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All draggled with the mud and rain he stood, as if no house had sheltered him these three years past. His old red jersey was tattered in a dozen places, his muffler frayed and raveled. The bundle of toys that he dragged with him in a net seemed wet and worn till the cardboard boxes gaped asunder. There were boxes among them, I vow, that he must have been carrying these three years past. But most of all I noted the change that had come over the face of Father Christmas. The old brave look of cheery confidence was gone. The smile that had beamed responsive to the laughing eyes of countless children around unnumbered Christmas trees was there no more. And in the place of it there showed a look of timid apology, of apprehensiveness, as of one who has asked in vain the warmth and shelter of a human home such a look as the harsh cruelty of this world has stamped upon the faces of its outcasts. So stood Father Christmas shuffling upon the threshold, fumbling his poor tattered hat in his hand. "Shall I come in?" he said, his eyes appealingly on Father Time. "Come," said Time, and added as he turned to speak to me, "your room is dark. Turn up the lights. He's used to light, bright light, and plenty of it. The dark has frightened him these three years past." I turned up the lights and the bright glare revealed all the more cruelly the tattered figure before us. "Is this floor mined?" he said. "No, no," said Time soothingly. And to me he added in a murmured whisper "He's afraid. He was blown up in a mine in No Man's Land between the trenches at Christmas time in 1914. It broke his nerve." "May I put my toys on that machine-gun?" asked Father Christmas timidly; "it will help to keep them dry." "It is not a machine-gun," said Time gently. "See, it is only a pile of books upon the sofa," and to me he whispered "they turned a machine-gun on him in the streets of Warsaw. He thinks he sees them everywhere since then." "It's all right, Father Christmas," I said, speaking as cheerily as I could, while I rose and stirred the fire into a blaze, "there are no machine-guns here and there are no mines. This is but the house of a poor writer." "Ah," said Father Christmas, lowering his tattered hat still further and attempting something of a humble bow, "a writer? Are you Hans Andersen, perhaps?" "Not quite," I answered. "But a great writer, I do not doubt," said the old man, with a humble courtesy that he had learned, it well may be, centuries ago in the Yuletide season of his northern home. "The world owes much to its great books. I carry some of the greatest with me always. I have them here –" He began fumbling among the limp and tattered packages that he carried. "Look! The House that Jack Built a marvelous deep thing, sir and this, The Babes in the Wood. Will you take it, sir? A poor present, but a present still not so long ago I gave them in thousands every Christmas time. None seem to want them now." He looked appealingly toward Father Time, as the weak may look toward the strong for help and guidance. "None want them now," he repeated, and I could see the tears start in his eyes. "Why is it so? Has the world forgotten its sympathy with the lost children wandering in the wood?" "All the world," I heard Time murmur with a sigh, "is wandering in the wood." But out loud he spoke to Father Christmas in cheery admonition: "Tut, tut, good Christmas," he said, "you must cheer up. Here, sit in this chair the biggest one so beside the fire let us stir it to a blaze more wood that's better and listen, good old friend, to the wind outside almost a Christmas wind, is it not? Merry and boisterous enough for all the evil times it stirs among." Old Christmas seated himself beside the fire, his hands outstretched toward the flames. Something of his old-time cheeriness seemed to flicker across his features as he warmed himself at the blaze. "That's better," he murmured. "I was cold, sir, cold, chilled to the bone: of old I never felt it so; no matter what the wind, the world seemed warm about me. Why is it not so now?" "You see?" said Time, speaking low in a whisper for my ear alone, "you see how sunk and broken he is? Will you not help?" "Gladly," I answered, "if I can." "All can," said Father Time, "every one of us." Meantime Christmas had turned toward me a questioning eye, in which, however, there seemed to revive some little gleam of merriment. "Have you, perhaps," he asked, half-timidly, "schnapps?" "Schnapps?" I repeated. "Aye, schnapps. A glass of it to drink your health might warm my heart again, I think." "Ah!" I said, "something to drink?" "His one failing," whispered Time, "if it is one. Forgive it him. He was used to it for centuries. Give it him if you have it." "I keep a little in the house," I said, reluctantly perhaps, "in case of illness." "Tut, tut," said Father Time, as something as near as could be to a smile passed over his shadowy face. "'In case of illness!' They used to say that in ancient Babylon. Here, let me pour it for him. Drink, Father Christmas, drink!" Marvelous it was to see the old man smack his lips as he drank his glass of liquor neat after the fashion of old Norway. Marvelous, too, to see the way in which, with the warmth of the fire and the generous glow of the spirits, his face changed and brightened till the old-time cheerfulness beamed again upon it. He looked about him, as it were, with a new and kindling interest. "A pleasant room," he said, "and what better, sir, than the wind without and a brave fire within!" Then his eye fell upon the mantlepiece, where lay among the litter of books and pipes a little toy horse. "Ah!" said Father Christmas, almost gayly, "children in the house!" "One," I answered, "the sweetest boy in all the world." "I'll be bound he is!" said Father Christmas, and he broke now into a merry laugh that did one's heart good to hear. "They all are! Lord bless me! The number that I have seen, and each and every one and quite right, too the sweetest child in all the world! And how old, do you say? Two and a half all but two months except a week? The very sweetest age of all, I'll bet you say, eh, what? They all do!" And the old man broke again into such a jolly chuckling of laughter that his snow-white locks shook upon his head. "But stop a bit," he added. "This horse is broken tut, tut, a hind leg nearly off. This won't do!" He had the toy in his lap in a moment, mending it. It was wonderful to see, for all his age, how deft his fingers were. "Time," he said, and it was amusing to note that his voice had assumed almost an authoritative tone, "reach me that piece of string. That's right. Here, hold your finger across the knot. There! Now, then, a bit of beeswax. What? No beeswax? Tut, tut, how ill-supplied your houses are to-day. How can you mend toys, sir, without beeswax? Still, it will stand up now." I tried to murmur my best thanks. But Father Christmas waved my gratitude aside.
"Nonsense," he said, "that's nothing. That's
my life. Perhaps the little boy would like a book,
too. I have them here in the packet. Here, sir,
Jack and the Beanstalk, a most profound thing.
I read it to myself often still. How damp it
"Only too willingly," I said. "How wet and torn they are!" He stood bowed over his little books, his hands trembling as he turned the pages. Then he looked up, the old fear upon his face again. "That sound!" he said. "Listen! It is guns I hear them!" "No, no," I said, "it is nothing. Only a car passing in the street below." "Listen," he said. "Hear that again voices crying!" "No, no," I answered, "not voices, only the night wind among the trees." "My children's voices!" he exclaimed. "I hear them everywhere they come to me in every wind and I see them as I wander in the night and storm my children torn and dying in the trenches beaten into the ground I hear them crying from the hospitals each one to me, still, as I knew him once, a little child. Time, Time," he cried, reaching out his arms in appeal," give me back my children!" "You see?" said Time. "His heart is breaking, and will you not help him if you can?" "Only too gladly," I replied. "But what is there to do?" "This," said Father Time, "listen." He stood before me, grave and solemn, a shadowy figure but half seen though he was close beside me. The firelight had died down, and through the curtained windows there came already the first streaks of dawn. "The world that once you knew," said Father Time, "seems broken and destroyed about you. You must not let them know the children. The cruelty and the horror and the hate that racks the world to-day keep it from them. Some day he will know" here Time pointed to the kneeling form of Father Christmas "that his children, that once were, have not died in vain: that from their sacrifice shall come a nobler, better world for all to live in, a world where countless happy children shall hold bright their memory forever. But for the children of To-day, save and spare them all you can from the evil hate and horror of the war. Later they will know and understand. Not yet. Give them back their Merry Christmas and its kind thoughts, and its Christmas charity, till later on there shall be with it again Peace upon Earth, Good Will toward Men." His voice ceased. It seemed to vanish, as it were, in the sighing of the wind. I looked up. Father Time and Christmas had vanished from the room. The fire was low and the day was breaking visibly outside. "Let us begin," I murmured. "I will mend this broken horse." | ||||||||||