I looked at my watch and saw that I had just fifteen minutes
to catch the half-past eight train to Nanton. I immediately
swallowed a cup of coffee and ate a slice of toast, and then hastened
to the railway station. At twenty minutes to nine I was in Nanton
Manor. The man-servant who opened the hall door for me looked
at me in surprise, knowing who I was, but not knowing of any
person being sick in the Manor I suppose.
"Where is your master, John?" I asked.
"He has not yet risen, sir. He was writing all yesterday, and
I expect he is tired and has overslept himself."
"Show me the way to his room," I said.
He led me up the stairs. We arrived at his master's bedroom
door and found it locked, and no signs of the room's occupant
moving. I rapped with my knuckles on the door panels, but no
answer came from within. I rapped more loudly again and again,
and called, but still no answer came from within. The only
responses elicited were the echoes resounding through the adjoining
corridors. Finally I said to the servant, "We shall have to break
in the door." And after some difficulty, by our combined efforts,
we succeeded in bursting it open.
We entered and found Captain Ashwell lying stark and still in
bed, dead, and dead too for some hours! So I judged, as the body
was perfectly cold. I immediately sent the man to summon the
other servants and to despatch a messenger for the police. Then I
looked round the room. On a small table near the bed I found a
large bottle containing a small quantity of solution of chloral, so
it was pretty evident what had caused death. Beside the bottle
was a heavily sealed packet directed to me, and marked "Strictly,
private and confidential for Dr. Barton only." I tore open the
envelope, and a hasty glance through its contents was sufficient to
make me determine to retain the document &c. for the present,
and say nothing about them to either the servants or police until
I had fully thought over them. The packet contained a letter.
directed to the deceased's fiancée and a long closely written document
for me.
The names of all the persons mentioned in this narrative are
not, of course, the real names, and the name of the village is
also changed. I feel sure the Captain Ashwell herein mentioned
will never be recognised by any of his former acquaintances.
The first thing I did after the arrival of the police on the
scene was to drive over to Colonel Banscott's house and break the
sad news to its inmates. When I arrived I asked to see Miss
Banscott, and was shown into the drawing-room, where presently
that lady joined me. I began:
"Miss Banscott; I have come on a very sad errand indeed, with
news that will be a great shock to you, I fear."
"Something has happened to Arthur Ashwell? Do not keep
me in suspense. Tell me the worst at once. Do not fear. Is
is he dead?"
"Yes, he is dead," I replied; "he has died from the effects of an
overdose of chloral. He left this note for you, enclosed with a
document for me."
She tore open the envelope, and as she read her face paled
but her eyes remained brilliant. She did not faint, she did not
cry out, there were no hysterics. Seemingly forgetful of my
presence, she paced the floor like a tawny lioness deprived of her
cubs.
She muttered to herself:
"Oh, Arthur, Arthur! why did you leave me? I would have
borne half nay, the whole of your guilt. You did not know how
I loved you how I love you! You were my all, my love! I
would have protected and guarded you in my arms from those
horrible dreams ay! from ten thousand fiendish dead. Why,
why did you not trust me?"
Suddenly she paused in her walk, faced me, fixing her large
lustrous eyes on me, in which fire suddenly glowed.
"Do you know why Arthur Ash well died?" she cried.
"Yes; you and I are the only persons who do, I believe," I
replied.
"Do you intend to blast his memory?" stridulously.
"No; he is beyond the power of human justice now.
Besides, there is no evidence to show that his statement is not the
offspring of a diseased mind. It could serve no public good, and
but pain his friends and relatives, to make public his statements."
"It is well!" she cried. "If you dared to breathe a word
against him, even on his own confession, I would kill you yes!
kill you without compunction."
She resumed her walk up and down, and presently broke forth
again.
"Man! you cannot know what love like mine is. Oh, Arthur,
Arthur! why did I not accept poverty with you at first? All
light all good has gone out of my life now!"
"Pray compose yourself, my dear young lady," I interposed.
"Time will heal even your deep wound. Think of what good you
can do to your fellow-creatures and what you owe society."
She laughed; an unpleasant laugh to hear it was that of a
musical hyæna.
"What do I care for my fellow-creatures and society now?
Society bah! I hate everything myself, everybody! You are
shocked. I tell you, man, I am none of your whimpering, puling
beings who, when their God whips them, turn, and cur-like lick
his hand. My lady friends friends, forsooth! say I have African
blood in my veins. I suppose it's so. Savage instincts are hereditary
and strong within me. I am dangerous yea! let society
beware. Go –"
She turned on her heel and abruptly left the room. And I
felt sadly as I betook myself to my happy home, thinking of what
sins and sorrows there are hidden away everywhere in this world
of ours.
There was again an inquest at Nanton Manor, and at it I
produced the letter I had received on the morning of the 3rd, but
not the other document. As Ashwell was dead, there was nothing
to be gained for the public weal by having the contents of the
latter published in all the papers. It would not forward the ends
of Justice, as the man was beyond the reach of the law's arm. It
would possibly have afforded scandalmongers food for some days,
but it would have given intense pain to my late friend's relatives
and acquaintances.
A verdict that "the deceased had died from the effects of an
overdose of chloral, taken by himself whilst suffering from mental
derangement," was returned by the coroner's jury, and the body
was buried in a simple grave in Nanton graveyard, as he had
requested.
THE DOCUMENT.
Why do I desire to leave a record of my crime behind, and.
thus blacken my memory? Why indeed, but that I feel it will
possibly take the incubus off me which is pressing me down,
down into the grave, and which I feel, if I do not divulge before
dying, will continue to press on me still after death. And I feel
as a certainty that to-morrow's sun in setting will look on my
pallid corpse. To-morrow will be the accursed anniversary of my
cousin's death of the day from which I have been accursed, and
shall continue to be so if there be a hereafter.
This record I place entirely at your disposal, Dr. Barton, but
I beg of you to treat my memory, and the feelings of my
relations and friends, as gently as you can, consistently with the
discharge of your duty to the state. Can a retribution for crime,
though, be exacted from a dead man? (I shall be a dead man
when this paper reaches your hands.) No; I hope, I trust not;
and if not, keep my secret. Now to the story of my crime.
Two years ago I was, as you know, a comparatively penniless
soldier of fortune. I was in India, and applied for a year's sick
leave and was given it. I returned to England, and in London
I met my father's old friend Colonel Banscott, who was rejoiced
to see me. Maud, his only daughter, too, seemed to take an
interest in the battered and sick soldier, and the Colonel pressed
me to visit them at their country residence for a month to
recruit my health. I gladly accepted the invitation. Soon I
was deeply in love with Maud. I knew my passion to be hopeless
from the first, for was I not too poor to support a wife in comfort?
But my ardent love stifled my common sense, and I still stayed on
in Colonel Banscott's house after I found myself in the quagmire.
I saw, yes plainly that Maud returned my love with all the
ardour of her passionate nature. I felt mean in having gained
her love, but it was inexpressibly sweet to me all the same.
One evening in June my love and I were alone in the conservatory,
and I could not restrain my passion from breaking into
words. There and then I told her of my love, and I took her
lithe form in my arms and kissed her again and again. Fatal
ecstasy! She gave herself up entirely to my fond embrace, and
returned my burning kisses with fervour. I asked her again and
again if she loved me, and each time it was music divine in my
ears she answered, "Yes, Arthur, as my life!" I asked her when
she would be mine, and it was a fearful damper when she replied,
"When you are rich and can support me. You must find some
way to become rich at once, love." Alas, alas! where and how
could I get riches?
Then the time came when I was bound to take my departure
from the home of my beloved, and just then my cousin came in
for the Nanton property and asked me to stay with him. The
offer I jumped at, for would I not be near my love at the Manor?
From the Manor I called frequently on the Banscotts and had
many interviews with Maud alone. Then came a day on which I
had to visit London on business matters. The business detained
me longer in town than I expected, and a month elapsed before I
found myself once more in Nanton, and then I received a fearful
shock. It was in this wise. Oh the evening of my arrival, my
cousin and I dined alone. After dinner, as we sat together by
the fire smoking our cigars over a split-whisky and soda, he
said:
"Look here, Arthur, a fellow in my present position must do
some entertaining, and society expects him to get married. I
want to tell you that I have proposed to a young lady and have
been accepted."
"My dear fellow," I replied, "allow me to congratulate you."
Unsuspectingly I spoke, and continued, "Do I know her?"
He continued without noticing my interruption.
"I don't know that we are very deeply in love with one
another, but she is a splendid creature and will do all honour to
Nanton Manor. We haven't seen one another very frequently too,
to be sure, but what of that in these days? I am not much of a
lady's man, as you know. You are friendly with her people and
with her, so you might do some of the attentions for me."
"You speak in enigmas," I replied, feeling a strange sinking
at my heart. "Who is the young lady?"
"Whom should you think, but Maud Banscott? Banscott is, as
you probably know, deeply in debt, so the match will suit his
book very well."
How can I describe my feelings? What jealousy and madness
his words raised within my breast! But I managed to keep them
from finding a vent through my lips.
My cousin did not notice my agitation, as he was engaged
with the poker, prodding a huge piece of coal in the fire, and had
lapsed into a reverie which I suppose was pleasant. Finally he
said:
"You will run over to Banscott's place to-morrow, like a good
fellow. I have some appointments to keep elsewhere, so you might
make my excuses."
"I will," I replied; but my voice was harsh and grating, and
my cousin looked up and remarked:
"I don't think you're quite well to-night, Arthur."
"No," I replied, "I am tired and weary, and will go to bed if
you don't mind."
I did not sleep at all that night, but tossed on my bed, my
heart racked with jealousy and envious disappointment.
The next morning found Maud and me alone. I taxed her
with want of love, I called her a flirt, a coquette, a siren, and a
hundred opprobrious names, to all of which she never said a word.
At last, maddened by her silence, I rose and cried, "Farewell! I
curse the day I first saw your false fair face. You will never see
me again!" With a cry of pain she sprang forward and threw her
arms around my neck. "No! no! you shall not leave me," she
cried. "You are my only love, my all. Arthur, listen to me. We
are poor my father is a pauper and so are you. Your cousin
wants someone to be the head of his house. I am to represent
his family and do the manorial honours, and in exchange he gives
me a position and money. It is a fair exchange. It will be
purely a marriage of convenience. He wants no love, and gives
none. You must always stay by me." "Maud, Maud!" I cried, "do
you know how such an arrangement is bound to end in misery
and shame to you, and do you think I could play the mean part
of hanger-on?" "No I tell you," she cried passionately, "it is to be
as I say. He has got his mistress, one of the gamekeeper's
daughters, as you know full well. She probably understands his
feelings, and he will be happy in her society. He dare not thwart
or cross my path, and he knows it. If he did I would kill him.
You are my all." And once more she twined her arms round me
and pressed her lips to mine, and I, of course, weak fool, I, her
abject slave, her worshipper, was as wax in her hands. Presently
she said, "You are the next heir to the estate. What a pity it is
that we are not living years ago, when you might pick a quarrel
with that cousin of yours and kill him fairly."
Two days later, how my heart bounded with unholy joy when
I saw my cousin in the hunting-field go down before a fence
and his horse roll over him. He was carried home on a stretcher,
and the local surgeon was summoned. My unholy hopes were
soon dispelled when the latter told me the injuries were not at all
of a fatal character. I went to my room, and in that room the
devil had laid a trap well-baited for me. The bait was the
Nanton Manor property. I found that a small portmanteau
which I had lost on my passage home from India had turned up,
and that it was before me. Automatically I set to unpack it. As
I was proceeding with the task, a small bottle rolled from out the
folds of some of the clothes and dropped on the floor. I picked it
up and wondered how it could have got mixed up with my clothes.
I put it into my pocket, determined to destroy its contents as soon
as possible, to prevent the possibility of any accidents. Let me
explain what it was.
In India, before I left for home, I had shared on a hill station
a bungalow with a young doctor belonging to the Indian service.
He was a very clever and original man, and was then studying
the effects of cobra poison. The little bottle that fell on the floor
was his, and had been accidentally mixed up with my things, how,
I know not. It contained cobra poison mixed with glycerine, the
latter to preserve the poisonous potency, I believe. I put it in
my pocket, as I have said, and I soon forgot all about it for the
time being.
Early next morning I rose, determined to take a walk to
refresh myself after a bad night's sleep. As I was about to pass
the invalid's room, I saw the door was open. I entered. The
patient was asleep, and the attendant had gone below on some
errand. The patient had kicked the bed-clothes off the bed in
his sleep. The dressings of a small wound on the upper part of
his broken thigh had become displaced. The wound was clean
cut, and oozing a little blood. Then the devil recalled to me
some experiments I had seen the Indian doctor perform. I felt
shocked at the depravity of my thoughts, but all the same I
put my hand in my pocket and drew the little phial forth.
Stealthily, automatically, I drew the cork, and dropped some of
the contents into the wound. Then I hastened from the room
and from the house. No one had seen me enter or leave the
sick-room. Once in the open air, I walked rapidly through the
country, agitated by hopes and fears, now praying that the poison
was impotent, now hoping the reverse. I threw the phial into
a river, and dropped a large stone on it which must have
shattered it into infinitesimal pieces. And again I walked
walked. At last, after what seemed to me an age, I could stand
the suspense that was gnawing in my breast no longer. I hastened
to the house, where, on entering, you oh, my friend! you told
me, without knowing the import of your words, that I was a
murderer!
Your judgment was right, but you allowed it to be biassed
by circumstances.
After my cousin's death, my conscience smote me but little
during the daytime, but on the first night after, and on every
succeeding night, my sleep was broken by bad dreams. In the
daytime I was comparatively happy in the society of my love,
and her love for me seemed to grow stronger as I became estranged
from society. The moment, though, that sleep closed my eyes,
my torture commenced. Cobras innumerable seemed to surround
my bed, and hissed and struck at me from all sides. I sought
your advice, but you prescribed change of scene and a mild tonic.
To leave my love would be to leave all hope and happiness, and
your tonic was as so much water. Of my own accord I had
recourse to chloral, and I found that whilst under the influence
of this drug I was at ease. But when its effects had passed off
the dreams returned, and continued until I awoke. I calculated
experimentally, and made my servant awake me before its effects
could pass off, every morning. But in the few seconds that it
took to arouse me from partial to complete consciousness, an
appalling dream was invariably condensed. As time passed,
these short dreams became worse. Sometimes a gigantic cobra
seemed to coil himself round my body, and his vile, cold, slimy
body seemed to come into contact with my naked flesh. Presently
his head would reach within a few feet of my face, and
then he would raise his hood, his eyes becoming angry red, and
he would strike at me with a hiss, and I would shut my eyes in
expectation of the dread wound; but he never inflicted it, and
when I opened my eyes again, it was to find the head transformed
into the pallid face of my dead cousin. Then, screaming, I would
awake and find my servant bending over me.
For the last two days my dreams have been still more fearfully
appalling. On each it seemed to me that I was in a beautiful
apartment; and my love was in my arms, pressing her warm lips
and lithe form to mine. When lo! suddenly the room changed
into the inside of a damp, slimy sepulchre the inside of the
Nanton Manor vault, which I have seen more than once and the
form in my arms became rigid and cold. Then, in surprise, on
looking into my love's face, I found oh God! again the face
of my dead cousin, the same face that I caught sight of through
the open bedroom door in Nanton Manor Hall, the same livid
pallid face, the same lustreless, staring, widely dilated eyes, close
to me. I shrieked and tried to throw the body from me, but my
efforts were vain. It seemed to me that I had to sit with the
body in my arms for ages. Then, finally, a voice in fearful
accents bade me prepare for death, and I awoke. Thus two
nights have I spent, and now night is coming;rapidly on again
night that will not be followed by morn in this world for me, I
fear, and I feel weak and sick at heart.
I pray you to see that my body be not placed in Nanton
Manor vault, but in a simple grave.
ARTHUR ASHWELL.
This was the document, and I pass from it without comment.
Maud Banscott, two years after Arthur Ashwell's death,
married a rich vulgar old man of the name of Jones, who had
made an immense fortune in shoddy. Six months later she
eloped with a little blackguard, and I heard nothing further of
her until quite recently.
A friend who resides in Paris came on a visit to me a short
time ago, and in conversation remarked incidentally: "Oh, by
the way, did you know a Miss Banscott from this part of the
country, who married a Mr. Jones, and afterwards bolted with
Lord Tanger? She went to Paris with the latter, and the story
has it that she had a row with him three months later, and shot
him. At any rate. he is very reticent about the affair, whatever
it was, and never goes near her now. She keeps a splendid
establishment, and is the leader of Parisian Bohemian society.
Her salon on her evenings is crowded by the most distinguished
men statesmen, soldiers, littérrateurs, and artists and I assure
you it is a difficult thing to get an entrée there. Men rave about
her, and duels innumerable have been fought amongst her
Gallic admirers. A most extraordinary thing, though, is that on
every 3rd of November she shuts her house up, clothes herself
in mourning, and sees no one; and no one has the slightest idea
of the reason why. Can you throw any light on the subject?"
But I held my peace.
Every 3rd of November Arthur Ashwell's grave is adorned by
wreaths of immortelles and other flowers, and few have any idea
whence they come.
CREGAN CONWAY.
(THE END)