A CARDIFF VALENTINE
It was Thursday, St. Valentine's Day,
and she had just returned from a shopping
excursion to find that the postman had left
her two letters and a small parcel during
her absence. She opened the letters and
found they were merely feminine communications
from a couple of friends; then she
opened the parcel. It proved to contain a
small, beautifully bound pocket edition of
Moore's "Irish Melodies," with a neat
bookmark between the pages of
When he who adores thee has left but the name
Of his fault and his sorrows behind.
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She read the lyric through; then turned
to the flyleaf to see who had sent it. But
the leaf bore no name, and she turned the
pages over in search of some clue, but found
none. She laid the book on the table, and
in doing so discovered a slip of paper which
had fallen from between the pages unnoticed
by her. She picked up the paper and opened
it, and read:
"21, street, Roath, Feb. 13, 1894.
DEARIE,
I am house-bound. Will you come
and see me? Only a formal call. Will you come
for a few minutes and brighten my room with the
sunshine of your smile? I would not ask you if I
could get out. Will you come?
Yours,
NOEL.
The note was short and required but little
understanding to grasp its meaning. And
when she lifted her head after reading it her
heart was beating much faster than when
she opened the parcel, and her eyes had a
hungry look in them. For a moment she
glanced at the gemmed ring on the third
finger of her left hand, then her eyes
sought the note again, and again
she read it through. From the note her
thoughts went to the poem marked in the
book, and crumpling the note in her hand
she lifted the little volume from the table
and opened it where the bookmark lay, and
read on to the last two lines. Then she
paused for a moment, and continued:
But the next dearest blessing that Heaven can give
Is the pride of thus dying for thee.
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"Good heavens! Can he be dying, I
wonder?" she mentally ejaculated, and the
look in her big expressive eye grew stronger.
"I know he would not tell me in so many
words if he were seriously ill, and perhaps
he is so. I'll go and ," and she stopped
abruptly as her eye caught the glitter of the
ring on her finger. . . "Would it be
right?" she murmured, and opening
the note again she re-read it. Then picking
up the book she placed it mechanically
between the pages where the bookmark lay,
and closed the volume, while the yearning,
wistful gaze returned to her eye and her
whole being hungered to obey the request of
the note.
Laying the book on table she turned
away irresolute for a moment. Then with
a sudden gesture, half impatient and half
defiant at that restraint she alone at this
moment could see was standing by and
silently rebuking her, she hurriedly donned
her hat and cloak, and telling the maid to
inform her mother that she would be home
again in an hour she left the house and bent
her steps towards street.
On arriving at the house she rang the bell
and asked to see Mr. Griffiths, and was at
once shown into the parlour, where she
found the man she sought lying on the
couch and covered with a rug. His face
was pale and haggard. There was a hectic
spot on his cheek, and his eyes were
strangely sunken and marked with lines of
dark purple. For a moment she stood and
gazed at him, her whole sympathetic soul in
her eyes. Then starting forward she
murmured, between her short, quick breaths
"Oh! Noel, how long have you been ill?
Why did you not let me know before?" And
she dropped unconsciously on one knee by
the side of the couch, and gently pushed his
hair back from his forehead, while she gazed
into his unnaturally bright eyes with a world
of pathos in her own.
"I did not think it necessary, little one.
I've only been ill a few days or at least
confined to the house a few days," he
answered slowly, and with an apparent effort.
"What is the matter, Noel? What are
you ill with?" anxiously and eagerly.
"It began with a cold a chill, I think,
on the ice after skating and the doctor
says it has got to my lungs."
"Then you must be careful. You want
proper nursing, or it may result in
something more serious." And again she
pressed the clustering hair back from his
feverish brow, while her thoughts were busy
with the terrible change which two short
weeks had made in him.
"Oh, it isn't much, petit Mignon," he
replied with a faint, wan smile. "I shall
soon be well; but I thought I would like to
see your winsome face again, and the craving
was too irresistible to be crushed down."
And drawing a thin wasted hand from under
the rug he caressed her soft cheek weakly,
and murmured,
"Kiss me, Mignon. . . I will not
ask you again."
"It is not right, you know, Noel," she
said gently. "You ought not to ask me to
do this," and she cast her lustrous eyes
downward.
"I know that, dear Abdiel; but I cannot
keep back the desire now. . . . I I
am weak where I should be strong. . .
Kiss me, Mignon, and I won't ask again."
And he gently endeavoured to draw
her head towards him. She lifted her
eyes and the pleading look in his was
too strong for her. In spite of the ring on
her finger she loved him: loved him as she
could not love the giver of the golden bond
which had of late become as a shackle of
cold iron. And when their eyes met, with
the look of passionate pleading and hungry
love in his and love and sympathy in hers,
she was powerless to resist the temptation
to grant his request; and lightly ever so
lightly and tenderly her lips touched his
for a brief part of a minute. Then taking
her soft cheeks gently between his thin
hands he pressed his lips to her forehead as
reverentially as a priest would his to that of
a saint.
Then rising to her feet she took a chair
and sat down by him and talked with him of
the future he had planned out for himself,
and of which he had often talked to her,
until the afternoon was far advanced.
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Two hours after Mignon, as Noel called
her, left her home in Gardens, the
doorbell was rung by a smartly-dressed
young fellow, who said to the maid as the
door was opened to him
"Is Miss Phillips in?"
"No, sir; but she won't be long. She
said as she shouldn't be more'n a hour gone."
"And how long is that ago?
"Full two hours, sir."
"Oh, then I'll come in and wait. She
won't be long now, I suppose," he said with
a nonchalant air as he crossed the threshold.
"Is Mrs Phillips in?" he added.
"No, sir; she's just gone out."
"Very well. Tell Miss Phillips, when
she comes in, that I'm here," and pushing
open the door of the little drawing-room he
entered and swung the door behind him.
Walking up to the table he picked up the
first thing that came to his hand a book.
He opened it and muttered
"Ugh! More beastly poetry!" As
he did so a slip of paper fell out
and dropped on to the table. He
took it in his hand written side uppermost.
It was the note that had caused
Mignon to leave home so hurriedly. He
glanced it over. He felt no hesitation at
doing so, and his face clouded over until it
was almost purple with suppressed rage.
Although he had never met the writer he
knew who had sent it, and he surmised to
where Mignon his promised wife had
gone.
"The devil!" he muttered between his
teeth, "I wonder if she has gone there."
And for some moments he stood gazing at
the note, while his evil temper went up to
fever heat. Then crumpling the note in his
hand, he swung round on his heel; his
small eyes flashed, and he muttered
"Come what may, I'll go and see!" And
with quick, impatient strides he left the
house, banging the door to behind him, and
strode off in the direction of street.
On arriving at the house where Noel lived
he rang the bell and enquired of the person
who opened the door
"Is Mr Griffiths in?"
"Yes, sir," answered Noel's landlady.
"He has a lady with him, has he not?"
"Yes, I think so.
"A young lady?"
"Yes."
"I've come to see him; but you need not
announce me. It's all right. Which room
is he in?" and he entered the house and
stepped past the woman.
"That one," said the woman in some
astonishment, indicating the door of the
parlour. With an abrupt movement he
opened the door, entered the room, and
closed the door behind him.
"So this is how you pass your time, is
it? Visiting sick lovers? A nice thing for
an engaged woman to do?" he burst out
with a sneer.
"How dare you insult me in this
manner!" said Mignon, starting from her
seat with flashing eyes and cut to her
heart's core by the biting sarcasm and
insinuation.
"Insult you! I should think it's no insult
to tell you the truth. You've no right to be
here!"
"I came here on an errand of mercy, as
any other Christian woman would. And if
you were a man, and had any real love for
me, you would not have followed me in this
mean way."
"I have a right to follow you. And you
will leave here at once and come home with
me."
"I will do such thing. I will go when
I am ready, and if you cannot trust me then
find someone whom you can."
"You will come now."
"Leave my room, sir, and at once," said
Noel, with in effort, and slipping the rug off
he struggled to his feet, his nostrils dilated
with anger. "This lady is my guest, and
while here she shall not be insulted by
anyone."
"Indeed?" sneered the other.
"Leave my room, I tell you," clenching
his white, weak hands.
"Get your hat and cloak on," said the
new-comer, disregarding Noel. "You're
coming home with me. I'll see whether
you'll go philandering about with my ring on
or not.
"Will you leave this house and cease to
insult Miss Phillips?" inquired Noel, his
passion rising to an ungovernable pitch.
"No! I will not leave your room until
she comes with me."
"Then, I'll make you," and before Mignon
could stop him he had moved towards
the intruder by the door. But only one
step. His foot caught in the rug he had
slipped off when he arose from the couch,
and he went headlong, heavily to the floor,
where he lay motionless.
"Oh! Noel, Noel," cried Mignon, taken
off her guard by the accident, and rushing
forward she stooped and endeavoured to
raise the fallen man, but the most she
could do was to turn him over. This she
did, and was horrified to see that
blood was pouring in a thick stream from
his mouth and nostrils. Hurriedly snatching
the pillow from the couch she thrust it
under Noel's head and ran to the door and
called for the mistress of the house and
bade her send at once for the doctor. Then
she returned to the stricken man who loved
her with a whole heart's love, and for the
sake of whom she had endangered her
reputation. In a little time the medical
man arrived, and Noel was lifted to the
couch. The doctor examined him and
announced the fact that he was dead. The
shock had ruptured his weak, affected
lungs, and he had died instantly.
The stiffening limbs were composed, a
cloth was spread over the white face, now
washed of its bloodstains, and the doctor
and landlady left the room. For a minute
Mignon gazed through her gathering tears
at the man who stood halfway between
herself and the door, and who had
been a passive spectator of the whole
affair. Then drawing the ring from
her finger she stepped forward, and
laying it on the table by him, she said,
"Take your bond. I have worn it by force
for some months, now I will wear it no
longer. Had you given me back my
promise when I asked you when I told
you I did not love you well enough to marry
you, his death would not have rested with
you. Now go your way and leave me in
peace. I wish never to see you again."
And turning towards the corpse of her dead
love she gave way to the tears which would
be held back no longer.
"You you don't mean this, do you?" he
said in a staggered way.
"Yes, I mean it," she answered, half
turning round. "Go your way, and if you
wish to please me, never let me see you
again. I loved him" pointing to the dead
form on the couch "from the moment I
saw him as I could never learn to love you.
And when I knew that he loved me I asked
you to honourably release me, because of
the change in my feelings towards you, and
which I could in no wise prevent, but you
refused. Now he is dead his death lies at
your door."
For a moment he stood looking at her;
then, mechanically picking up the ring, he
turned and left the house, leaving the
sorrowing Mignon alone with the body of
her dead love. And as night lowered her
sable mantle the mourning woman knelt
reverently by the side of the death couch
and prayed for the soul of the departed one
and strength to bear her trouble, until the
room was filled with the soul of her
whispered prayer.
E. PATTERSON.
(THE END)