The Christmas Ghost of
San Francisco
By ELLA STERLING MIGHELS
(1853-1934)
THE
sunshine of winter lightly gilded the
crested hills of San Francisco, spreading
from the lapping waters of the bay at her
feet over to the solitary cross of Lone Mountain.
But the dunes of sand beyond lay under
masses of clouds blowing in from the Pacific,
soon to creep over the blue sky, to blur out the
sunset and to hasten the twilight.
Enjoying the brightness of the day, Christmas
crowds were hurrying to and fro, along the
busy street. With many parcels clasped in their
arms, and unusual brightness in their eyes,
young and old were smiling as they passed
along. In the midst of the happy throng came
a strange and shambling figure. It was a man,
bent and old, hastening along in a sort of jocular
gait, strangely at variance with his feeble
frame. His clother were green as if with
mould, his face was drawn and pallid. There
was a general suggestiveness of a corpse with
a skullike head. He looked as if he had arisen
from the dead.
"Neither man nor woman, neither brute nor
human" came unconsciously to my mind as
my eyes rested on him. He seemed to take no
notice of those about him and jogged on, bent
on a course of his own. I watched his movements,
fascinated and followed him up Kearny
street, where he turned and went into the White
House, (for this was before the fire), where
only the aristocrats go to buy; and mutely he
held out his hand to the magnificent floorwalker,
who was the haughtiest thing that
walked. My heart bled for him, and I
wondered why he ventured in there, only to be
driven out with scorn for daring to brush by
those proud dames and their daughters.
But there was something so awful in the old
man's face, that the fine gentleman put his hand
into his pocket and gave him a silver dollar. I
was surprised at his generosity; a dime would
have sufficed. I looked in my own purse. It
was not so very full, and there were many presents
yet to get. Unwillingly I took out a half
dollar and followed the old man.
"Even suppose he does spend it for drink, to
warm his poor old bones, it is Christmas-time,"
I reasoned, "and he is free to do what he may
to comfort himself for the few remaining hours
he has to live. I will give him the benefit of the
doubt."
He looked at the ground as if unseeing, and
extended his hand a pitiful hand, for one of
the fingers was missing and it had been roughened
by hard work, though the marks of good
birth showed in the delicacy of its shaping.
He passed on and went to the next store-entrance.
A man at once reached out a shining
piece of gold to him. There was something no
one could withstand in this abject creature;
there was a warning in his skull-like face, as if
he said, "Your hour is coming, too."
Each moment a terror crept into my heart. I
was fascinated yet repulsed. It was impossible
to describe the feeling that overwhelmed me.
"If he be alive," I kept on repeating, "then
someone should take him to the hospital, for he
will die in the street before morning. The soul
has already escaped from that body, and he is
in reality dead, but his body is still going on
from a muscular force of habit."
I looked around but no one seemed to take
any further notice of the old man than to give
him alms or a momentary glance of horror as
they passed him by. The responsibility seemed
forced upon me against my will to look out for
this abject creature, evidently homeless, friendless
and on the verge of dissolution. Inwardly
I rebelled.
"Why should I have to follow this man? He
is repulsive, he is not even clean," I complained
to myself. "Let someone else take the
responsibility." But still my feet followed whether I
would or not. My little gifts were forgotten;
the children at home faded away. I was
impelled to follow, follow!
The blue above was now overcast with drifting
masses of clouds, the uncertain light of late
afternoon faded into the dim of twilight, and
still I was dogging the footsteps of the strange
old man.
His strength kept up mysteriously; his jocular
gait was even difficult to keep up with. As
we went up Market street we met a man who
was well-known for his immense wealth and
dishonest practices. Mutely was the appeal made.
The millionaire carelessly gave him a gold
piece, then as he viewed the awful face; "My
God, is that you ?" he exclaimed, calling out
the name of a farmer partner of his own, who
had died some years before. But the old man
said never a word, only jogged along leaving
the rich man dazed and gazing after him.
He went into narrow streets, into low
groggeries, to the doors of humble people, and all
gave the weird creature a dime, or more,
willingly. Somehow I was led to wonder at the
open-heartedness of all these beings, for I had
never guessed that there were really so many
to show generosity, kindness of heart and so
much feeling to a wretched beggar even at
Christmas-time.
All at once a handsome carriage came rolling
by. Within was a one-time actress, the idol of
the people in her gala-day, now grey-haired and
stately in her old age, with diamonds gleaming
at her throat and in her ears, for she had been
prudent in her youth, and now enjoyed a fine
income from her block of houses.
As the carriage stopped a moment, the old
man jogged to the door and stood there in an
appealing attitude. The stately woman looked
terror-struck and brushed her hand across her
eyes vaguely. "William!" she gasped. Then
seeing the hand mutely extended and no word
coming forth, she put her purse into it, and
gave the word to "Drive on," her blanched
face, set with its diamond rays of light, gleaming
out strangely in the darkness.
I could hear the chuckle of the old man as
he tucked the purse away and went on. Dark
night came on, damp and chill, and at last, in
a humble part of the city, we came to an old
house, built years ago in the early days of San
Francisco. It was shaky and tumble-down in
appearance. The old man entered without
knocking. From the dark hallway I saw
through an open door, lighted by a flickering
candle, a woman sitting upon the floor, wild-
eyed and despairing. A youth lay tossing in
fever, upon the wretched apology for a bed,
the room being without carpet or chairs.
Everything was bare and desolate; poverty, mean
and gaunt, sat by the woman's side, looking
over her shoulder.
"Money, money " she whispered, weaving
to and fro. "Money would save him. I had
thousands but he, the false friend, the
black-hearted he stole all from me and I have nothing,
nothing! He robbed the widow and the
fatherless and now, at last, we are starving!
Oh, my God! if there be a God in heaven, hear
my prayer, and let that man find no rest in
the cold bed where he lies."
My blood was congealing in my veins. There.
was such an awful vacancy in her eyes, it
seemed as if she were already insane. The old
man stepped forward, with that same peculiar
little trot-motion and poured into her lap a
shining heap of silver and gold with the purse
on top. Meanwhile he whispered in a wheedling
tone, "Now will you let me have a little
peace? I have no rest day or night because
of your prayers. Don't pray against me for a
little while, for I am tortured by your cries.
See, they have let me come back at Christmas-
time to make restitution. I have brought you
the first, because I wronged you the most. I
have much to do much to do."
The woman gazed upon him with eyes that
changed from vacancy to horror. Then she
gave a suppressed scream, "What? Is it you?"
The old man jogged along to the door. "Let
me have a little rest a little rest! If you
knew, you would pity me, and I am tortured by
their cries. Let me rest let me rest!"
"It is some harmless lunatic escaped from his
keeper," said I, "and just before death he is
making restitution for imaginary wrongs."
Still I followed, then I heard him chuckle in
a gruesome manner, "Pretty soon, pretty soon,
I'll get it set straight, but I must be at work
again for there is much to do much to do in
the Christmas-time."
On we went through the long dark streets,
under the eucalyptus trees away out on Pine
street, and still he kept up his jog-trot. On and
on.
"Can it be possible he lives so far away?" I
thought to myself as we reached the last house.
The mist had lifted. The street lamps shone
more brightly, the cloud masses broke up into
islands in the sky, and an old moon sailed
among them like a silver ship. He turned
quickly. I knew that we were nearing Laurel
Hill cemetery, and close at hand, on the rising
land of the incline of the hill, was the sight of
white tombs in the spectral light.
"What strange fate has brought him here to
die?" I thought to myself pitifully, when
suddenly, I saw him disappear into the earth.
A mastering sense of terror overwhelmed me,
and yet I was held fascinated, as if by a spell.
In the dim light of the moon I read the inscription
upon the lofty monument. It was the
name I had heard spoken that night the name
of one who had not scrupled during his
lifetime at any evil thing that could bring him
wealth or pleasure, so that his name was execrated
by the community.
Brief was the glory he had won, however,
for it was well known to everyone, how at his
death the great fortune he had piled up, had
and their excesses had put one in an insane
asylum, and the other in an early grave. There
was left only one descendant a grandson, and
he was so poor that he was forced to earn his
living as a common laborer. And it had been
told of him that sometimes he took refuge in
drugs to ease his distress of body and mind.
A thrill went through me as I pondered a
thrill of pity for the poor ghost who had to go
forth at Christmas-time and set straight all the
ways he had made crooked in his lifetime.
All at once I saw a dim light faintly illumine
the lower part of the tomb where the steps led
down to the mortuary cell where was the opening.
Drawn by a power that was irresistible, I
went nearer. In between the bars of the aperture
I saw the form of the ghost, and he was
going through strange evolutions. I watched him,
fascinated, as I saw the process by means of
which he laid aside his uncanny pallor and
gruesome appearance. Then shrinking down in
the bushes, which were close at hand, as I
heard the door open, I hid, and there came
forth the figure of a young man. His face was
very pale, it is true, and he was very thin, but
he was no longer bent, nor mouldy-looking. I
glanced at him as he passed and by the light of
the moon I saw it was the grandson who greatly
resembled the evil old man whose name was on
the monument.
Several times since that awful night have I
seen him upon his rounds at Christmas-time
upon his atoning pilgrimage but I will follow
him no more.