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from Frank Leslie's Illustrated Weekly,
Vol 77, no 1986 (1893-oct-05), p218

The Evidence in the

"College Mystery."

By Thomas Winthrop Hall.
(1862-1900)

THE facts in the "college mystery" were simple. The bodies of Sylvester Thompson, a freshman, and of Professor Henry Blake, the professor of ethics in the college, were found, Monday, November 14th, in the apartments of the professor, side by side upon the professor's bed, lying in almost identically the same position, each with a common carving-knife in the heart. To all appearances the bodies had been lifeless for about two days. This length of time accorded with the date the men were last seen alive.

      The evidence in the case, when produced, was altogether documentary. It was quite sufficient, however, to explain the remarkable case. It was as follows:

EXTRACTS FROM THE DIARY OF SYLVESTER THOMPSON.

      October 8th. — Cane rush to-day. Sophomores won the cane. Was rather badly hurt. Professor Blake, with the assistance of one of the upper classmen, carried me to his rooms and brought me to consciousness. Nothing serious the matter. The professor insisted on my remaining and taking dinner with him. He had it served in his sitting-room. After dinner we had a long talk. Found him to be a most agreeable and most remarkable man. Although but about forty years of age, I take it that he has seen a great deal of life. His ideas on philosophy are startling, and I fancy very original. All his ideas centre on the subject of sensation, which he says is the sum-total of life. Retired early after writing a line or two to mother.

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      October 10th. — Accepted an unexpected invitation to dinner with Professor Blake. It gratified me immensely, as I understand that he is considered one of the ablest men in the faculty. I hope I have made a good impression on him, and think I have. I am sure I shall enjoy myself immensely. He is the most interesting man I ever met.

      October 11th. — Returned rather late from the professor's. I am sure that he is pleased with me. In fact, if I were vain enough to believe it I would say that he has taken a strange liking to me. He talked to me very much as a father would to a son. Gave me much instruction in the line of my present studies and promised me more.

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      October 15th. — Saturday. Wrote father, telling him my standing. I am sure he will be pleased. Professor Blake wrote me that he was greatly pleased with the reports concerning me, and predicted that I would stand very nearly, if not quite. at the head of my class. Although I would not say it where it would or could be repeated, I think I shall be able to stand in the first three. Wheeler and Barrows are the only men I fear. Am invited to spend the evening with the professor again. I shall go, of course. I begin to feel that his liking for me is going to have a great influence over my life.

      October 16th. — The professor was bewildering last night. I could hardly understand him. His mind seems to be able to fathom the mysteries of the occult. Some of the things he said almost frightened me. I thoroughly believe him to be the greatest thinker and the most logical reasoner alive. He seemed to become intoxicated with his own thoughts last night and talked at times as though he were inspired. I could not, if I would, repeat his ideas. As I said, I could hardly understand him. He invited me to take wine, and I did so. I shall tell father, although if it were not right I do not think the professor would have permitted me to drink it, much less invite me to. I am to dine with him hereafter every Saturday night.

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      October 23d. — Dined with the professor as usual last night. Did not return until very late. The professor was much as he always is. But some way or other I am conscious that I am beginning to feel afraid of the man. I suppose it is only the feeling that any one would have whose mind is overpowered by one so infinitely stronger.

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      October 30th. — Did I see the professor put a powder in the glass of wine he was about to hand to me, and then as though he were frightened pour the whole thing out and take a fresh glass, or was it imagination? I do not know what to think. I cannot even put my thoughts on paper.

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      November 6th. — I distinctly saw the professor aim a revolver at me last night. He laughed when he discovered that I had seen him in the mirror, and told me that the revolver was not loaded. Later in the evening I picked it up and examined it. It was loaded.

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      November 12th. — I hardly dare to go to the professor's this evening, and yet I shall. It is unmanly of me to have this strange fear of him. I shall go.

      Statement in the professor's handwriting and addressed To Whom it May Concern," found on his desk:

      "Life is sensation. It is not measured by the years one exists. It does not belong to the body. It belongs to the brain. Every sensation one does not experience is a curtailment of one's life, even though he possesses his faculties for a thousand years. I know this. I will not waste time proving it to you, for you can prove it to yourself, though you be as simple as a child.

      "I have experienced most sensations. It has been the object of my life to experience as many as possible. All of the commoner ones were easy — indeed, I did not have to seek them. Three of them it seemed possible I should never know. They were: Happiness, the sensations of a murderer, and the sensations of a suicide. I gave up the former in despair — being willing to experience that sensation again. You will see that I have satisfied my longings in the direction of the other two. It took me some time to make up my mind to commit the former and to choose the most appropriate means. I rather regretted having to do it. After it was accomplished I gave up half a day entirely to experiencing the sensations. The remaining half of the day I reserved for the ante-mortem sensations of the suicide. I killed myself in the same manner that I killed poor Sylvester, because it gave me the opportunity of experiencing some of the sensations also of being murdered.

"HENRY BLAKE."      

[THE END]

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