gravity that his
breath is completely under his will as never
before. To many persons the first experience
in going high in the air is that one cannot get
enough breath, as the mountain climber feels.
This is followed by a feeling that the lungs have
become immense spherical bellows, capable
of inhaling and exhaling several square acres
of space. By no very fantastic effort of the
imagination, I have felt like a huge, globular
breath, floating in space.
Man may fly in a motor-run machine as
the bird does with its wings. He may float
in the air by hanging to an inflated gas bag,
which may correspond to the inflated lungs
of a bird, but, if he is ever to become supreme
master of the air, his breath must be as
completely under his control as the movements of
his hand. The overcoming of the feelings
and habits of gravity and the control of the
breath seem to me to be interdependent in
flights. But this phase of flight is yet too
subtle to have its great importance more than
alluded to at this time.
The influence of even sporadic flight on the
physical body and the health is remarkable.
In balloon voyages I have been in the air as
long as four days at a time. Once I made
a voyage almost an invalid from rheumatism.
I could scarcely raise my arms on a level with
my head. My blood was black. The doctor
would not permit me to taste meat. Within
a few hours every drop of blood in my body
had become a bright red liquid, looking like
flame, and I seemed unable to appease my
appetite for strong animal food of which I had
none too much aboard. From the tortures
of rheumatism that voyage conveyed me to
the tortures of hunger.
I went to see a friend who was very low with
consumption. I told him to go with me on a
voyage and he would come back a well man.
He shook his head, but I was persistent. At
last he went, and for the first two hours in the
air I thought he would bleed to death with
hemorrhages. I felt like a murderer. But
soon he began to change. The voyage was
from St. Louis to the Atlantic Coast. That
was twenty years ago. He went back home
and is still living, a robust man. I had another
friend who cured a very bad case of iron and
copper dust in the lungs by a few balloon
voyages.
There is no such thing as air sickness.
The air has a general motion like the water,
and, like the water, its waves are disturbed and
broken into billows. Its waves are twice as
long as the water waves, but, because of its
great elasticity, its disturbance and commotion
do not cause sea sickness. I have never
navigated the air without being impressed with
its great superiority as man's natural highway.
It possesses a new freedom, a new
poetry; but it also possesses a frightful fury
before which the stoutest heart must quail. I
have never gone aboard of an airship on the
calmest day without first searching the heavens
in all directions and studying every breeze that
touched my face, or the tree tops, or the clouds.
And with every precaution, I have been often
deceived, so often that I have sometimes
believed that the air was capable of premeditated
treachery. To me the air is far more
mysterious than the earth or the sea.
In the air there is no solitude, no loneliness,
even for the dullest imagination. The rapid
succession of vast scenic illusions, both by
day and by night, crowding upon a mind from
which the gray veil of the earth has been rent
or lifted, is enough to thrill a stoic. As one
climbs into the heavens on a cloudless day,
say to an altitude of three miles, he looks out
upon an earth panorama of nearly three
hundred miles in diameter. To the eye the
earth has become a huge, concave hemisphere,
meeting the heavens on a level with the eye.
In the spring and summer this hemisphere is a
deep, dark green, streaked, dotted, and studded
with myriad lights and shadows of cities, rivers,
mountains, fields, and lakes. Every change in
the position of the airship produces a thousand
changes in the lights and shadows on this vast
canvas, which in October is brown and in
December is gray. It is a gigantic, whirling
kaleidoscope.
First we shall fly a step in a crude machine
we have begun to do that; then in time we
shall sail the air in great ships, and in some
remote day man will pass through the air
in his own body solely. No one who has
keenly felt the joy and triumph of flight in
his own person can fail to believe in this last
prediction.