Out of a Cedar Room.
A TALE OF BRITISH COLUMBIA.
(by Mabel Fitzroy Wilson, 1863-1952)
"Not on battlefields alone are the bravest things done."
THE
Boy sat at the door of his hut.
Perhaps "hut" was too grand a term to apply, seeing it consisted
of but one room: but then it represented his house his
castle and he had built it himself. The Boy was prouder of
that than almost anything in his life, even more than the day
when he won the school match with a boundary hit against the
Rivaltonians.
The hut was a low, rectangular building, about ten feet by
eight, built of logs, with one window and a door. The latter
was apt to be troublesome occasionally, and had an inconvenient
habit of refusing to latch if the weather was at all damp and the
wood swelled.
But that was a trifle. Inside the room was perfection in its
owner's eyes. It was lined throughout with cedar. Such lining
is esteemed a luxury in England, and some people might sigh
enviously at the thought of it, forgetting that no man's lot is
perfect, and that a superfluity of one commodity generally means
lack of another.
In this case it meant furniture.
A low camp bedstead covered with a brown blanket, a folding
table under the window, and a deck-chair, completed the list of
principal items. Other trifles were two rough shelves at right
angles to each other, containing clothes and such impedimenta
folded up with a suggestion of neatness, a few pegs on which
hung whip, spurs and fishing-rod, and over the bed a smaller
shelf with those lares and penates which a man seldom leaves
behind when he has any belongings, a small travelling clock and
photographs of his family.
By the head of the bed a packing-case, turned up on end to
serve as a table, contained candle, matches, and such like details
which belong to smoking in bed.
From the hut door the view was not extensive. About
six yards away, another window, belonging to the butcher's
room, shut out all sense of what lay beyond. The butcher,
with his wife and family, had lately absconded, not forgetting
to carry away as much portable cash as he could lay hands
on. His partner in the next town was thereby rendered
destitute.
The Boy remembered this as he looked at the window. It had
always been an eyesore to him. If that window had not been
there, he might have had quite a good view from his door: but
there it was, jutting out in the most aggressive fashion, oblivious
of the lake and mountains which lay behind.
When he built his room he never thought of this; only recent
experience taught him that it is not wise to build even one room
looking directly on to one's neighbour's windows. But then, no
man becomes an architect all at once, and he had a great deal to
learn yet.
Work was slack that afternoon. Indeed, it had been for some
time past. Nearly every one had left the place at the first sign
of hard weather, and business at the store had perceptibly
dwindled. The boat had stopped running on the lake, so mails
were irregular, and came in a happy-go-lucky style, often missing
weeks at a time. It was trying, but there was no help for it
No one can combat nature and unfreeze lakes, or construct roads
at a moment's notice.
By-and-bye, when the town was built, and everything in working
order, there would be a regular post, perhaps every day.
At present there was only the town site clearing, recently marked
out by the engineers, and then left for a more convenient season.
It would be very fine indeed in the future, facing the lake, and
standing due south. Visions of stately buildings and crowded
streets rose in the Boy's mind the store "paying like fun," and
being enlarged to colossal dimensions, himself one of the partners
of the flourishing business. Then the airy castle vanished, and
only the two small shut-up hotels remained as realities that any
one had thought of a city at all.
He got up and went into his room whistling. There was an
odd sensation in his throat which made whistling a necessity. It
wanted but a few days to Christmas, and that is apt to be a time
for laying bare old memories. The Boy was not hardened yet.
He had only just begun to realize that life is not all beer and
skittles, and he was very young.
He wondered what they were doing at home, and whether they
were thinking of him. It would be very jolly there now. Every
one went home for Christmas, and there was a great bustle of
arrival in the hall, with much merriment and laughter and hanging
up of holly and mistletoe. Perhaps there was skating, or a
run across country with the hounds: and "the girls" would be
decorating at the church. They all went together on Christmas
morning, though he had sometimes shirked going at other times.
But the old hymns were rather jolly, and it was nice for the
whole family to go once a year, at least, together.
The nearest church here was seventy miles off.
The Boy had been meant for the army he liked that better
than anything else. All his education had tended towards the
desired end. He was duly gazetted to the militia, and his first
appearance in his new uniform was the occasion of much rejoicing
in the family. His sisters pressed round him in an admiring
circle; his father clapped him on the back, saying he should live
to see him commanding the old corps yet, while his mother shed
a few tears for fear of imminent war. The Boy felt already as if
at the head of his regiment he were leading on his men to
victory or death.
Only, unfortunately, there are such things as competitive
examinations to be passed, with a minimum of prizes and a vast
majority of blanks.
When the list came out, the Boy's name was somehow not
found there, and because militia trainings and crammer's fees are
apt to be expensive, there was no more money to be spent on
such trifles, and the Boy had to migrate to the backwoods with
the best grace he could command.
And this was his first Christmas away from home.
A shrill whistle interrupted his meditations.
"Hullo! Williams; I say, are you there?"
The Boy hulloaed back that he was.
"Come and lend a hand, will you? I can't get this beastly
thing any further."
The new-comer sounded irritable, and the Boy went out to lend
a hand. Between them they rolled up the huge log of wood, and
then, somewhat out of breath, stood surveying their prize.
"I could not leave him," said Burke, wiping his forehead;
"he is such a beauty, and will make a splendid fire. Let us chop
off a few of these superfluous corners."
They fetched their hatchets, and for some minutes cut away in
silence. Then the Boy asked:
"Been round the town?"
"Yes," answered Burke, pausing a moment. "I tell you what,
Williams, they've finished the wagon road after a fashion, and
I'm going to see if I cannot get to D– to-morrow. Two
sleighs are going, and we want some things. There's not a drop
of oil left for the lamps, and precious few candles. We shall
soon be in utter darkness."
"You might see if there is any chance of getting letters out
that way," said the Boy, hacking away at a particularly refractory
knot.
"What a chap you are for letters!" ejaculated Burke. "When
you have been out here as long as I have, you'll get used to it."
"Perhaps," responded the Boy briefly.
Burke had been out ten years without going home; he was
quite accustomed to the vagaries and uncertainties of backwoods
life. Still, he was sorry for the Boy, because he liked him, and
saw he was homesick. That evening, as they sat smoking, he
told him yams of all his experiences, and of the fortunes other
men had made. He also said he meant to bring home something
from D– for their Christmas dinner.
They went to bed early, as lights were scarce. In the middle
of the night a scrimmage began. From the store might be heard
all sorts of queer noises: a scampering of hasty feet, sundry
squeaks, Burke calling for the Boy, who did not come.
He always had been a good hand at sleeping, in fact it was a
standing joke at home that nothing ever woke him, and now he
did not stir, though a rifle was fired close to his head, with only
a thin partition between. He was dreaming of the old country,
and of something which happened last summer, an incident in
his life in which the mother and sisters had no part. The principal
items consisted of a river and a blue-eyed girl, and glorious summer
days. There had been walks by the river hand-in-hand, while
the scent of wild roses was wafted to them from the hedges, and
down in the low meadows the reapers called to each other among
the new-mown hay.
"Well, I never saw such a chap for sleeping!" was Burke's
greeting next morning.
"Why not?" queried the Boy, in innocent surprise at his
eider's vexation.
"Why not?" echoed Burke in an aggrieved tone. "Why,
there was enough row in the store last night to wake the Seven
Sleepers, and you never moved a hair. I don't believe you even
heard me fire that gun."
"Murder!" ejaculated the Boy. "What were you firing off
guns for in the middle of the night?"
"Rats," was the laconic reply, and Burke moved off to see
about breakfast.
It was a simple meal, cooked by themselves. No hot muffins
or nicely-browned toast, no kidneys or fish. Such luxuries had
been common enough at home but were now conspicuous by their
absence. Out in the backwoods men learn that they can manage
to exist without these delicacies. Porridge and weak tea, supplemented
with a little cold bacon, composed their repast, and was
hurried over, for there was much to be done.
"I'll bring back a good supply of food," said Burke as they
washed up the plates, "and we will have a Christmas feast.
This grub is getting a little monotonous."
By-and-bye he was gone. Then the Boy looked round to see
where he should begin first. He had determined to give the
store a good turn-out while Burke was away; it would be a
splendid opportunity before the new things arrived.
With his coat off and sleeves turned up to the elbow, he set to
work. Out came a heterogeneous mass which would have caused
Whiteley to open his eyes at the collection capable of being
amassed in a West country store. Then the shelves were scrubbed
down till the odour of soap and hot water suggested a laundry.
In spite of the thermometer marking forty degrees of frost, the
Boy wiped the perspiration from his forehead.
"My word!" he ejaculated once, "this is hotter than a cricket
match. I wonder what the girls would say if they saw me
now?"
He left the place to dry while he ate his dinner of hard biscuit
and cheese, with the everlasting bacon. It was quite refreshing
to look forward to the coming feast.
"I never knew I cared so much for food before," said the Boy
to himself; "but somehow turkey and plum pudding do help to
make Christmas."
During the afternoon two or three men lounged down from
the town to get a little tobacco, and watched the process of
tidying-up. They were almost as various as the goods they
surveyed. A sharp-faced Jew and a burly German; an Oxford
undergraduate and a French cook, who had left his country
decidedly for that country's good, fraternized with a camaraderie
which might have surprised their friends at home. A common
tie drew them together: they all wanted work, and they were all
strangers in a strange land. If the possession of money serves
as a class-barrier, the want of it is the most potent leveller that
ever existed.
The Boy was on good terms with all his customers, and boasted
of an acquaintance which comprised most nations on the globe
Danes, Finns, Swedes, French, Germans, Dutch, Spanish, Mexicans,
Yankees, Canadians a motley crew, with occupations as
various. It had opened his eyes a bit to the fact that there are
more creeds and diversities of opinion on the earth's surface than
the stay-at-home world have any notion of.
The undergraduate was learning something also, and communicated
his experience as he lounged in the doorway after
the others had gone.
"Rum life this, isn't it, Williams?" he remarked, slowly drawing
a whiff of his pipe.
"Never expected it to be anything else," answered the Boy,
standing back with his head on one side critically to survey the
arrangement of a large bar of yellow soap just put in position on
the shelf. The only idea which occurred to him was how exactly
it resembled the pile of dry cheese at the other end.
"Seems an awful waste of a fellow's education," continued the
Oxonian. "What was the use of all my grinding at New, I
should like to know? Much good it has done me. I haven't
opened a book since I came out here. It was all that beastly
exam.," he went on with sudden energy. "If my people had
just been content to let me pull quietly through, instead of going
in for honours and that stuff, I should have stayed in England
and been a respectable member of society."
"And a rare lazy one too," mentally added the Boy, who
had enough common-sense to see that the free, open life was
knocking the nonsense out of his companion, and teaching him
that a man may still be a gentleman, though he does not
keep his hands white and wear immaculate collars.
"Tell you what, old chap," he said good-naturedly, "your
people intended you for a statesman; and when you had played
about with politics for a little while, and got the nation into a
jolly mess, I should have suddenly appeared to act my part as
a second Duke of Wellington, and extricated the country with
honours! Only, you see, unfortunately neither of us quite
realized in time what was expected of us, so it was no go: and
here we are, to make our fortunes afresh."
Then they both laughed, and the undergraduate went
away.
The store was a picture of neatness when finished. In the
fast waning light, the Boy contemplated his handiwork and felt
satisfied. He stretched his arms wearily and yawned. Five
minutes later found him curled up in his deck chair professedly
smoking a pipe-in reality, half asleep.
By-and-bye he indulged in a little light refreshment of biscuit
and cheese, by way of supper; after which there was mental
relaxation in the shape of an old newspaper, come out by the
mail several weeks ago now. But it did not contain much
beyond election news and:
"I'm sure I don't care who gets in for the beastly places," said
the Boy, throwing it from him in disgust. "I'll write to the
girls; they will like to know how we spend Christmas out
here."
He pulled his writing-case towards him and began writing
rapidly. A long time afterwards the sisters read the unfinished
letter, which, like a serial story, left off abruptly at the most
interesting part:
"After Christmas, Jem Smith and I hope to go up country for
a bit, and expect to have rare fun if we can get some sport. We
shall camp on –"
Here with a flicker the lamp went suddenly out.
"Botheration!" said the Boy, "that's the last drop of oil."
He groped about in the darkness till he reached the packing-case
by his bedside, and felt the matches. But the light only
revealing a solitary end of candle, he decided to abandon
letter-writing for that evening and get straight into bed.
His toilette did not take many minutes; only a few more had
to be devoted to winding up the clock and setting straight the
photographs. When the said arrangement was finished, a keen
observer might have noticed one face missing from the group.
Perhaps this accounted for the slight noise suspiciously like a
kiss, which seemed to breathe through the cedar room after its
owner had extinguished the light. But the darkness tells no
tales; and soon there was no sound in the night save the regular
breathing which suggested that the Boy was enjoying his well-earned
rest.
He was roused at an early hour by a workman coming for
some oatmeal to make his morning porridge. Grumbling and
only half awake, he turned out of bed into the cold, only to find
that before the first claimant was satisfied, another arrived on a
like errand.
It was not worth while going back to bed after that, so he,
had his own breakfast, and then set to work.
The morning's occupation was more congenial to his mind,
for it consisted in giving his own room a "clean-up." The gun
had to be taken to pieces and polished, likewise the fishing-rod;
then the spurs rubbed up till they shone like silver. It is a
satisfactory job making one's own possessions look nice, and the
Boy whistled as cheerily as a blackbird during the operation.
Then he pulled open the portmanteau which had come out
with him from England, and surveyed its contents with a grin.
Some things still remained as they had first been packed. Foremost
amongst them a pile of white shirts.
"Much good they've been to me," ejaculated the Boy.
"Wonder how many I've used out here? Two, I think. And
I can't even sport one to-morrow, it is too cold for anything but
flannel. But I'll have a collar, that will make me look rather
more respectable, instead of this old handkerchief wound round
my throat."
He selected the whitest and best ironed, and chose one of his
favourite ties, taking an absurdly keen pleasure in these preparations
for Christmas.
The day wore on apace, and there was nothing left to do.
Finally, he decided to go for a walk in the direction of D,
and see if he could meet Burke.
Walking was no easy task along the rough, newly-cut road.
There was a bitter wind blowing, stinging his face like a knife, and
making rapid movement necessary to promote circulation. The
Boy trudged on with his hands in his pockets and whistling or
singing as the mood took him. Occasionally he stumbled over
the root of an old tree hidden in the snow, whereupon the singing
changed to more forcible and less musical language.
He had gone a long two miles, and was beginning to wish
the sleigh would appear, when a sound broke on his ear.
At first he fancied it was only the wind, but it came again
between the gusts. A child crying.
"Hullo, there!" he shouted.
The crying ceased.
"Hullo!" he called again. "Who is it, and where are
you?"
Through the wind came a weak little voice, declaring: "It's
me, and I'm here."
Guided as well as he could by the faint sound, the Boy turned
in the direction from whence it seemed to proceed, and plunging
into the snow on his left, ascended a little hillock, from whence,
looking down on the other side, he could descry a small figure
crouching under cover of a stunted tree.
"Come up here," he called.
"I can't," sobbed back the figure.
Muttering something uncomplimentary to its owner, the Boy
descended towards the tree, when his tone changed to one of
surprise.
"Why, it's Denver's little lad! What are you doing here,
young shaver?"
"Waiting for father," said the shivering little form with chattering
teeth.
"Why, your father has gone with Mr. Burke. How long have
you been waiting?"
"Ages and ages," answered the little lad, beginning to sob
afresh at the thought.
"Well, come along with me," said the Boy good-naturedly.
"I am going to meet Mr. Burke, and if the sleigh does not come
soon, we'll go home and get warm."
The proposal sounded tempting, but the Boy hesitated.
"Father told me I could come and meet him, and he'll be
'specting me."
"Another Casabianca," muttered the Boy, "only at this minute
I should prefer the heat to this cold." Then aloud: "Well,
perhaps we shall meet your father; anyhow, come out of this,
you are right away from the road, he would never see you."
This last argument prevailed. But whether the child had really
been there "ages" or not, he was too chilled and stiff with cold
to walk. He looked up in his rescuer's face like a little terrier,
mutely appealing for help.
"Poor little chap, you are half frozen," said the Boy, who had
a soft spot in his heart for children, and a special liking for the
cheery little fellow whom he had often watched playing round
the hotel. He was the apple of his father's eye, and even the
roughest men had a friendly word for him, growing up in that
free open life a motherless waif.
The Boy remembered this latter fact as he rubbed the blue
little hands and wound his own comforter round the child's
neck.
"Look here," he said, "suppose I carry you as far as the road,
and then we can walk along."
It was no easy task getting up the slope, even with so light a
weight. Every now and then the Boy stumbled over the hidden
stumps, or by an unwary step plunged knee deep into the
snow.
"Now, then," he cried, when the summit was reached, "hold
tight, and we'll go down here as fast as we can."
But it was a case of "more haste less speed." Half-way down
the Boy tripped over a knotted root and the two executed a
somersault together in the snow.
A merry peal of laughter showed that the little lad thoroughly
appreciated the fun, but his companion did not get up so quickly,
for a sudden pain shooting through his ankle brought him to the
ground again directly he tried to rise.
"Bother it!" he said. "I believe I've sprained my ankle."
He sat still for a minute, then tried again. Setting his teeth,
he hopped a few paces, but the pain was so excruciating that he
had to stop. After resting a moment he started crawling, to the
immense amusement of his childish spectator, who looked upon
these performances as designed for his special benefit.
But it was no laughing matter to the Boy. In spite of the
intense cold, he had to wait to wipe the beads of perspiration
from his forehead. The pain was making him feel horribly sick.
Would that sleigh never come?
His small companion came nearer with a scared face.
"What's the matter with your foot?" he queried.
"I've only hurt it a bit," answered the Boy as cheerfully as he
could. "Just go down the slope, carefully, and look along the
road, and shout as loud as you can if you see your father or Mr.
Burke."
Proud of his commission, the urchin carefully descended the
hill, his light footfall making more rapid progress than a heavier
tread. It was harder work coming back, to report that his
mission had been fruitless. Several more similar expeditions
met with a like result; then the little messenger began to
weary.
The afternoon, too, was waning fast.
"Hullo! what are you doing?" questioned the Boy, seeing the
tiny figure arranging itself on the snow at the bottom of the hill
with the obvious intention of taking a nap. "You can't go to
sleep here you'll freeze to death."
But he might have spoken to the wind. His long waiting and
toils had quite worn out the youthful watcher, and even while
his elder spoke he had dropped off into a dreamless slumber.
"What on earth am I to do with him?" puzzled the Boy.
He crawled along the snow to his side and looked down at the
unconscious face.
"Poor little chap; I hope he won't catch cold before they
come."
His fingers were busy unbuttoning his own great-coat, which
soon enveloped the child like a blanket.
Phew! how the wind whistled and howled, as if it were
redoubling its force out of sheer malice towards its unprotected
victim.
"Bad for my rheumatics," muttered the Boy as gravely as an
old man of eighty. But he had had a touch of rheumatic fever
at school.
He swung his arms backwards and forwards after the fashion
of London cabmen to keep up the circulation, shouting every
now and again lest the sleigh should pass them in the gathering
dusk.
Would it never come?
The wind grew colder and colder, and his foot, which felt as
big as two ordinary feet, was getting perfectly numb. He was
beginning to feel pretty cold all over by now a dazed, stupid
sensation, as if he did not quite know what he was doing. Even
singing, the words got mixed.
Once he peeped inside the bundle at his side. It was warm as
a toast. Denver's little lad was right, at all events.
Darker fell the evening shadows ; sharper and keener blew the
wintry blast. Time seemed to become a little confused. Was it
night or morning?
When the sleigh lumbered slowly along at last, the tired horse
suddenly shied at something by the roadside. An oddly-shaped
bundle, and a coatless figure waving one arm about in an aimless
fashion, was what the lantern revealed when brought to bear
upon the scene.
Burke was out of the sleigh in another moment, with a
smothered exclamation, and had them both in before Denver
grasped the situation.
Questions were useless where one was asleep and the either too
stupefied to answer. Something of the state of affairs dawned
on the two men as they hastened homeward.
They put the Boy to bed, and applied what remedies they possessed.
The little lad was roused, to swallow unwillingly a hot
potion prepared by his father, then fell peacefully asleep again,
curled up in a blanket before the stove.
Burke heated the cedar room till it was like an oven, and sat
up all night. No fear of the Boy being cold now. He was tossing
about in a fever, begging for something cool to drink, while
every breath was like a knife in his side.
With the first streak of dawn on Christmas morning Denver
came and looked sorrowfully down at the bed.
"I'm off," he said, "and I'll bring a doctor if I can, for he
looks powerful bad. Take care of the little lad for me, master."
And he was gone.
Twenty miles to N–, and the roads as bad as they could
be.
Christmas Day dragged wearily by. The little lad was made
happy with a sumptuous dinner, wondering why no one else
touched the good things, and why his friend on the bed was
talking such nonsense and never lay still for a minute.
Tick, tick, tick; the little clock on the shelf went merrily on
till evening; then stopped, because no one remembered to wind
it up.
Burke took out his watch.
"Only half-past seven," he muttered, "and we must get
through the night somehow. Denver cannot be here till morning."
The child slipped down to the floor and curled himself up for
the night. Burke covered him with a rug. While doing so, his
eye caught sight of the clean collar and tie arranged on the
table.
He took them up pityingly.
"Poor old chap, I suppose he thought he would be a gentleman
again for once."
This thought suggested a new train of ideas, and he crossed
over to the bed. Leaning down, he tried to rivet the attention
of those restless, wandering eyes.
"I say, old chap, just be quiet a moment, and listen to me,
will you? It's a splendid thing you've done, you know. In
the army are you listening? they give the V.C. to men who
save other fellows' lives at the risk of their own. Do you hear?
the V.C."
But the Boy was babbling of green fields and his mother and
the old home, utterly oblivious of earthly distinctions or his
friend's attempt at comfort.
When the doctor arrived the next morning, driven at Denver's
utmost speed, the cedar room was looking its best. A ruddy
glow from the stove caught the spurs on the wall, and burnished
the rifle till it shone like gold. The newly-plenished lamp
seemed cheerily to assert that there was now no lack of oil.
Only on the camp bed in the corner the Boy was lying
strangely white and still, with the happiest imaginable smile on
his face.
And Burke, his head bowed down on the packing case, was
sobbing like a child.
M. F. W.
(THE END)