AT CHRIGHTON ABBEY
A Tale
By M E Braddon
(1835-1915)
THE Chrightons were very great people in that part of the country
where my childhood and youth were spent. To speak of Squire
Chrighton was to speak of a power in that remote western region of
England. Chrighton Abbey had belonged to the family ever since
the reign of Stephen, and there was a curious old wing and a cloistered
quadrangle still remaining of the original edifice, and in excellent
preservation. The rooms at this end of the house were low,
and somewhat darksome and gloomy, it is true; but, though rarely
used, they were perfectly habitable, and were of service on great occasions
when the Abbey was crowded with guests.
The central portion of the Abbey had been rebuilt in the reign
of Elizabeth, and was of noble and palatial proportions. The southern
wing, and a long music-room with eight tall narrow windows
added on to it, were as modern as the time of Anne. Altogether,
the Abbey was a very splendid mansion, and one of the chief glories
of our county.
All the land in Chrighton parish, and for a long way beyond its
boundaries, belonged to the great Squire. The parish church was
within the park walls, and the living in the Squire's gift not a very
valuable benefice, but a useful thing to bestow upon a younger
son's younger son, once in a way, or sometimes on a tutor or dependent
of the wealthy house.
I was a Chrighton, and my father, a distant cousin of the reigning
Squire, had been rector of Chrighton parish. His death left me
utterly unprovided for, and I was fain to go out into the bleak unknown
world, and earn my living in a position of dependence a
dreadful thing for a Chrighton to be obliged to do.
Out of respect for the traditions and prejudices of my race, I
made it my business to seek employment abroad, where the degradation
of one solitary Chrighton was not so likely to inflict shame upon
the ancient house to which I belonged. Happily for myself, I had
been carefully educated, and had industriously cultivated the usual
modern accomplishments in the calm retirement of the Vicarage. I
was so fortunate as to obtain a situation at Vienna, in a German
family of high rank; and here I remained seven years, laying aside
year by year a considerable portion of my liberal sala1-y. When my
pupils had grown up, my kind mistress procured me a still more
profitable position at St. Petersburg, where I remained five more
years, at the end of which time I yielded to a yearning that had been
long growing upon me an ardent desire to see my dear old country
home once more.
I had no very near relations in England. My mother had died
some years before my father; my only brother was far away, in the
Indian Civil Service; sister I had none. But I was a Chrighton, and
I loved the soil from which I had sprung. I was sure, moreover, of
a warm welcome from friends who had loved and honoured my father
and mother, and I was still farther encouraged to treat myself to
this holiday by the very cordial letters I had from time to time received
from the Squire's wife, a noble warm-hearted woman, who
fully approved the independent course I had taken, and who had ever
shown herself my friend.
In all her letters for some time past Mrs. Chrighton begged that,
whenever I felt myself justified in coming home, I would pay a long
visit to the Abbey.
"I wish you could come at Christmas," she wrote, in the autumn
of the year of which I am speaking. "We shall be very gay, and I
expect all kinds of pleasant people at the Abbey. Edward is to be
married early in the spring much to his father's satisfaction, for the
match is a good and appropriate one. His fiancée is to be among
our guests. She is a very beautiful girl; perhaps I should say handsome
rather than beautiful. Julia Tremaine, one of the Tremaines
of Old Court, near Hayswell a very old family, as I daresay you
remember. She has several brothers and sisters, and will have little,
perhaps nothing, from her father; but she has a considerable fortune
left her by an aunt, and is thought quite an heiress in the
county not, of course, that this latter fact had any influence with
Edward. He fell in love with her at an assize ball in his usual
impulsive fashion, and proposed to her in something less than a
fortnight. It is, I hope and believe, a thorough love-match on both
sides."
After this followed a cordial repetition of the invitation to myself.
I was to go straight to the Abbey when I went to England, and was
to take up my abode there as long as ever I pleased.
This letter decided me. The wish to look on the dear scenes of
my happy childhood had grown almost into a pain. I was free to
take a holiday, without detriment to my prospects. So, early
in December, regardless of the bleak dreary weather, I turned my
face homewards, and made the long journey from St. Petersburg to
London, under the kind escort of Major Manson, a Queen's Messenger,
who was a friend of my late employer, the Baron Fruydorff,
and whose courtesy had been enlisted for me by that gentleman.
I was three-and-thirty years of age. Youth was quite gone;
beauty I had never possessed; and I was content to think of myself
as a confirmed old maid, a quiet spectator of life's great drama,
disturbed by no feverish desire for an active part in the play. I had a
disposition to which this kind of passive existence is easy. There
was no wasting fire in my veins. Simple duties, rare and simple
pleasures, filled up my sum of life. The dear ones who had given a
special charm and brightness to my existence were gone. Nothing
could recall them, and without them actual happiness seemed
impossible to me. Everything had a subdued and neutral tint; life at
its best was calm and colourless, like a gray sunless day in early
autumn, serene but joyless.
The old Abbey was in its glory when I arrived there, at about
nine o'clock on a clear starlit night. A light frost whitened the broad
sweep of grass that stretched away from the long stone terrace in
front of the house to a semicircle of grand old oaks and beeches.
From the music-room at the end of the southern wing, to the heavily-framed
gothic windows of the old rooms on the north, there shone
one blaze of light. The scene reminded me of some weird palace in
a German legend; and I half expected to see the lights fade out all
in a moment, and the long stone façade wrapped in sudden darkness.
The old butler, whom I remembered from my very infancy, and
who did not seem to have grown a day older during my twelve years'
exile, came out of the dining-room as the footman opened the hall-door
for me, and gave me cordial welcome, nay insisted upon helping
to bring in my portmanteau with his own hands, an act of unusual
condescension, the full force of which was felt by his subordinates.
"It's a real treat to see your pleasant face once more, Miss
Sarah," said this faithful retainer, as he assisted me to take off my
travelling-cloak, and took my dressing-bag from my hand. "You
look a trifle older than when you used to live at the Vicarage twelve
year ago, but you're looking uncommon well for all that; and, Lord
love your heart, miss, how pleased they all will be to see you! Missus
told me with her own lips about your coming. You'd like to take
off your bonnet before you go to the drawing-room, I daresay. The
house is full of company. Call Mrs. Marjorum, James, will you?"
The footman disappeared into the back regions, and presently
reappeared with Mrs. Marjorum, a portly dame, who, like Truefold the
butler, had been a fixture at the Abbey in the time of the present
Squire's father. From her I received the same cordial greeting,
and by her I was led off up staircases and along corridors, till I
wondered where I was being taken.
We arrived at last at a very comfortable room a square tapestried
chamber, with a low ceiling supported by a great oaken beam.
The room looked cheery enough, with a bright fire roaring in the
wide chimney; but it had a somewhat ancient aspect, which the
superstitiously inclined might have associated with possible ghosts.
I was fortunately of a matter-of-fact disposition, utterly sceptical
upon the ghost subject; and the old-fashioned appearance of the
room took my fancy.
"We are in King Stephen's wing, are we not, Mrs. Marjorum?"
I asked; "this room seems quite strange to me. I doubt if I have
ever been in it before."
"Very likely not, miss. Yes, this is the old wing. Your window
looks out into the old stable-yard, where the kennel used to be
in the time of our Squire's grandfather, when the Abbey was even a
finer place than it is now, I've heard say. We are so full of company
this winter, you see, miss, that we are obliged to make use
of all these rooms. You'll have no need to feel lonesome. There's
Captain and Mrs. Cranwick in the next room to this, and the two
Miss Newports in the blue room opposite."
"My dear good Marjorum, I like my quarters excessively; and
I quite enjoy the idea of sleeping in a room that was extant in the
time of Stephen, when the Abbey really was an abbey. I daresay
some grave old monk has worn these boards with his devout knees."
The old woman stared dubiously, with the air of a person who
had small sympathy with monkish times, and begged to be excused
for leaving me, she had so much on her hands just now.
There was coffee to be sent in; and she doubted if the
still-room maid would manage matters properly, if she, Mrs. Marjorum,
were not at hand to see that things were right.
"You've only to ring your bell, miss, and Susan will attend to
you: She's used to help waiting on our young ladies sometimes,
and she's very handy. Missus has given particular orders that she
should be always at your service."
"Mrs. Chrighton is very kind; but I assure you, Marjorum, I
don't require the help of a maid once in a month. I am accustomed
to do everything for myself. There, run along, Mrs. Marjorum, and
see after your coffee; and I'll be down in the drawing-room in ten
minutes. Are there many people there, by the bye?"
"A good many. There's Miss Tremaine, and her mamma and
younger sister; of course you've heard all about the marriage
such a handsome young lady rather too proud for my liking; but
the Tremaines always were a proud family, and this one's an heiress.
Mr. Edward is so fond of her thinks the ground is scarcely good
enough for her to walk upon, I do believe; and somehow I can't
help wishing he'd chosen some one else some one who would have
thought more of him, and who would not take all his attentions in
such a cool off-hand way. But of course it isn't my business to say
such things, and I wouldn't venture upon it to any one but you,
Miss Sarah."
She told me that I would find dinner ready for me in the
breakfast-room, and then bustled off, leaving me to my toilet.
This ceremony I performed as rapidly as I could, admiring the
perfect comfort of my chamber as I dressed. Every modem appliance
had been added to the sombre and ponderous furniture of an
age gone by, and the combination produced a very pleasant effect.
Perfume-bottles of ruby-coloured Bohemian glass, china brash-trays
and ring-stands brightened the massive oak dressing-table; a low
luxurious chintz-covered easy-chair of the Victorian era stood before
the hearth; a dear little writing-table of polished maple was placed
conveniently near it; and in the background the tapestried walls
loomed duskily, as they had done hundreds of years before my time.
I had no leisure for dreamy musings on the past, however, provocative
though the chamber might be of such thoughts. I arranged
my hair in its usual simple fashion, and put on a dark-gray silk
dress, trimmed with some fine old black lace that had been given to
me by the Baroness an unobtrusive demi-toilette, adapted to any
occasion. I tied a massive gold cross, an ornament that had
belonged to my dear mother, round my neck with a scarlet ribbon;
and my costume was complete. One glance at the looking-glass
convinced me that there was nothing dowdy in my appearance; and
then I hurried along the corridor and down the staircase to the
hall, where Truefold received me and conducted me to the breakfast-room,
in which an excellent dinner awaited me.
I did not waste much time over this repast, although I had eaten
nothing all day; for I was anxious to make my way to the drawing-room.
Just as I had finished, the door opened, and Mrs. Chrighton
sailed in, looking superb in a dark-green velvet dress richly trimmed
with old point lace. She had been a beauty in her youth, and, as a
matron, was still remarkably handsome. She had, above all, a charm
of expression which to me was rarer and more delightful than her
beauty of feature and complexion.
She put her arms round me, and kissed me affectionately.
"I have only this moment been told of your arrival, my dear
Sarah," she said; "and I find you have been in the house half an
hour. What must you have thought of me!"
"What can I think of you, except that you are all goodness,
my dear Fanny? I did not expect you to leave your guests to receive
me, and am really sorry that you have done so. I need no
ceremony to convince me of your kindness."
"But, my dear child, it is not a question of ceremony. I have
been looking forward so anxiously to your coming, and I should not
have liked to see you for the first time before all those people. Give
me another kiss, that's a darling. Welcome to Chrighton. Remember,
Sarah, this house is always to be your home, whenever you have
need of one."
"My dear kind cousin! And you are not ashamed of me, who
have eaten the bread of strangers?"
"Ashamed of you! No, my love; I admire your industry and
spirit. And now come to the drawing-room. The girls will be so
pleased to see you."
"And I to see them. They were quite little things when I went
away, romping in the hay-fields in their short white frocks; and
now, I suppose, they are handsome young women."
"They are very nice-looking; not as handsome as their brother.
Edward is really a magnificent young man. I do not think my maternal
pride is guilty of any gross exaggeration when I say that."
"And Miss Tremaine?" I said. "I am very curious to see her."
I fancied a faint shadow came over my cousin's face as I mentioned
this name.
"Miss Tremaine yes you cannot fail to admire her," she said,
rather thoughtfully.
She drew my hand through her arm and led me to the drawing-room;
a very large room, with a fireplace at each end, brilliantly
lighted to-night, and containing about twenty people, scattered about
in little groups, and all seeming to be talking and laughing merrily.
Mrs. Chrighton took me straight to one of the fireplaces, beside
which two girls were sitting on a low sofa, while a young man of
something more than six feet high stood near them, with his arm
resting on the broad marble slab of the mantelpiece. A glance told
me that this young man with the dark eyes and crisp waving brown
hair was Edward Chrighton. His likeness to his mother was in
itself enough to tell me who he was; but I remembered the boyish
face and bright eyes which had so often looked up to mine in the
days when the heir of the Abbey was one of the most juvenile scholars
at Eton.
The lady seated nearest Edward Chrighton attracted my chief
attention; for I felt sure that this lady was Miss Tremaine. She
was tall and slim, and carried her head and neck with a stately air,
which struck me more than anything in that first glance. Yes, she
was handsome, undeniably handsome; and my cousin had been right
when she said I could not fail to admire her; but to me the dazzlingly
fair face with its perfect features, the marked aquiline nose, the
short upper lip expressive of unmitigated pride, the full cold blue
eyes, pencilled brows, and aureole of pale golden hair,
were the very
reverse of sympathetic. That Miss Tremaine must needs be universally
admired, it was impossible to doubt; but I could not understand
how any man could fall in love with such a woman.
She was dressed in white muslin, and her only ornament was a
superb diamond locket, heart-shaped, tied round her long white throat
with a broad black ribbon. Her hair, of which she seemed to have
a great quantity, was arranged in a massive coronet of plaits, which
surmounted the small head as proudly as an imperial crown.
To this young lady Mrs. Chrighton introduced me.
"I have another cousin to present to you, Julia," she said smiling
"Miss Sarah Chrighton, just arrived from St. Petersburg."
"From St. Petersburg? What an awful journey! How do you
do, Miss Chrighton? It was really very courageous of you to come
so far. Did you travel alone?"
"No; I had a companion as far as London, and a very kind
one. I came on to the Abbey by myself."
The young lady had given me her hand with rather a languid
air, I thought. I saw the cold blue eyes surveying me curiously
from head to foot, and it seemed to me as if I could read the
condemnatory summing-up "A frump, and a poor relation" in Miss
Tremaine's face.
I had not much time to think about her just now; for Edward
Chrighton suddenly seized both my hands, and gave me so hearty
and loving a welcome, that he almost brought the tears "up from my
heart into my eyes."
Two pretty girls in blue crape came running forward from
different parts of the room, and gaily saluted me as "Cousin Sarah;"
and the three surrounded me in a little cluster, and assailed me with
a string of questions whether I remembered this, and whether I had
forgotten that, the battle in the hayfield, the charity-school tea-party
in the vicarage orchard, our picnics in Hawsley Combe, our botanical
and entomological excursions on Chorwell-common, and all the simple
pleasures of their childhood and my youth. While this catechism
was going on, Miss Tremaine watched us with a disdainful expression,
which she evidently did not care to hide.
"I should not have thought you capable of such Arcadian simplicity,
Mr. Chrighton," she said at last. "Pray continue your recollections.
These juvenile experiences are most interesting."
"I don't expect you to be interested in them, Julia," Edward
answered, with a tone that sounded rather too bitter for a lover. "I
know what a contempt you have for trifling rustic pleasures. Were
you ever a child yourself, I wonder, by the way? I don't believe
you ever ran after a butterfly in your life."
Her speech put an end to our talk of the past, somehow. I saw
that Edward was vexed, and that all the pleasant memories of his
boyhood had fled before that cold scornful face. A young lady in
pink, who had been sitting next Julia Tremaine, vacated the sofa,
and Edward slipped into her place, and devoted himself for the rest
of the evening to his betrothed. I glanced at his bright expressive
face now and then as he talked to her, and could not help wondering
what charm he could discover in one who seemed to me so unworthy
of him.
It was midnight when I went back to my room in the north
wing, thoroughly happy in the cordial welcome that had been given
me. I rose early next morning for early rising had long been
habitual to me and, drawing back the damask-curtain that sheltered
my window, looked out at the scene below.
I saw a stable-yard, a spacious quadrangle, surrounded by the
closed doors of stables and dog-kennels: low massive buildings of
gray stone, with the ivy creeping over them here and there, and
with an ancient moss-grown look, that gave them a weird kind of
interest in my eyes. This range of stabling must have been disused
for a long time, I fancied. The stables now in use were a pile
of handsome red-brick buildings at the other extremity of the house,
to the rear of the music-room, and forming a striking feature in the
back view of the Abbey.
I had often heard how the present Squire's grandfather had kept
a pack of hounds, which had been sold immediately after his death;
and I knew that my cousin, the present Mr. Chrighton, had been
more than once requested to follow his ancestor's good example; for
there were no hounds now within twenty miles of the Abbey, though
it was a fine country for fox-hunting.
George Chrighton, however the reigning lord of the Abbey
was not a hunting man. He had, indeed, a secret horror of the
sport; for more than one scion of the house had perished untimely in
the hunting-field. The family had not been altogether a lucky one,
in spite of its wealth and prosperity. It was not often that the ·
goodly heritage had descended to the eldest son. Death in some
form or other on too many occasions a violent death had come
between the heir and his inheritance. And when I pondered on the
dark pages in the story of the house, I used to wonder whether my
cousin Fanny was ever troubled by morbid forebodings about her
only and fondly-loved son.
Was there a ghost at Chrighton that spectral visitant without
which the state and splendour of a grand old house seem scarcely
complete? Yes, I had heard vague hints of some shadowy presence
that had been seen on rare occasions within the precincts of
the Abbey; but I had never been able to ascertain what shape it
bore.
Those whom I questioned were prompt to assure me that they
had seen nothing. They had heard stories of the past foolish legends,
most likely, not worth listening to. Once, when I had spoken
of the subject to my cousin George, he told me angrily never again
to let him hear any allusion to that folly from my lips.
That December passed merrily. The old house was full of really
pleasant people, and the brief winter days were spent in one unbroken
round of amusement and gaiety. To me the old familiar
English country-house life was a perpetual delight to feel myself
amongst kindred an unceasing pleasure. I could not have believed
myself capable of being so completely happy.
I saw a great deal of my cousin Edward, and I think he contrived
to make Miss Tremaine understand that, to please him, she
must be gracious to me. She certainly took some pains to make
herself agreeable to me; and I discovered that, in spite of that
proud disdainful temper, which she so rarely took the trouble to conceal,
she was really anxious to gratify her lover.
Their courtship was not altogether a halcyon period. They had
frequent quarrels, the details of which Edward's sisters Sophy and
Agnes delighted to discuss with me. It was the struggle of two
proud spirits for mastery; but my cousin Edward's pride was of
the nobler kind the lofty scorn of all things mean a pride that
does not ill-become a generous nature. To me he seemed all that
was admirable, and I was never tired of hearing his mother praise
him. I think my cousin Fanny knew this, and that she used to
confide in me as fully as if I had been her sister.
"I daresay you can see I am not quite so fond as I should wish
to be of Julia Tremaine," she said to me one day; "but I am very
glad that my son is going to marry. My husband's has not been
a fortunate family, you know, Sarah. The eldest sons have been
wild and unlucky for generations past; and when Edward was a boy
I used to have many a bitter hour, dreading what the future might
bring forth. Thank God he has been, and is, all that I can wish.
He has never given me an hour's anxiety by any act of his. Yet
I am not the less glad of his marriage. The heirs of Chrighton
who have come to an untimely end have all died unmarried. There
was Hugh Chrighton, in the reign of George the Second, who was
killed in a duel; John, who broke his back in the hunting-field thirty
years later; Theodore, shot accidentally by a schoolfellow at Eton;
Jasper, whose yacht went down in the Mediterranean forty years
ago. An awful list, is it not, Sarah? I shall feel as if my son were
safer somehow when he is married. It will seem as if he has escaped
the ban that has fallen on so many of our house. He will have
greater reason to be careful of his life when he is a married man."
I agreed with Mrs. Chrighton; but could not help wishing that
Edward had chosen any other woman than the cold handsome Julia.
I could not fancy his future life happy with such a mate.
Christmas came by and by a real old English Christmas
frost and snow without, warmth and revelry within; skating on the
great pond in the park, and sledging on the ice-bound high-roads, by
day; private theatricals, charades, and amateur concerts, by night.
I was surprised to find that Miss Tremaine refused to take any active
part in these evening amusements. She preferred to sit among the
elders as a spectator, and had the air and bearing of a princess for
whose diversion all our entertainments had been planned. She
seemed to think that she fulfilled her mission by sitting still and
looking handsome. No desire to show-off appeared to enter her
mind. Her intense pride left no room for vanity. Yet I knew that
she could have distinguished herself as a musician if she had chosen
to do so; for I had heard her sing and play in Mrs. Chrighton's
morning-room, when only Edward, his sisters, and myself were present; and I knew that both as a vocalist and a pianist she excelled.
all our guests.
The two girls and I had many a happy morning and afternoon,
going from cottage to cottage in a pony-carriage laden with Mrs.
Chrighton's gifts to the poor of her parish. There was no public
formal distribution of blanketing and coals, but the wants of all were
amply provided for in a quiet friendly way. Agnes and Sophy,
aided by an indefatigable maid, the Rector's daughter, and one or
two other young ladies, had been at work for the last three months
making smart warm frocks and useful under-garments for the children
of the cottagers; so that on Christmas morning every child in
the parish was arrayed in a complete set of new garments. Mrs.
Chrighton had an admirable faculty of knowing precisely what was
most wanted in every household; and our pony-carriage used to
convey a varied collection of goods, every parcel directed in the firm
free hand of the chatelaine of the Abbey.
Edward used sometimes to drive us on these expeditions, and I
found that he was eminently popular among the poor of Chrighton
parish. He had such an airy pleasant way of talking to them, a
manner which set them at their ease at once. He never forgot their
names or relationships, or wants or ailments; had a packet of exactly
the kind of tobacco each man liked best always ready in his coat-pockets; and was full of jokes, which may not have been particularly
witty, but which used to make the small low-roofed chambers ring
with hearty laughter.
Miss Tremaine coolly declined any share in these pleasant
duties.
"I don't like poor people," she said. "I daresay it sounds very
dreadful, but it's just as well to confess my iniquity at once. I
never can get on with them, or they with me. I am not simpatica,
I suppose. And then I cannot endure their stifling rooms. The
close faint odour of their houses gives me a fever. And again, what
is the use of visiting them? It is only an inducement to them to
become hypocrites. Surely it is better to arrange on a sheet of
paper what it is just and fair for them to have blankets, and coals,
and groceries, and money, and wine, and so on and let them receive
the things from some trustworthy servant. In that case, there
need be no cringing on one side, and no endurance on the other."
"But, you see, Julia, there are some kinds of people to whom
that sort of thing is not a question of endurance," Edward answered,
his face flushing indignantly. "People who like to share in
the pleasure they give who like to see the poor careworn faces
lighted up with sudden joy who like to make these sons of the
soil feel that there is some friendly link between themselves and
their masters some point of union between the cottage and the
great house. There is my mother, for instance: all these duties
which you think so tiresome are to her an unfailing delight. There
will be a change, I'm afraid, Julia, when you are mistress of the
Abbey."
"You have not made me that yet," she answered; "and there
is plenty of time for you to change your mind, if you do not think
me suited for the position. I do not pretend to be like your mother.
It is better that I should not affect any feminine virtues which
I do not possess."
After this Edward insisted on driving our pony-carriage almost
every day, leaving Miss Tremaine to find her own amusement; and
I think this conversation was the beginning of an estrangement between
them, which became more serious than any of their previous
quarrels had been.
Miss Tremaine did not care for sledging, or skating, or billiard-playing.
She had none of the "fast" tendencies which have become
so common lately. She used to sit in one particular bow-window
of the drawing-room all the morning, working a screen in berlin-wool
and beads, assisted and attended by her younger sister Laura,
who was a kind of slave to her a very colourless young lady in
mind, capable of no such thing as an original opinion, and in person
a pale replica of her sister.
Had there been less company in the house, the breach between
Edward Chrighton and his betrothed must have become notorious;
but with a house so full of people, all bent on enjoying themselves,
I doubt if it was noticed. On all public occasions my cousin showed
himself attentive and apparently devoted to Miss Tremaine. It
was only I and his sisters who knew the real state of affairs.
I was surprised, after the young lady's total repudiation of all
benevolent sentiments, when she beckoned me aside one morning,
and slipped a little purse of gold- twenty sovereigns-into my hand.
"I shall be very much obliged if you will distribute that among
your cottagers to-day, Miss Chrighton," she said. "Of course I should
like to give them something; it's only the trouble of talking to them
that I shrink from; and you are just the person for an almoner.
Don't mention my little commission to any one, please."
"Of course I may tell Edward," I said; for I was anxious that
he should know his betrothed was not as hard-hearted as she had
appeared.
"To him least of all," she answered eagerly. "You know that
our ideas vary on that point. He would think I gave the money to
please him. Not a word, pray, Miss Chrighton." I submitted, and
distributed my sovereigns quietly, with the most careful exercise of
my judgment.
So Christmas came and passed. It was the day after the great
anniversary a very quiet day for the guests and family at the
Abbey, but a grand occasion for the servants, who were to have
their annual ball in the evening a ball to which all the humbler
class of tenantry were invited. The frost had broken up suddenly,
and it was a thorough wet day a depressing kind of day for any
one whose spirits are liable to be affected by the weather, as mine
are. I felt out of spirits for the first time, since my arrival at the
Abbey.
No one else appeared to feel the same influence. The elder
ladies sat in a wide semicircle round one of the fireplaces in the
drawing-room; a group of merry girls and dashing young men
chatted gaily before the other. From the billiard-room there came the
frequent clash of balls, and cheery peals of stentorian laughter. I
sat in one of the deep windows, half hidden by the curtains, reading
a novel one of a boxful that came from town every month.
If the picture within was bright and cheerful, the prospect was
dreary enough without. The fairy forest of snow-wreathed trees,
the white valleys and undulating banks of snow, had vanished, and
the rain dripped slowly and sullenly upon a darksome expanse of
sodden grass, and a dismal background of leafless timber. The
merry sound of the sledge-bells no longer enlivened the air; all was
silence and gloom.
Edward Chrighton was not amongst the billiard-players; he was
pacing the drawing-room to and fro from end to end, with an air
that was at once moody and restless.
"Thank heaven, the frost has broken up at last!" he exclaimed,
stopping in front of the window where I sat.
He had spoken to himself, quite unaware of my close neighbourhood.
Unpromising as his aspect was just then, I ventured to
accost him.
"What bad taste, to prefer such weather as this to frost and
snow!" I answered. "The park looked enchanting yesterday a
real scene from fairyland. And only look at it to-day!"
"O yes, of course, from an artistic point of view, the snow was
better. The place does look something like the great dismal swamp
to-day; but I am thinking of hunting, and that confounded frost
made a day's sport impossible. We are in for a spell of mild
weather now, I think."
"But you are not going to hunt, are you, Edward?"
"Indeed I am, my gentle cousin, in spite of that frightened look
in your amiable countenance."
"I thought there were no hounds hereabouts."
"Nor are there; but there is as fine a pack as any in the
country the Daleborough hounds five-and-twenty miles away."
"And you are going five-and-twenty miles for the sake of a
day's run?"
"I would travel forty, fifty, a hundred miles for that same
diversion. But I am not going for a single day this time; I am going
over to Sir Francis Wycherly's place young Frank Wycherly and
I were sworn chums at Christchurch for three or four days. I am
due to-day, but I scarcely cared to travel by cross-country roads in
such rain as this. However, if the floodgates of the sky are loosened
for a new deluge, I must go to-morrow."
"What a headstrong young man!" I exclaimed. "And what
will Miss Tremaine say to this desertion?" I asked in a lower voice.
"Miss Tremaine can say whatever she pleases. She had it in
her power to make me forget the pleasures of the chase, if she had
chosen, though we had been in the heart of the shires, and the
welkin ringing with the baying of hounds."
"0, I begin to understand. This hunting engagement is not
of long standing."
"No; I began to find myself bored here a few days ago, and
wrote to Frank to offer myself for two or three days at Wycherly.
I received a most cordial answer by return, and am booked till the
end of this week."
"You have not forgotten the ball on the first?"
"O, no; to do that would be to vex my mother, and to offer a
slight to our guests. I shall be here for the first, come what may."
"Come
what may! so lightly spoken. The time came when I
had bitter occasion to remember those words.
"I'm afraid you will vex your mother by going at all," I said.
"You know what a horror both she and your father have of hunting."
"A most un-country-gentleman-like aversion on my father's part.
But he is a dear old book-worm, seldom happy out of his library.
Yes, I admit they both have a dislike to hunting in the abstract;
but they know I am a pretty good rider, and that it would need a
bigger country than I shall find about Wycherly to floor me. You
need not feel nervous, my dear Sarah; I am not going to give papa
and mamma the smallest ground for uneasiness."
"You will take your own horses, I suppose?"
"That goes without saying. No man who has cattle of his own
cares to mount another man's horses. I shall take Pepperbox and
the Druid."
"Pepperbox has a queer temper, I have heard your sisters say."
"My sisters expect a horse to be a kind of overgrown baa-lamb.
Everything splendid in horseflesh and womankind is prone to that
slight defect, an ugly temper. There is Miss Tremaine, for instance."
"I shall take Miss Tremaine's part. I believe it is you who are
in the wrong in the matter of this estrangement, Edward."
"Do you? Well, wrong or right, my cousin, until the fair Julia
comes to me with sweet looks and gentle words, we can never be
what we have been."
"You will return from your hunting expedition in a softer mood,"
I answered; "that is to say, if you persist in going. But I hope
and believe you will change your mind."
"Such a change is not within the limits of possibility, Sarah.
I am fixed as Fate."
He strolled away, humming some gay hunting-song as he went.
I was alone with Mrs. Chrighton later in the afternoon, and she spoke
to me about this intended visit to Wycherly.
"Edward has set his heart upon it evidently," she said regretfully,
"and his father and I have always made a point of avoiding
anything that could seem like domestic tyranny. Our dear boy is
such a good son, that it would be very hard if we came between him
and his pleasures. You know what a morbid horror my husband
has of the dangers of the hunting-field, and perhaps I am almost as
weak-minded. But in spite of this we have never interfered with
Edward's enjoyment of a sport which he is passionately fond of; and
hitherto, thank God! he has escaped without a scratch. Yet I have
had many a bitter hour, I can assure you, my dear, when my son has
been away in Leicestershire hunting four days a week."
"He rides well, I suppose."
"Superbly. He has a great reputation among the sportsmen of
Our neighbourhood. I daresay when he is master of the Abbey he
will start a pack of hounds, and revive the old days of his
great-grandfather, Meredith Chrighton."
"I fancy the hounds were kenneled in the stable-yard below my
bedroom window in those days, were they not, Fanny?"
"Yes," Mrs. Chrighton answered gravely; and I wondered at the
sudden shadow that fell upon her face.
I went up to my room earlier than usual that afternoon, and I
had a clear hour to spare before it would be time to dress for the
seven o'clock dinner. This leisure hour I intended to devote to
letter-writing; but on arriving in my room I found myself in a very
idle frame of mind, and instead of opening my desk, I seated myself
in the low easy-chair before the fire, and fell into a reverie.
How long I had been sitting there I scarcely know; I had been
half meditating, half dozing, mixing broken snatches of thought with
brief glimpses of dreaming, when I was startled into wakefulness by
a sound that was strange to me.
It was a huntsman's horn a few low plaintive notes on a huntsman's
Horn notes which had a strange far-away sound, that was
more unearthly than anything my ears had ever heard. I thought
of the music in >Der Freischutz; but the weirdest snatch of melody
Weber ever wrote had not so ghastly a sound as these few simple
notes conveyed to my ear.
I stood transfixed, listening to that awful music. It had grown
dusk, my fire was almost out, and the room in shadow. As I listened,
a light flashed suddenly 011 the wall before me. The light
was as unearthly as the sound a light that never shone from earth
or sky.
I ran to the window; for this ghastly shimmer flashed through
the window upon the opposite wall. The great gates of the stable-yard
were open, and men in scarlet coats were riding in, a pack of
hounds crowding in before them, obedient to the huntsman's whip.
The whole scene was dimly visible by the declining light of the
winter evening and the weird gleams of a lantern carried by one of
the men. It was this lantern which had shone upon the tapestried
wall. I saw the stable-doors opened one after another; gentlemen
and grooms alighting from their horses; the dogs driven into their
kennel; the helpers hurrying to and fro; and that strange wan
lantern-light glimmering here and there in the gathering dusk. But
there was no sound of horse's hoof or of human voices not one
yelp or cry from the hounds. Since those faint far-away sounds of
the horn had died out in the distance, the ghastly silence had been
unbroken.
I stood at my window quite calmly, and watched while the group
of men and animals in the yard below noiselessly dispersed. There
was nothing supernatural in the manner of their disappearance. The
figures did not vanish or melt into empty air. One by one I saw
the horses led into their separate quarters; one by one the redcoats
strolled out of the gates, and the grooms departed, some one way,
some another. The scene, but for its noiselessness, was natural
enough; and had I been a stranger in the house, I might have fancied
that those figures were real those stables in full occupation.
But I knew that stable-yard and all its range of building to have
been disused for more than half a century. Could I believe that,
without an hour's warning, the long-deserted quadrangle could be
filled the empty stalls tenanted?
Had some hunting-party from the neighbourhood sought shelter
here, glad to escape the pitiless rain? That was not impossible, I
thought. I was an utter unbeliever in all ghostly things ready to
credit any possibility rather than suppose that I had been looking
upon shadows. And yet the noiselessness, the awful sound of that
horn the strange unearthly gleam of that lantern! Little superstitious
as I might be, a cold sweat stood out upon my forehead, and
I trembled in every limb.
For some minutes I stood by the window, statue-like, staring
blankly into the empty quadrangle. Then I roused myself suddenly,
and ran softly downstairs by a back staircase leading to the servants'
quarters, determined to solve the mystery somehow or other.
The way to Mrs. Marjorum's room was familiar to me from old experience,
and it was thither that I bent my steps, determined to ask
the housekeeper the meaning of what I had seen. I had a lurking
conviction that it would be well for me not to mention that scene to
any member of the family till I had taken counsel with some one.
who knew the secrets of Chrighton Abbey.
I heard the sound of merry voices and laughter as I passed the
kitchen and servants' hall. Men and maids were all busy in the
pleasant labour of decorating their rooms for the evening's festival.
They were putting the last touches to garlands of holly and laurel,
ivy and fir, as I passed the open doors; and in both rooms I saw
tables laid for a substantial tea. The housekeeper's room was in
a retired nook at the end of a long passage a charming old room,
panelled with dark oak, and full of capacious cupboards, which in
my childhood I had looked upon as storehouses of inexhaustible
treasures in the way of preserves and other confectionery. It was
a shady old room, with a wide old-fashioned fireplace, cool in summer,
when the hearth was adorned with a great jar of roses and
lavender; and warm in winter, when the logs burnt merrily all day
long.
I opened the door softly, and went in. Mrs. Marjorum was
dozing in a high-backed arm-chair by the glowing hearth, dressed
in her state gown of gray watered silk, and with a cap that was a
perfect garden of roses. She opened her eyes as I approached her,
and stared at me with a puzzled look for the first moment or so.
"Why, is that you, Miss Sarah?" she exclaimed; "and looking
as pale as a ghost, I can see, even by this fire-light! Let me just
light a candle, and then I'll get you some sal volatile. Sit down in
my arm-chair, miss; why, I declare you're all of a tremble!"
She put me into her easy-chair before I could resist, and lighted
the two candles which stood ready upon her table, while I was trying
to speak. My lips were dry, and it seemed at first as if my voice
was gone.
"Never mind the sal volatile, Marjorum," I said at last. "I am
not ill; I've been startled, that's all; and I've come to ask you for
an explanation of the business that frightened me."
"What business, Miss Sarah?"
"You must have heard something of it yourself, surely. Didn't
you hear a horn just now, a huntsman's horn?"
"A horn! Lord no, Miss Sarah. What ever could have put such
a fancy into your head?"
I saw that Mrs. Marjoram's ruddy cheeks had suddenly lost their
colour, that she was now almost as pale as I could have been myself.
"It was no fancy," I said; "I heard the sound, and saw the
people. A hunting-party has just taken shelter in the north quadrangle.
Dogs and horses, and gentlemen and servants."
"What were they like, Miss Sarah?" the housekeeper asked in
a strange voice.
"I can hardly tell you that. I could see that they wore red
coats; and I could scarcely see more than that. Yes, I did get a
glimpse of one of the gentlemen by the light of the lantern. A tall
man, with gray hair and whiskers, and a stoop in his shoulders. I
noticed that he wore a short-waisted coat with a very high collar
a coat that looked a hundred years old."
"The old Squire!" muttered Mrs. Marjorum under her breath;
and then turning to me, she said with a cheery resolute air, "You've
been dreaming, Miss Sarah, that's just what it is. You've dropped
off in your chair before the fire, and had a dream, that's it."
"No, Marjorum, it was no dream. The horn woke me, and I
stood at my window and saw the dogs and huntsmen come in."
"Do you know, Miss Sarah, that the gates of the north quadrangle
have been locked and barred for the last forty years, and that
no one ever goes in there except through the house?"
"The gates may have been opened this evening to give shelter
to strangers," I said.
"Not when the only keys that will open them hang yonder in
my cupboard, miss," said the housekeeper, pointing to a corner of
the room.
"But I tell you, Marjorum, these people came into the
quadrangle; the horses and dogs are in the stables and kennels at this
moment. I'll go and ask Mr. Chrighton, or my cousin Fanny, or
Edward, all about it, since you won't tell me the truth."
I said this with a purpose, and it answered. Mrs. Marjorum
caught me eagerly by the wrist.
"No, miss, don't do that; for pity's sake don't do that; don't
breathe a word to missus or master."
"But why not?"
"Because you've seen that which always brings misfortune and
sorrow to this house, Miss Sarah. You've seen the dead."
"What do you mean?" I gasped, awed in spite of myself.
"I daresay you've heard say that there's been something seen
at times at the Abbey many years apart, thank God; for it never
came that trouble didn't come after it."
"Yes," I answered hurriedly; "but I could never get any one
to tell me what it was that haunted this place."
"No, miss. Those that know have kept the secret. But you
have seen it all to-night. There's no use in trying to hide it from
you any longer. You have seen the old Squire, Meredith Chrighton,
whose eldest son was killed by a fall in the hunting-field, brought
home dead one December night, an hour after his father and the rest
of the party had come safe home to the Abbey. The old gentleman
had missed his son in the field, but had thought nothing of that,
fancying that master John had had enough of the day's sport, and
had turned his horse's head homewards. He was found by a labouring-man,
poor lad, lying in a ditch with his back broken, and his
horse beside him staked. The old Squire never held his head up
after that day, and never rode to hounds again, though he was
passionately fond of hunting. Dogs and horses were sold, and the north
quadrangle has been empty from that day."
"How long is it since this kind of thing has been seen?"
"A long time, miss. I was a slip of a girl when it last happened.
It was in the winter-time this very night the night Squire Meredith's
son was killed; and the house was full of company, just as it
is now. There was a wild young Oxford gentleman sleeping in your
room at that time, and he saw the hunting-party come into the
quadrangle; and what did he do but throw his window wide open, and
give them the view-hallo as loud as ever he could. He had only
arrived the day before, and knew nothing about the neighbourhood;
so at dinner he began to ask where were his friends the sportsmen,
and to hope he should be allowed to have a run with the Abbey
hounds next day. It was in the time of our master's father; and his
lady at the head of the table turned as white as a sheet when she
heard this talk. She had good reason, poor soul. Before the week
was out her husband was lying dead. He was struck with a fit of
apoplexy, and never spoke or knew any one afterwards."
"An awful coincidence," I said; "but it may have been only a
coincidence."
"I've heard other stories, miss heard them from those that
wouldn't deceive all proving the same thing: that the appearance
of the old Squire and his pack is a warning of death to this house."
"I cannot believe these things," I exclaimed; "I cannot believe
them. Does Mr. Edward know anything about this?"
"No, miss. His father and mother have been most careful that
it should be kept from him."
"I think he is too strong-minded to be much affected by the
fact," I said.
"And you'll not say anything about what you've seen to my
master or my mistress, will you, Miss Sarah?" pleaded the faithful
old servant. "The knowledge of it would be sure to make them
nervous and unhappy. And if evil is to come upon this house, it
isn't in human power to prevent its coming."
"God forbid that there is any evil at hand!" I answered. "I am
no believer in visions or omens. After all, I would sooner fancy that
I was dreaming dreaming with my eyes open as I stood at the window
than that I beheld the shadows of the dead."
Mrs. Marjorum sighed, and said nothing. I could see that she
believed firmly in the phantom hunt.
I went back to my room to dress for dinner. However rationally
I might try to think of what I had seen, its effect upon my mind
and nerves was not the less powerful. I could think of nothing else;
and a strange morbid dread of coming misery weighed me down like
an actual burden.
There was a very cheerful party in the drawing-room when I
went downstairs, and at dinner the talk and laughter were unceasing;
but I could see that my cousin Fanny's face was a little graver than
usual, and I had no doubt she was thinking of her son's intended
visit to Wycherly.
At the thought of this a sudden terror flashed upon me. How
if the shadows I had seen that evening were ominous of danger to
him to Edward, the heir and only son of the house? My heart
grew cold as I thought of this, and yet in the next moment I despised
myself for such weakness.
"It is natural enough for an old servant to believe in such
things," I said to myself; "but for me an educated woman of the
world preposterous folly."
And yet from that moment I began to puzzle myself in the endeavour
to devise some means by which Edward's journey might be
prevented. Of my own influence I knew that I was powerless to
hinder his departure by so much as an hour; but I fancied that Julia
Tremaine could persuade him to any sacrifice of his inclination, if
she could only humble her pride so far as to entreat it. I determined
to appeal to her in the course of the evening.
We were very merry all that evening. The servants and their
guests danced in the great hall, while we sat in the gallery above,
and in little groups upon the staircase, watching their diversions. I
think this arrangement afforded excellent opportunities for flirtation,
and that the younger members of our party made good use of their
chances with one exception: Edward Chrighton and his affianced
contrived to keep far away from each other all the evening.
While all was going on noisily in the hall below, I managed to
get Miss Tremaine apart from the others in the embrasure of a
painted window on the stairs, where there was a wide oaken seat.
Seated here side by side, I described to her, under a promise of
secrecy, the scene which I had witnessed that afternoon, and my
conversation with Mrs. Marjorum.
"But, good gracious me, Miss Chrighton!" the young lady exclaimed,
lifting her pencilled eyebrows with unconcealed disdain,
"you don't mean to tell me that you believe in such nonsense ghosts
and omens, and old woman's folly like, that!"
"I assure you, Miss Tremaine, it is most difficult for me to believe
in the supernatural," I answered earnestly; "but that which I
saw this evening was something more than human. The thought of
it has made me very unhappy; and I cannot help connecting it somehow
with my cousin Edward's visit to Wycherly. If I had the power
to prevent his going, I would do it at any cost; but I have not. You
alone have influence enough for that. For heaven's sake use it!
do anything to hinder his hunting with the Daleborough hounds."
"You would have me humiliate myself by asking him to forego
his pleasure, and that after his conduct to me during the last
week?"
"I confess that he has done much to offend you. But you love
him, Miss Tremaine, though you are too proud to let your love be
seen; I am certain that you do love him. For pity's sake speak to
him; do not let him hazard his life, when a few words from you may
prevent the danger."
"I don't believe he would give up this visit to please me," she
answered; "and I shall certainly not put it in his power to humiliate
me by a refusal. Besides, all this fear of yours is such utter
nonsense. As if nobody had ever hunted before. My brothers hunt
four times a week every winter, and not one of them has ever been
the worse for it yet."
I did not give up the attempt lightly. I pleaded with this proud
obstinate girl for a long time, as long as I could induce her to listen
to me; but it was all in vain. She stuck to her text no one should
persuade her to degrade herself by asking a favour of Edward Chrighton.
He had chosen to hold himself aloof from her, and she would
show him that she could live without him. When she left Chrighton
Abbey, they would part as strangers.
So the night closed, and at breakfast next morning I heard that
Edward had started for Wycherly soon after daybreak. His absence
made, for me at least, a sad blank in our circle. For one other also,
I think; for Miss Tremaine's fair proud face was very pale, though
she tried to seem gayer than usual, and exerted herself in quite an
unaccustomed manner in her endeavour to be agreeable to every one.
The days passed slowly for me after my cousin's departure. There
was a weight upon my mind, a vague anxiety, which I struggled in
vain to shake off. The house, full as it was of pleasant people,
seemed to me to have become dull and dreary now that Edward was
gone. The place where he had sat appeared always vacant to my
eyes, though another filled it, and there was no gap on either side of
the long dinner-table. Lighthearted young men still made the
billiard-room resonant with their laughter; merry girls flirted as gaily
as ever, undisturbed in the smallest degree by the absence of the
heir of the house. Yet for me all was changed. A morbid fancy
had taken complete possession of me. I found myself continually
brooding over the housekeeper's words; those words which had
told me that the shadows I had seen boded death and sorrow to
the house of Chrighton.
My cousins, Sophy and Agnes, were no more concerned about
their brother's welfare than were their guests. They were full of
excitement about the new-year's ball, which was to be a very grand
affair. Every one of importance within fifty miles was to be present,
every nook and corner of the Abbey would be filled with visitors
coming from a great distance, while others were to be billeted upon
the better class of tenantry round about. Altogether the organisation
of this affair was no small business; and Mrs. Chrighton's mornings
were broken by discussions with the housekeeper, messages from
the cook, interviews with the head-gardener on the subject of floral
decorations, and other details, which all alike demanded the attention
of the chatelaine herself. With these duties, and with the
claims of her numerous guests, my cousin Fanny's time was so fully
occupied, that she had little leisure to indulge in anxious feelings
about her son, whatever secret uneasiness may have been lurking in
her maternal heart. As for the master of the Abbey, he spent so
much of his time in the library, where, under the pretext of business
with his bailiff, he read Greek, that it was not easy for any one to discover
what he did feel. Once, and once only, I heard him speak of
his son, in a tone that betrayed an intense eagerness for his return.
The girls were to have new dresses from a French milliner in
Wigmore-street; and as the great event drew near, bulky packages
of millinery were continually arriving, and feminine consultations
and expositions of finery were being held all day long in bedrooms
and dressing-rooms with closed doors. Thus, with a mind always
troubled by the same dark shapeless foreboding, I was perpetually
being called upon to give an opinion about pink tulle and lilies of
the valley, or maize silk and apple-blossoms.
New-year's morning came at last, after an interval of abnormal
length, as it seemed to me. It was a bright clear day, an almost
spring-like sunshine lighting up the leafless landscape. The great
dining-room was noisy with congratulations and good wishes as we
assembled for breakfast on this first morning of a new year, after
having seen the old one out cheerily the night before; but Edward
had not yet returned, and I missed him sadly. Some touch of
sympathy drew me to the side of Julia Tremaine on this particular
morning. I had watched her very often during the last few days,
and I had seen that her cheek grew paler every day. To-day her
eyes had the dull heavy look that betokens a sleepless night. Yes,
I was sure that she was unhappy that the proud relentless nature
suffered bitterly.
"He must be home to-day," I said to her in a low voice, as she
sat in stately silence before an untasted breakfast.
"Who must?" she answered, turning towards me with a cold
distant look.
"My cousin Edward. You know he promised to be back in time
for the ball."
"I know nothing of Mr. Chrighton's intended movements," she
said in her haughtiest tone; "but of course it is only natural that
he should be here to-night. He would scarcely care to insult half
the county by his absence, however little he may value those now
staying in his father's house."
"But you know that there is one here whom he does value
better than any one else in the world, Miss Tremaine," I answered,
anxious to soothe this proud girl.
"I know nothing of the kind. But why do you speak so solemnly
about his return? He will come, of course. There is no
reason he should not come."
She spoke in a rapid manner that was strange to her, and looked
at me with a sharp inquiring glance, that touched me somehow, it
was so unlike herself it revealed to me so keen an anxiety.
"No, there is no reasonable cause for anything like uneasiness,"
I said; "but you remember what I told you the other night. That
has preyed upon my mind, and it will be an unspeakable relief to
me when I see my cousin safe at home."
"I am sorry that you should indulge in such weakness, Miss
Chrighton."
That was all she said; but when I saw her in the drawing-room
after breakfast, she had established herself in a window that
commanded a view of the long winding drive leading to the front of the
Abbey. From this point she could not fail to see any one approaching
the house. She sat there all day; every one else was more or
less busy with arrangements for the evening, or at any rate occupied
with an appearance of business; but Julia Tremaine kept her place
by the window, pleading a headache as an excuse for sitting still,
with a book in her hand, all day, yet obstinately refusing to go to
her room and lie down, when her mother entreated her to do so.
"You will be fit for nothing to-night, Julia," Mrs. Tremaine
said, almost angrily; "you have been looking ill for ever so long,
and to-day you are as pale as a ghost."
I knew that she was watching for him; and I pitied her with
all my heart, as the day wore itself out, and he did not come.
We dined earlier than usual, played a game or two of billiards
after dinner, made a tour of inspection through the bright rooms,
lit with wax-candles only, and odorous with exotics; and then came
a long interregnum devoted to the arts and mysteries of the toilet;
while maids flitted to and fro laden with frilled muslin petticoats
from the laundry, and a faint smell of singed hair pervaded the
corridors. At ten o'clock the band were tuning their violins, and
pretty girls and elegant-looking men were coming slowly down the
broad oak staircase, as the roll of fast-coming wheels sounded
louder without, and stentorian voices announced the best people in
the county.
I have no need to dwell long upon the details of that evening's
festival. It was very much like other balls a brilliant success, a
night of splendour and enchantment for those whose hearts were
light and happy, and who could abandon themselves utterly to the
pleasure of the moment; a far-away picture of fair faces and bright-hued dresses, a wearisome kaleidoscopic procession of form and
colour for those whose minds were weighed down with the burden
of a hidden care.
For me the music had no melody, the dazzling scene no charm.
Hour after hour went by; supper was over, and the waltzers were
enjoying those latest dances which always seem the most delightful,
and yet Edward Chrighton had not appeared amongst us.
There had been innumerable inquiries about him, and Mrs.
Chrighton had apologised for his absence as best she might. Poor
soul, I well knew that his non-return was now a source of poignant
anxiety to her, although she greeted all her guests with the same
gracious smile, and was able to talk gaily and well upon every
subject. Once, when she was sitting alone for a few minutes,
watching the dancers, I saw the smile fade from her face, and a
look of anguish come over it. I ventured to approach her at this
moment, and never shall I forget the look which she turned towards
me.
"My son, Sarah!" she said in a low voice "something has
happened to my son!"
I did my best to comfort her; but my own heart was growing
heavier and heavier, and my attempt was a very poor one.
Julia Tremaine had danced a little at the beginning of the evening,
to keep up appearances, I believe, in order that no one might
suppose that she was distressed by her lover's absence; but after
the first two or three dances she pronounced herself tired, and withdrew
to a seat amongst the matrons. She was looking very lovely
in spite of her extreme pallor, dressed in white tulle, a perfect cloud
of airy puffings, and with a wreath of ivy-leaves and diamonds crowning
her pale golden hair.
The night waned, the dancers were revolving in the last waltz,
when I happened to look towards the doorway at the end of the
room. I was startled by seeing a man standing there, with his hat
in his hand, not in evening costume; a man with a pale anxious-looking
face, peering cautiously into the room. My first thought
was of evil; but in the next moment the man had disappeared, and
I saw no more of him.
I lingered by my cousin Fanny's side till the rooms were empty.
Even Sophy and Aggy had gone off to their own apartments, their
airy dresses sadly dilapidated by a night's vigorous dancing. There
were only Mr. and Mrs. Chrighton and myself in the long suite of
rooms, where the flowers were drooping and the wax-lights dying
out one by one in the silver sconces against the walls.
"I think the evening went off very well," Fanny said, looking
rather anxiously at her husband, who was stretching himself and
yawning with an air of intense relief.
"Yes, the affair went off well enough. But Edward has committed a terrible breach of manners by not being here. Upon my
word, the young men of the present day think of nothing but their
own pleasures: I suppose that something especially attractive was
going on at Wycherly to-day, and he couldn't tear himself away."
"It is so unlike him to break his word," Mrs. Chrighton answered.
"You are not alarmed, Frederick? You don't think that
anything has happened any accident?"
"What should happen? Ned is one of the best riders in the
county. I don't think there's any fear of his coming to grief."
"He might be ill."
"Not he. He's a young Hercules. And if it were possible for
him to be ill which it is not we should have had a message from
Wycherly."
The words were scarcely spoken when Truefold the old butler
stood by his master's side, with a solemn anxious face.
"There is a a person who wishes to see you, sir," he said in a
low voice, "alone."
Low as the words were, both Fanny and myself heard them.
"Some one from Wycherly?" she exclaimed. "Let him come
here."
"But, madam, the person most particularly wished to see master
alone. Shall I show him into the library, sir? The lights are not
out there."
"Then it is some one from Wycherly," said my cousin, seizing
my wrist with a hand that was icy cold. "Didn't I tell you so,
Sarah? Something has happened to my son. Let the person come
here, Truefold, here; I insist upon it."
The tone of command was quite strange in a wife who was
always deferential to her husband, in a mistress who was ever gentle
to her servants.
"Let it be so, Truefold," said Mr. Chrighton. "Whatever ill news
has come to us we will hear together."
He put his arm round his wife's waist. Both were pale as
marble, both stood in stony stillness waiting for the blow that was
to fall upon them.
The stranger, the man I had seen in the doorway, came in.
He was curate of Wycherly church, and chaplain to Sir Francis
Wycherly; a grave middle-aged man. He told what he had to
tell with all kindness, with all the usual forms of consolation which
Christianity and an experience of sorrow could suggest. Vain words,
wasted trouble. The blow must fall, and earthly consolation was
unable to lighten it by a feather's weight.
There had been a steeplechase at Wycherly an amateur affair
with gentlemen riders on that bright new-year's-day, and Edward
Chrighton had been persuaded to ride his favourite hunter Pepperbox.
There would be plenty of time for him to return to Chrighton
after the races. He had consented; and his horse was winning
easily, when, at the last fence, a double one, with water beyond,
Pepperbox baulked his leap, and went over head-foremost, flinging
his rider over a hedge into a field close beside the course, where
there was a heavy stone roller. Upon this stone roller Edward
Chrighton had fallen, his head receiving the full force of the concussion.
All was told. It was while the curate was relating the fatal
catastrophe that I looked round suddenly, and saw Julia Tremaine
standing a little way behind the speaker. She had heard all; she
uttered no cry, she showed no signs of fainting, but stood calm and
motionless, waiting for the end.
I know not how that night ended: there seemed an awful calm
upon us all. A carriage was got ready, and Mr. and Mrs. Chrighton
started for Wycherly to look upon their dead son. He had died
while they were carrying him from the course to Sir Francis's house.
I went with Julia Tremaine to her room, and sat with her while the
winter morning dawned slowly upon us a bitter dawning.
I have little more to tell. Life goes on, though hearts are
broken. Upon Chrighton Abbey there came a dreary time of desolation.
The master of the house lived in his library, shut from the
outer world, buried almost as completely as a hermit in his cell. I
have heard that Julia Tremaine was never known to smile after
that day. She is still unmarried, and lives entirely at her father's
country house; proud and reserved in her conduct to her equals,
but a very angel of mercy and compassion amongst the poor of the
neighbourhood. Yes; this haughty girl, who once declared herself
unable to endure the hovels of the poor, is now a Sister of Charity
in all but the robe. So does a great sorrow change the current of
a woman's life.
I have seen my cousin Fanny many times since that awful new-year's
night; for I have always the same welcome at the Abbey. I
have seen her calm and cheerful, doing her duty, smiling upon her
daughter's children, the honoured mistress of a great household;
but I know that the mainspring of life is broken, that for her there
hath passed a glory from the earth, and that upon all the pleasures
and joys of this world she looks with the solemn calm of one for
whom all things are dark with the shadow of a great sorrow.